Love Blocks the Past

CHAPTER 22 ~ Conscious ~

Mikho was happily given the chance to wait for Celine in that hospital room. So happy, he filled his time with stories. Although it was only a one-way story, it did not get any response, but it had made her very happy and hoped that the girl could listen to it.

The man told me about anything. Sometimes happy stories, sometimes sad stories. When the story is happy he laughs, when telling his sadness he will cry. Mikho hoped the girl would wake up soon. Mikho wanted to spill his longing on Celine to the point of not being able to bear it and finally kissed Celine's lips.

Without realizing it Mikho's tears were dripping down Celine's eyelids. Slowly, very heavy and that's all he can move. The girl finally opened her eyelids. After kissing the girl's lips, Mikho finally let go of his kiss. Then look at the face she missed. Without realizing it Celine was looking at him with blank eyes.

Oh my .. he's awake, inner Mikho.

"Celine, Cel ... Are you awake?" Like a thief caught stealing a chicken.

Mikho was confused when he was kissing Celine's lips. So shocked when she realized that Celine's eyes had opened. The man was confused until he finally realized to immediately call the doctor. During the journey to find a doctor the man regretted his actions.

Will Celine be angry? Oh my goodness, why would I do that. Does he know? Is he really conscious? Did he feel my kiss. Oh my gosh, what was he thinking? I'm a presumptuous man who dares to kiss her when she's unconscious? Oh my God, Celine changed since coming down from the mountain and now I'm doing it again. Oh no! Nah! Nah! Don't let Celine think about killing herself again. Nah! I was so scared of losing him. I feel so lost. What I have done, again I cannot help myself, My inner self is so sorry.

His regret was unrelenting even though the doctor had checked and stated that Celine's condition was stable. When the doctor left the room, Mikho could only bow silently, not daring to look at Celine's face. Suddenly he remembered his worries.

"Celine I'm sorry yes, I didn't mean .. please don't ever think of killing yourself again. Celine .. I'm sorry, " said Mikho.

Celine just silently looked at the man before her. Her tears flowed beside her eyes. Celine said nothing but looking at those tears, Mikho cried.

"Celine, I'm sorry. Why are you crying? Don't ever kill yourself again. Oh. Oh yes if you are strong, you can hit me as hard as you can. If you're upset with me, just hit me. It's okay, just .. don't hurt yourself. Don't kill yourself I can't afford to lose you Celine. I love you .. I love you so much," Mikho said with tears streaming down his head.

The man is confused, expressing his love will make Celine hate him even more, not revealing, Celine will not know that she is really afraid of losing. The man just tried to give understanding, if what he did was purely because of the feeling of love and unfortunately for Celine.

The man rambled to himself at length so that Celine could understand his heart. While Celine, just silently stared blankly. With hesitation the man touched Celine's hand. Mikho was eager to channel his feelings through words, touch, hugs and kisses. However, the man had not received permission from Celine. Mikho desperately wanted the girl to be his soon.

"Did you know? Every time you ignore me at a meeting or anywhere else. I'm .. always sad all day. Always wondering what my fault is with you. While walking, I think we can get more familiar but precisely .. ah yes, as long as you are not aware, your classmates come. Here, they bring gifts. Flowers, fruit, dolls, toys, I want to show you something, too" Mikho said as he grabbed his phone.

Celine looked at the photo of herself in the middle of the flower bed of edelweiss. Being with Mikho at such a close distance was like touching. Celine's eyelids moved to look at the photo that was plastered in front of her. Mikho deliberately asked for a photo that Teon had edited.

"You don't like it? But I really like it. I'd prefer it if it really happened. We can take pictures together in the middle of the flower bed edelweis. Not just an edit. We went up the mountain together. Don't worry, you won't disappear, I'll hold your hand all the way. If you're tired, I'll carry you. If you're cold, I'll embrace you. Celine .. As soon as I recover, I want to see the old Celine. Celine who laughed so cheerfully even though she was immediately silent when she saw me–"

Celine's voice sounded like she was laughing. Mikho immediately stood looking at the girl's face up close. Wanted to make sure that the laughter really came from the girl's mouth.

"Celine, are you laughing? Yes okay. Just recover and ignore me as before. It's okay, I'm not afraid. I will fight again to get close to you. I will not give up on getting your heart. Celine .. Even though you hate me but I like you. I'm .. I'm going to fight to get your love," said the man then kissed Celine's old palm.

Mikho's feeling could no longer retreat. Ever since the incident on the mountain, the man's heart had been embedded for Celine. Every time I remember what he did on the mountain. Mikho was happy and his chest was warm. Hugging and kissing Celine at that time was truly the most beautiful memory of his life and will not be forgotten by him.

Imagining the incident while staring at the ceiling of his room, he would smile. Shortly after that, his smile disappeared. Celine decided to commit suicide. Mikho felt that what he was doing was also the reason the girl wanted to end her life.

Celine, I can't talk about that right now. If your condition has recovered, we're talking about what happened on that mountain. I'm not harassing you, it's an overflow of my love that I can't stand. I'm sorry, you can punish me later, inner Mikho while looking grimly at Celine's face.

Although afraid of what kind of punishment he would receive from Celine, but it was chosen by Mikho as long as Celine's annoyance at him ended. As long as Celine doesn't ask him to stay away, as long as Celine doesn't hate him more. Mikho was willing to do anything to get sorry from the girl he loved.

Soon enough, Celine's parents arrived. Upon hearing the doctor's words, Mikho immediately contacted Celine's father and mother. A little more explains the situation of the girl. As soon as he entered the hospital room, Celine's father immediately hugged Mikho. He patted the handsome man on the back.

"Celine is happy that you are with her, she soon realizes that she has been accompanied by you" said Yudhi.

"This is thanks to the prayers of Om and Aunty," said Mikho who was replied by a nod by Yudhi.

While Ms. Dessery has been busy kissing her daughter's face. Talk at length, ask anything. Even blamed the girl's actions for killing herself. Ms. Dessery even said she would hate her daughter if Celine took such a step again.

...~ Connect ~...