Love and My Teachings
#part 159.
Long story short, Risa, Selvi, Surya, Resa, Raisa, with Noa and Silvia have arrived in the library of Aditya's residence.
In the past, this place was a place that was often used to get a variety of tutoring, when preparing Resa as the successor and also the leader of the Aditia family of the umpteenth generation.
According to Selvi, library vibes and books that have become old in this room will give its own aroma, and can calm anyone, especially Risa and Silvia.
Selvi knows very well that Risa and Silvia have one of many things in common, namely liking the smell produced by the book.
Especially books that are just bought, and more special is the book that is getting older. The smell that can be inhaled into their sense of smell, feels very delicious.
Selvi knew very well about this, because often saw her child and husband take a deep breath, when he had put his nose in the middle of the book. And hopefully, Selvi's thoughts were justified by the actions of the two of them.
Selvi did not want any debate or dispute that never met its end point.
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“Papa did not want to beat tele and turn around at a long talk. Silvia, Papa's sorry for what happened yesterday. It is true that yesterday Papa again in a state of fatigue, so that when in brikan things that can trigger emotions, Papa even stuck in IQ that suddenly becomes zero, to zero, and to vent all tiredness to you. Papa's... Very sorry.”
An incident that was very step for Resa and also Raisa, because she saw people who had been very full of charisma, was apologizing while bowing.
Something that could and certainly will not happen in the future. And for some reason, Resa and Raisa just feel
burdened, because seeing the nature shown by Silvia from now on, surely Silvia will not immediately melt and forgive Papa just like that.
“.....”
Silent... There was no response from Silvia. Noa also did not speak out, because what was happening at this time was outside of his interference. Even if Noa wants to interfere, surely Silvia will not allow it, right ?
Surya, Resa, and Raisa are just silent and watching, and what makes Noa can make a sound, when the injured side is still silent.
Do not want to dissolve in a very quiet situation, Selvi was the end of his speech.Padahal words that He compiled
still not perfect.
Coupled with the current atmosphere, his fear of some words that had been embedded in his mind, instantly disappeared just like that.
“Sil... Mama also apologized... Because it is not her to calm Papa Mu, Mama actually vent Mama's anger by slapping Resa and Raisa many times. Mama really asked-“
“Do not apologize to me. The ones slapped by Mu were Sis Resa and also Kak Raisa. I have nothing to do with you at all, with your actions slapping two very meaningful people in my life.”
Silvia immediately interrupted her Mama's words that had not been completed completely.
And that makes Selvi with her husband very shocked with the call made by Silvia. *Mu* is not *Mama*.
The Resa reaction and others ? Of course it's normal. Because of this they had predicted, since Silvia entered this residence with a very different attitude, and was stunned to become a Bad Girl for a moment.
Because it is not her intention to support Silvia like this, but if Silvia is comfortable when expressing herself with the attitude of Bad Girl, then it is not good for Surya, Resa, Rais and also Noa.
Whatever Silvia showed, it was her pent-up side, right ? It was the true nature of Silvia, who had always hidden very neatly behind her mask *Poloss*Child.
“Why-“
“Don't ask why I didn't call you guys as usual. I'm just following the orders you said yesterday to me. That starting yesterday, I'm no longer your son. Automatically, there's no way I'm still thick with your face with a very thick smile isn't ?”
Again, Silviua interrupted Selvi's words, which
she is the woman who made herself in this world.
So far, Surya is still quiet. Not her support, but the thing Silvia is doing right now is very human.
Surya told Silvia to equate herself with others, right ? In other words, Silvia could have done something like this, if it had been a wrong act,
Anyway, Risa and Selvi can apologize to Silvia begiu only, meaning later Silvia can do the same thing, right ?
That was what was in Silvia's mind, so that his actions were wrong and also very sinful to the parents, Silvia did not care. Silvia just did not want to repeat the same incident, which is to let herself drown in various actions that she had not had time to do so far, because she did not want to trouble anyone.
Selvi was unable to hold back the tears that had been flooded in her eyeballs, as a result of which she immediately cried in the arms of her husband. It was only witnessed by Surya and others.
And Risa ? His Netra was the same Netra as Silvia's. From Risa's gaze, she seemed to be asking, what made Silvia behave like this.
Who blatantly forgives what He wants without being filtered first. The unseen sense of talut in the slightest when looking at Risa, after doing the thing that succeeded in making her Mama's feelings shattered
And from Silvia's very flat eyes at this time, made Risa realize very well, that at this time Silvia would not care
whatever happened in his face, even though Risa threw a blunt item towards him.
“Don't look at me with a gaze full of question marks. Because when I give a question mark reaction all this time, and if you forget then go back to yesterday. My gaze is full of question marks. I was confused by what happened when I entered my house. But what ? No one gave me the slightest explanation, until I heard the matter myself from Lisa. Is it a problem if Akiu behaves like you guys yesterday?”
“....” Risa speechless.
There are regrets, but He must not show them in front of the children of Nyy at this time. Because Risa does not want to be stamped as a parent who acts as a victim.
Logically, if the parents are declared as victims, then the parents are the main perpetrators of everything that happens to their children.
Whatever it is. Words that parents often say will be repeated from the mouth of his child. What makes a child shatter-headed is the high ego attitude of the parents, who feel if they have sought nafka and do work that is dizzying head, which is, children should accept whatever they say.
“*Papa did this for your good *”
“Mama said like this because Mama is very stressed and in the dizziness and work life. So, understand dear.”
And there are many more words that if examined more deeply there are many errors in him.
If the parent vents his or her stress on the Child, then the Child must vent the emotions he or she feels on whom ?
Lucky if the child is a child who is not sensitive and has a brain that is in accordance with his age. Then what about children who have been matured by the circumstances and attitudes of parents ?
That's too unfair for the child. The turn of the child speaks a little, to show that his mental can not survive again if it continues like this, to show that his mental, parents even behave as victims of the behavior of the child who seems insolent and not
care about the feelings of parents who have raised him all this time.
DON'T KNOW THANK YOU, DON'T FEEL, NO HEART,
BI4D4P, IMPOLITE, IMPUDENT, AND SO ON.
With thoughts that are distilled from various logic, parents should be more sensitive and understanding to the Son.
If anyone says, don't be angry with your parents. Because they are the first time they are parents. What about the child ? Who was the first time to be a child ? Shouldn't parents have been children, who better understand the character
from a child ?
Why is this simple thing always forgotten, and that it is ignored ? Or don't you never think at all ? Come onl... Do not damage the mental child who is not or what, then play a role
as a victim after that. Instead, understand each other's position, even though the child's age is much easier than the parents.
Do not make more young people commit suicide, because they cannot cope with the damage to their mental health.
Seriate...
Note: There are no contact elements or so on in this part. The Authority only exposes what Otor has seen with his own eyes. Heard various complaints from various parties. So, hopefully the message is conveyed well, although the authoritative way of conveying it is still not perfect. Btw, sorry yes author new up again🙏.
