Love and My Teachings
Part 123's.
Hopefully these words can stop Noa's words, and make Noa's sensitivity weak.
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"If you're spending One Night on a stand with the guy you met at the bar, Silvia when you were 17, you weren't allowed out ! Ah, not that it is not allowed, but you still do not dare to leave the house without the assistance of both of your parents, or Resa or Raisa.
If your self says that you spent a night with a guy at the bar, are you creating an absurd lie ? As your own words, if you want to brag, it would make sense. "
Noa was so limiting Silvia's movements, because she thought Silvia could escape, Noa had already held onto Silvia's two hands. Not hard nor his grasp, only Silvia still could not escape because Noah had held both hands.
In order for Noa to grasp Silvia's hands painlessly, Noa had to kneel before Silvia. Not on your knees. Noa just sat squatting in front of Silvia, while holding both of her hands. Silvia spoke to Noa while looking down and Noa looked up.
What you just met, not in myself who already know You Since You are a teenager, nor in the self of Resa and Raisa who always monitor Your development, Your growth and development. If both of your parents do not know you well, it is only natural that they spend too much time on their work. But something I emphasize, Silvia I'm not new, I'm a very free man to enter the house of Resa, I ask Silvia again.. Does Brayen have anything to do with me ? "
Out of nowhere thoughts, out of nowhere, and out of nowhere beliefs from which Noa can very confidently say his opinion.
Actually Noa did not express this opinion, just the words of Silvia who was like Clue was telling himself, that when Silvia was 17 years old, Noa must have done something that made Silvia unwilling to think of her as Noa's sister, a very good sister to her. And Silvia's change in attitude towards Noa when she met again in a Dutch hospital, signifying that Silvia really had a grudge against Noa.
"Actually a belief from where can you say that ? With confidence like what is Noa ? I've told You, that nothing happened between Yourself and Me when I was 17 ! " Silvia answered trying to convince Noa.
Feeling her answer was still less convincing, Silvia decided to speak up again !"
"The explanation is very easy. If you are still very hesitant to say this, it means on the one hand you are still in doubt, or you do not remember at all what happened at that time.. Noa remembers this, if you still don't remember what you did when I was 17 years old, about the details, about all the processes that took place, about what happened, all your statements before him were useless. All of Your studies above will mean nothing to Me. Because even if Your study is correct, You are still a person who knows nothing and does not know what happened to Me when I was 17 ! It's the same way you told me to treat you like an amnesia patient, a memory loss patient. And I hate doing that, I don't want to do it ! Very unwilling. Until when it won't. "
"Just because I don't know, I'd like to ask You to tell Me. Be something, be a source for me. I'm 100% sure that you must remember what happened when you were 17. Please remind me of Silvia. I'm sure of your story, I'll remember all of it. At least give me a few clues or give me a few pointers, I really don't know what else to do. I can't get a detective to get my memory back, I can't do surgery on my head so I can remember all those things ! I even tried to bang My head against the wall of My house, as a result of My head was bleeding, no memory came into My mind. So please, tell me Silvia.. I beg of you... Really ! " Pinta Noa very seriously.
"Noah, if you want Me and Yourself to have the same relationship as before, I will. I'll treat You like everyone else, I'll call You *Sister Noa*, I'll call you*, with a cheerful smile I will call you Brother Noa every time I meet and give you all the things that became my habit. But please, stop poring over My past, stop finding out about Me, stop demanding that I be the Source of the story that happened when I was 17.
"Then I beg of You, you will surely agree with this kind of agreement, right ? I'm sure you'll like it, you must like my input right ? I'm sure of that, please don't make the situation any worse Noa ! Enough you do as I ask ! "
" Silvia if you don't want her condition to get worse, then you just have to tell me what happened when you were 17 ! Is that so hard ? It's hard if you want to explain that to me ? I've sacrificed everything, everything, My time, My energy, even I almost madly made You . Is that not enough ? "
"Haha... Sacrificing ? What did you sacrifice ? What have you sacrificed for me ? What have you sacrificed for Brayen ? There is no Noa at all ! For the past two years, for the past three and a half years, there's nothing you've ever done Noa ! What have you ever killed, huh ? You have just begun to sacrifice some of your time, even a little of Your attention to Me, since I have shown a different reaction to You. And you said you sacrificed ? Cih, What are you sacrificing right for Me ? Don't say things that don't make sense and don't fit into Noa's reality. Do not make and do not put yourself You are the busiest person, the most wounded person, the most embittered person here ! "
