Love Blocks the Past

CHAPTER 37 ~ Options ~

After dropping off Tiara, Mikho rushed back to the restaurant where Celine's welcome party was coming home. Mikho searched around but did not find the girl. Yodi who saw Mikho walking to and fro looking for Celine was finally found by the girl's prospective fiancee.

"What other need is there to come here?" ask Yodi.

Mikho stopped his steps and turned to look at Yodi. In Mikho's heart hated that man so much. Imagining Celine going to be the man's wife, imagining Celine being in the man's arms made her very upset.

However, all of that had to be withheld, in order to avoid a commotion. Slowly the man approached and asked Celine. Yodi understood Mikho was very worried but met Celine when her mood was sad, according to Yodi, Mikho would help nothing.

"I want to explain everything. Please let me meet him. I'll apologize to him" Mikho explained.

"I'm sure something happened between you in the past. You know her, and Celine does, but when we meet at the clinic, you don't seem to know her, and neither do you. I don't know what your goal is, want to lie to me? Or want to keep my feelings? But for me, both reasons are the same. Those two reasons made me think badly of you guys–"

"Don't blame Celine–"

"I still blame him, the wrong must still be judged wrong but .. I will forgive him because I love him. Unlike you, I don't like you, because you lied to me. Moreover, because you and your boyfriend have made a mess and even hurt his heart. So ... please! I think you better not be here" Yodi explained calmly.

Mikho was stunned, his hope of meeting with Celine finally dashed. It is impossible to force his will to survive in the midst of people who do not like it. Shortly after Teon approached Yodi, with a sad look and bowed, Mikho stepped away.

Mikho doesn't care if he gets eviction from people, but not being able to meet Celine is the most regrettable thing. However, Mikho could do nothing. Can only go back to his house and stare at Evita's hairpin with a smile but shedding tears.

Evita, I'm sad, I can't see her, I hate myself hurting her. It's okay if I'm the one who's hurt, but don't let me hurt him, Mikho's mind.

Mikho closed his eyes. What happened to Celine reminded her of the past. The words he hated the most were actually thrown from the mouth of his fiancee and it was addressed to the girl he loved. Mikho was very sad that the incident had opened up his past wounds.

"Do you like Evita?" ask the child she just met.

"No!" mikho replied quickly.

"Kok you're being fooled by her?" ask the other sixth graders.

"No idea! You know, the girls scream like that. How do I know!" mikho replied annoyed.

"If he makes you your girlfriend, it means he is lontee" said another.

"What?" mikho asked not understanding.

"Yes, tell me he's lontee, let him force you to be his girlfriend" explained another boy.

The words finally came out of Mikho's mouth. After being pushed by his friends. The handsome boy finally said those words to Evita. The little girl was stunned as all the children laughed at her. So is Mikho.

Why are they all laughing? Mykho's mind looked at Evita who was saddened by being laughed at.

Little Mikho was surprised to hear the answer, as he asked his friends the meaning of the words he said to Evita. Mikho protested because that was not what his friends explained. The other boy laughed at Mikho's ignorance.

"Little girl? What'sthat?" ask Mikho.

"That's who likes to stand on the side of the road, wait for Om Om," replied a child and laughed.

As Mikho remembered, the women standing by the roadside were bad women. A woman who can ruin a family. Like his best friend, who had to move because his parents separated. All because of the roadside woman who disturbed her best friend's father until finally the father kicked out his mother and best friend.

Nope! Nope! It's impossible for Evita to be like that. She was a child where it might disturb the family of people, Inner Mikho screamed.

Regretting for likening that nice little girl to a roadside woman. Mikho was very sorry to have called Evita that name. Mikho honestly considered Evita to be a good little girl.

When the drawing practice was not completed, Evita who was in charge of giving her value. Mikho's exercise book was deliberately handed over to Evita to have the little girl correct it. And vice versa, Evita's exercise book was handed over to Mikho.

Some imperfect parts of Mikho's image are continued by Evita. Until he gets the perfect score. In his heart thank the girl who really likes to draw it.

Mikho was sorry, but every time he wanted to apologize, his friends immediately shouted. Mikho apologized and waited until the break. However, Evita disappeared somewhere. Mikho's regret that delayed apologizing was even greater because at the breakup did not see Evita present at the event. They just split up.

But ... why did he know I ever said those words? Inner Mikho wondered.

