Love and My Teachings
Part 83's.
"I'm sorry because this is all I can give you ! " But down and try to hide his puffy face.
"Not what son.. The essence of it is your intention ! " The Grandma replied as she rubbed Silvia's lowered head.
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There was warmth channeled when the Grandmother rubbed Silvia's head, and it made Silvia feel comfortable and feel anxious to cry in the grandmother's arms. But because Silvia did not want the Grandma to feel burdened or as her, Silvia immediately turned her body and intended to cry while running.
But when Silvia had just taken one step, her movements stopped because of Grandma's words that were clearly heard in her hearing.
"Crying can be dear.. Very human even. There is no ban ! "
Silvia still stood worthy of her statue with a position that still turned her back to the Grandmother.
"If a problem is encountered and solved.. Not running away from the problems and reality. Life is lived, not avoided... " The Grandmother's Advice.
".... Thanks Nek... " Silvia said and continued running. It seems clear that the words of the Grandmother managed to make Silvia aware of her actions that always ran as hard as her problems.
Silvia who was already on the side of the road with a breath that was not bored immediately took her cellphone and told the driver in the Netherlands to pick her up. After 10 minutes, Silvia's pickup car has arrived and Silvia can get into the car. In Silvia's car trying to regulate her breathing, she took alkaline tissue in a bag and wiped her face. Silvia began to rearrange her face that had messed up !
On polishing back his lips that lost color due to drinking beer, and wearing powder to cover the eyelids that looked very flushed.
"Are you okay Miss ? " Ask the driver.
"Silvia is good. Silvia is crying because it has been very upset with Raisa, do not tell the others yaah ! Silvia did not want to be said in a crybaby.. " Please Silvia with her twinkling eyes.
"Haha... Good Miss ! I won't tell you who. So that they don't make fun of Miss anymore.. "
"Thank you... " Answer Silvia answered with a big smile.
Silvia quite accrap with the driver who is already four heads ? Well, because Silvia is unusual and does not want to socialize with new people, every go out of town or abroad, must be a driver, a waiter, and the same people who will serve her. No history of dismissal or acceptance of new workers ! It would be like a miracle of the world if it happened. Risa and Selvi do not blame it, because they will not ask much and will follow the wishes of their children.
And when the driver refocused on the road, Silvia leaned her head against the windshield, staring out with a blank look and somehow thinking about what.
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...[ The beach ]...
"Are you a new visitor, son ? " Ask the Grandma who helped pick up the beer bottles one by one and the other.
"Eh ? Not Nek.! Have come from earlier, just clean the trash belonging to friends ! " Answer answered Noa who is always friendly to new people, let alone people who are talking to her older in terms of age.
"Friends ? Is it a pretty girl in a blue shirt ? "
"Loh ? Grandma know where ? "
"So that little girl who paid Grandma to clean up her garbage ! He said he didn't get it for a reason. "
"....... " Noa was silent. Because she knew what Grandma meant by none other than Silvia.
"Your Love ? " Ask the Grandma.
"Ti.. No Grandma. "
"Then what's the matter between you two ? Ah, I'm sorry Grandma for interfering ! It's just, Grandma feels kepo.. Understand, son, it's old. " Task Grandma with her laugh. It seemed peaceful when he heard the crisp laughter of the Grandmother, who was happy because of a small thing at his age that was far from the word young.
"That girl was a good girl, Grandma. In the past, she was jolly, cute, the staple of her entitlement stuff that surrounded her was like a fine thing. And I felt sure of it, but what I saw today seemed very different, Grandma. He looked at me like he was staring at the enemy ! He spoke very rudely and was full of decisiveness to me. No more smiles when talking to me... She say... The one who was dead and will never happen to me again. It was all because of my fault, he said. But I really don't know what's wrong with him, Grandma... "
Clearly Noa in great detail ! I don't know what possessed her, Noa felt it was okay to tell this to Grandma. Because they do not know each other, and with the highest possibility will not meet again if separated in this place.
"Hem.... " The Grandmother was silent for a moment, forcing her aged brain to think and at least analyze this Noa incident.
"What is precious to that girl ? " Task Grandma at the end, after only a few minutes of silence.
"I mean Grandma ? "
"Maybe unknowingly you have taken an item or thing or something of value to the girl Son. Is there no picture at all in your mind ? "
"A piece or something valuable ? I don't think there's a Grandma, because of how old I am.. I never took anything from him. " Answer No who digs up the memory in his mind.
"Hahaha Young man.. Don't answer it directly ! Let's think carefully.! Because there will be no smoke if there is no fire, go home and think about what you've done since the girl's change of attitude.. Grandma is sure you will find her answer ! " Say the Grandma who is now tying a crackle of black garbage that is full of bottles of beer bottles and plastic waste around her place.
"I mean Grandma ? "
"Granny's job is done, so Grandma says goodbye first ! Grandma knows, you kids today must be smart smart right ? There is no way your knowledge is below us ! Remember, think well... Dadaaaah... " The message of the Grandmother who began to walk while carrying a garbage crackle that was full.
The Grandma left Noa with a smile that never faded from her face. Although the Grandmother had not reached the hunchback stage, so it was still strong to carry heavy goods with an upright body position.
Again Noa witnessed the departure of someone's shoulder from this beach, for the second time while standing on the rocks with his hand put in his pants pocket.
There is a sense of curiosity from her, which is triggered by the words of the Grandmother. Wanting her taste, Noa quickly went home and soaked in her bathtub, with a candle aroma that can calm the mind, in order to facilitate her brain to remember the past that has passed many years. Long enough, but Noa will try.
