Love and My Teachings
Part 113's.
"Yeah.. L'm... A.. I don't know the reason either. But since Brayen was born he has not had ASI. Like there is a problem with Lusi so he can not give her ASI. " Silvia was as clear as she could, for Noa was looking very sharply at Silvia. And Noa began to feel something strange here.
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"Continue the explanation ! " Said Noa because Silvia who had been staring at him, was avoiding the eyes of Noa when talking about ASI.
"Then when I changed her diaper, there was blood on her pup. Then Brayen often wriggles like feeling uncomfortable in his own body. Then he often has a fever at night, then during the day he can rest well because his body temperature returns to normal. Then at night, Brayen will be fussy again. I, Lusi, and Nando tried to hold him in his most comfortable position, but still did not succeed. " Obviously Silvia who had returned put on a sad and worried face.
"Does during the day Brayen's small body always seem normal ? " Task Noa.
"No.. His condition is very erratic, sometimes hot, sometimes cold, sometimes he is fussy, and these reactions can occur along with nosebleeds. Oh God, this Child's development really makes my heart not strong. "
"Is there any other symptoms ? "
"I don't think there is. Then after a very careful examination that day, after three days Brayen was declared to have Leukaemia. I don't know what kind of leukemia it is, because I've been in shock and passed out first. Jesus, of all the diseases why should leukemia in Brayen ? It's blood cancer.. He was still too small to bear this disease alone ! " Silvia said with reddened eyes, if Silvia explained Brayen a little more, Silvia would definitely cry. Crying even sob !
Noa wanted to go and hug Silvia, but she was afraid that Silvia's reaction would instantly change as fast as turning her palm.
"Haaahs... My words This is crazy, but are you the Mother of Brayen ? Why do you seem more worried than Lusi and Nando ? Is there anything you hide from Me and from your family ? " Tanya Noa who was currently just staring at Silvia with a sharp and suspicious look.
"K.. You crazy ? Did your head hit something huh ? " Task Silvia very nervously. Even Silvia subconsciously took a step back, feeling less confident about the sensibility of Noa arriving this sharp. Wait did Noa's sensitivity arrive very sharp ? Or indeed his sensitivity had been very sharp since long ago, only Silvia was unconscious.
"SILVIANS... BRAYEN IS DYING INSIDE ! " Noa said without blinking a single bit.
Silvia went straight in and approached Brayen's bed. Her hands very gently held Brayen's forehead, and her face looked very wrinkled because Brayen's body was hotter than her body temperature all along.
Silvia immediately held Brayen, on her deck Brayen in her arms. Brayen cried quite big because he felt uncomfortable with his body, while Silvia cried because she could not bear to see Brayen like this, and also Silvia's crying became increasingly because of the word *dying* which was said by Noa earlier.
"Silvia.. This isn't funny.. But I'm sorry, I wasn't serious, I was trying to convince myself that the possibility I thought was true. So you -"
...*PLLAAAKKKKK*Silvia who has put Brayen back to bed, has stepped so fast that Noa does not know that Silvia is already in front of her, through the slap she got. ...
"YOU KNOW? FROM ALL THE JOKES YOU SAID, I HOPE YOU CAN KEEP YOUR WORDS ! YOU THINK JUST SAYING THAT WOULD PASS LIKE IT NEVER HAPPENED ? REMEMBER NOA.. EVERY WORD IS A PRAYER, ARE YOU CONDEMNING A LITTLE CHILD WHO CAN ONLY CRY AS INFORMATION TO US ADULTS, THAT HIS BODY IS NOW MAKING HIM SUFFER GREATLY ??? " Silvia shouted while holding Noa's collar very hard.
Silvia who was currently speaking was Silvia who was immersed in emotions. It's too serious to say you're testing Silvia.. Of all diagnoses, please do not say *No hope*We have done our best* Or Brayen baby is no longer helpful*Nor Brayen is dying* ! The words made Silvia cringe and unwilling to imagine what would happen after hearing one of the terrible words above.
"Silvia.. I just -"
"YOU'RE JUST WHAT HUH ? " Continue Silvia who interrupted Noa's words. "HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A SITUATION WHERE YOU DIDN'T KNOW ANYTHING AND COULD ONLY HEAR THE DIAGNOSIS FROM SOMEONE WHO WAS VERY EXPERT IN THAT FIELD ? OR, HAVE YOU EVER BEEN FRUSTRATED WITH YOUR OWN SITUATION, AND HAD TO HEAR THAT YOUR FATHER AND MOTHER, OR YOUR ACQUAINTANCE'S BROTHER DIED ? HUH ? ANSWER BRENGS*K ! !!! " Silvia continued whose face already seemed very clear that she was angry, and without realizing Silvia's face was filled with tears.
"GIVE ME TIME TO TALK ! HOW CAN I SPEAK IF YOU DON'T GIVE ME A CHANCE, AND KEEP INTERRUPTING MY WORDS HUH ? " Snapped Noa while holding onto Silvia's two hands.
Silvia's untrained body before him, made it very easy for Noa to stop all Silvia's movements, even though he had tried to rebel.
...*Klek* Door open. ...
Nando and a nun carrying a tray had several needles and a new infusion.
"What did you do to Silvia Noa ? " Task Nando with a voice set up in such a way as not to scream. He did not want the sound of his screams to make Brayen shocked and more crying.
"Ah.. I was just talking to him. " Answer replied, Noa realized that she was screaming inside the patient room in need of calm.
And Noa seemed to have just realized that there was Silvia who was crying and enduring the pain in the wrist, because Noa squeezed her too strongly.
"Ah... Sorry for me.. " Noa said as if he had just regained consciousness, and released the grip of his hand from Silvia's hand.
"IT WON'T.. UNTIL ANYTIME.. I WILL NOT FORGIVE YOU ! WHETHER IT'S WITH YOUR MISTAKES IN THE PAST OR THE PRESENT. I REALLY WON'T FORGIVE YOU BAJ*NGAN !! " Silvia answered and immediately ran out of the ward.