~ How about you yourself? You were the first to catapult her, I just followed you ~

Tiara's words were ringing again in her ears.

Me? I spit out those words? Naw? No way! No matter how sorry I am to Celine, I will never say those words to Celine. I hate those words. I regret saying those words, where I might say it to the girl I like. The only girl I said those words to was Evita, or .. Does she know Evita? Does Tiara know Evita? Were we classmates? Aaah, I forgot who my classmates were, even Evita I forgot her face, inner Mikho regretted.

Day after day passed, the wedge in Mikho's heart still could not escape. Celine still doesn't want to see him. As for Tiara, they don't seem to know each other.

Mikho was resting on the rooftop of that big hospital. The man immediately grabbed his phone when he felt a vibration from behind his pants pocket. Mikho was astonished to see the name of the unregistered contact on his phone.

"Sorry, does Auntie interfere with your busy life Mikho?" dessery.

Mikho was confused because he had not realized who had called him. As soon as Bu Dessery mentioned who he was, Mikho flinched even to the point of standing up from his seat. With a panicked face Mikho asked the need for the mother to contact him.

"Celine, she .. Mikho please Aunt. Celine makes Aunt fear–"

"What Aunt? Celine why? Look, Auntie, does Aunt have time? I'm going to meet Auntie now," Mikho felt he had to meet in person.

"Alright Mikho, come home, Celine is at work right now. Celine can't stop Aunt from accepting you at home" Dessery said in a hurry.

Hearing that Mikho immediately ran towards the parking lot. The man did not even have time to go to the doctor's rest room to open his doctor's robe. As soon as he wanted to get to Celine's house, the man was forced to remove his doctor's robe while driving.

Mikho headed straight for Celine's house. Mikho was so curious as to what happened. So worried that he drove his car at high speed. After hearing the voice of Bu Dessery who shook like a sad hold.

"What happened to him Mikho. What should Aunt do?" dessery asked stress as soon as she saw Mikho coming.

"What's up Auntie? Um?" mikho asked both of Celine's parents.

Ms. Dessery turned to her husband who could only bow down. Mikho was getting more panicked at the attitude of the two who were full of question marks. Mr. Yudhi finally nodded at Ms. Dessery, hoping that Mikho could help with their problems.

"Last night Auntie walked into Celine's room, wanted to talk to her. Ever since the dinner last night, Celine has been looking very moody. Aunty wanted Celine to tell her what happened, but .. As before, Celine never admitted there was a problem" Dessery explained, recounting the incident last night when she walked into Celine's room.

Since the dinner, Celine has been moody. Her parents who saw Celine's attitude change were worried again. After painstakingly recovering Celine's psychic overseas, the girl looks back on the way she used to.

Pensive at all times, sometimes crying alone. Celine's father returned to pick up the girl as she left for the office. Lucky Yodi, willing to drop off and pick up Celine.

As usual the girl was pensive on the side of her bed. Today, Yodi asked about the continuation of their relationship. Yodi wants to marry Celine immediately, the girl smiles, saying nothing but while in the room the girl cries. Her chest was sore, Celine was not ready to accept Yodi as her husband, while the man contributed a lot to her.

Yodi immediately fell on Celine who was confused while being a freshman at the campus. Finally helped Celine find her class. The beautiful student immediately came to the attention of the final student. All of Celine's college needs were helped by the man.

Yodi is so kind and dear to her. Celine was happy as if she had an older brother who loved her very much. However, it was different for Yodi, the man loved Celine wholeheartedly, and Celine could not bear to refuse him. So worried that Yodi saw the change in Celine's attitude that made the man want to keep Celine 24 hours.

Yodi proposes to Celine. Unbeknownst to Yodi, his proposal becomes a new burden for Celine. Between the love that cannot unite or accept the proposal of an unloved man.

The girl could no longer hold him. Open the nightstand drawer, and grab the cutter from inside that drawer. Celine closed her eyes, her tears flowing. Once scratched, the cutter that has been attached to his wrist will break his veins.

"Darling!" shouted Dessery cheerfully into her daughter's room.

Celine was startled and immediately stood up, the cutter bouncing off her hand. The girl stood up with a heavy breath and a deathly pale face. Ms. Dessery pretended not to see, with a forced smile, Ms. Dessery approached her daughter.

But behind that smile, Ms. Dessery was very scared and sad. Shadow will lose her daughter back to haunt. Only Mikho thought of him to help cope.

...~ Connect ~...