Love and My Teachings

Part 138's.

Then because Susi and nando were worried about me, they told me to go to the hospital. And ternayata, when the results come out.. I'm back struck by another reality."

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"But when I heard the chatter from the two of them, I felt that they were too worried about me. Though from the beginning they had agreed to treat me like a friend, why look like a sister? But that thought again I put aside, because I am a submissive child. For the sake of finding out a definite answer as well, I went to the hospital and told all the things that happened this past month. I thought there would be Diarrhea or TB disease, but in fact the doctor I met said *Miss, you should go to the obstetrician. Because I am not a doctor who has this skill section, please go to the room on the 3rd floor, then you will get a more complete and more suitable service for your current situation.* That's what he said. "

"When I listened to the doctor's words, I started to get nervous and started to get scared. An obstetrician? If she says obstetrician, isn't there something in my womb? At least do I have a disease that sticks in the uterus? But the response from the doctor was as if this was normal! Then sure enough, having done the examination, I was declared 1 month pregnant. How foolish I am, I know nothing of the things related to biology. "

"I think I've done her nothing will happen. And also on that night should use safety, just try after doing yes I also immediately take contraceptive drugs or pills to prevent pregnancy. It's not that I don't want to do that, but I don't know it's going to happen either. "

"I was too focused and too hopeful to get a call from Kak Noa, until I forgot what had happened, even forgot to protest myself. After knowing that, I began to worry and worry, where should I start to explain this to Sis Resa and to Raisa ? Or not far away, do I dare to report this to Papa and Mama ? all sorts of thoughts were in my head, and I immediately wanted to drop the contents. But I can't bear, I can't dare, I can't kill my own flesh and blood. "

"It's not her fault, she doesn't know anything. The time he who knows nothing should he be sacrificed ? Her time that I should throw away for my good ? And will after aborting that content, I will be fine and will not feel sorry ? Am I that loud and that hard? And I came to a dead end and my mind stopped spinning.. I contacted Nando and Lusi who happened to have a problem in taking care of the marriage between the two, then the three of us agreed to go out of the country with them two as eloped alibis, and I'm with an alibi that exchanges students for a year."

"Then when I finished my delivery, I named the baby to Brayen. And as agreed, Brayen will be declared the son of Susi and Nando, not my son. And I began to think that, looking forward to something uncertain when it came was boring and tiring. So I decided not to wish on a human named Noa anymore. I felt that, maybe this was my destiny because I was too stupid. From then on I started forgetting Noa, and devoted my life to Brayen and designing clothes. A closed and innocent child in front of all of you, but my nature is very mature in front of Lusi, Nando and Brayen. "

"Two and a half years went by with a lot going on. For the past two years, my life has been completely colored by Brayen's presence.How grateful I am that I didn't abort him at that time, because he was always an encouragement when I was really tired, tired, and when I focus on my bad thoughts. But everything was destroyed a few days ago, Brayen vomited blood, nosebleed, and was diagnosed with blood cancer. I really do not like it, the most powerful way of treatment is to get a donor stacking the spine from the biological father. "

"But considering my very bad encounter with Noa in the Netherlands, I took it very deep to ask for her help. Because it is impossible for me to ask for help from someone I have cursed, who I have given a drastic change in nature, and who I have given an ultimatum that there is no need to approach me. Nandodan Lusi was already completely panicked and worried, the three of us were both drowning in a feeling of panic every second, when it got a temperature change from Baby Brayen, and also some other reactions."

"So the baby was named Brayanc?" Raisa asked who wanted to give Silvia a few seconds or a few minutes to take a breath and calm the mind that seemed to be in a frenzy.

"Ep... He looks so handsome and cheerful like me! Raisa's sister will definitely like it." Reply to Silvia who gave her smile, and the clear liquid that instantly spilled from her eyeballs. Somehow he felt like he was very sad and mellow at the moment. He felt that by crying in front of his brothers, he would find comfort.

Raisa who was always sensitive immediately hugged Silvia. Silvia's small body that shook at Elus slowly, and some time later silvia's body was no longer shaking, Silvia felt safe and comfortable in Raisa's arms. Maybe because of fellow women, so there is a sense of senility in the deepest recesses of the heart.

And Resa ? On his face was no reaction of anger, disappointment, and the like. More precisely Resa also felt the sense of that feeling. His word brows furrowed downwards, his face completely gloomy.

Unexpectedly, the sister should not always be cheerful and appear with true stupidity and innocence, crying for enduring the pain for so long, she said, carrying a heavy burden alone for many years.

This makes Resa heavy for voice lifting, as if her tongue is very heavy for speaking. Resa did not know what to say first. What is the word comfort ? Is it with the words*are you okay?* Or do you need anything ? Can anyone make you feel better ? But Resa also re-thought, whether the words that will be thrown can make silvia feel calm ? Or just any word said by Resa, will even make Silvia more down. Too many questions and doubts, so that made Resa speechless in her consciousness alone.

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