Love and My Teachings
Part 141's.
[Hi Guys 🤗. Sorry, long hiatus again 😫. Yesterday was busy, but you know ? Shit even approached your Authority this 🤧. Accident authorization loh we, motor authoritative in person 😫. Where not responsible anymore, abis serempet immediately run away. Think about what race ?😑. So, from the accident, wound in two hands author. What is clear, make Otor hp megangnya hard to ask for forgiveness 😭. Maap ya guys, want to be angry yes angry, this is authoritative is wrong. So, hopefully this month can end yah🥰. Happy Reading ❤🦋 ]
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A few minutes later, Resa and Silvia were sitting next to each other on a long, white bench, under a shady tree.
The breeze was like occasionally playing with hair strands belonging to Resa and Silvia. It is a very peaceful atmosphere and can be used to calm down. Unfortunately, this time is not about the problem of calming down, but about the problem that must be resolved, so that healing can occur.
"SORRY." Said Resa and Silvia simultaneously.
As a result, the atmosphere that had been very supportive of them, turned into an awkward atmosphere.
"You go first." Resa said to let his sister speak first.
Silvia seemed to link her fingers to one another, to release nervousness. And it makes Resa overthinking, is her self wrong to speak ?
"Ehem.." Silvia cleared her throat to start the conversation. Although a little awkward, Silvia had already steadied her heart to speak.
"I think Sister Resa is angry at me, because I have let Big Brother down too far. Even to the stage that can't be repaired anymore.." Said Silvia lowered her head and looked at the green grass she was on, As if unable if the current looked at her brother. Not for fear of seeing Resa's response, but Silvia was more afraid if her tears had fallen first.
Hearing Silvia's words, made Resa seem struck by a very unreasonable reality according to her thoughts.
"WHO SAID YOU LET ME DOWN ? AFTER THE COCA THAT LET YOU DOWN, BECAUSE OF COCA'S FAULT.. YOU'RE INSTEAD..."
Resa's high-intonation words fainter at the end when he imagined, the events that had befallen his sister. An event that, if thought, has not been done by Resa and Raisa.
Hearing Resa's reply, made Silvia develop a smile on her face. It turns out that what Raisa says is true there is, that Resa is not her angry and disappointed in Silvia, but rather disappointed in himself who incidentally failed to become a perfect brother in the eyes of his sister.
"It turns out that Raisa's sister said it wasn't a lie." Said Silvia reflex, because there is a sense of relief that is currently spreading almost throughout the body.
Resa heard what her sister said, but she did not intend to cut off Silvia's words again, because it was decided that she would listen to Silvia first.
"Does Resa know ? I used to hate Papa and Mama so much. Those who are too focused on work, those who are always busy, those who force to spend time every Saturday or week, and end up not spending time with Me and Brother, but instead they sleep in the places that we make as a vacation spot...."
"Until the end, Sister Resa brought a man, who was like a prince to Silvia's vision." Silvi smiled again, then continued to say "Well, that man is Noa. Her facial features and everything about Noa is really like a depiction of a prince, in a dream world Silvia once imagined in bored times. Although this sounds a little silly, but Silvia immediately fell in love with Noa after a few times met her."
Silvia stopped saying, between taking a breath for a moment or indeed Silvia who wanted to look into her brother's eyes. Two possibilities that can happen.
"And the story after that was already known by sister Resa. So, Silvia doesn't think it needs to be explained anymore."
Resa had looked directly at his sister, who had only been able to look at the grass, now was staring at Resa with a slightly calm eye view, although still implied some fear and doubt from within his Netra.
Whether the dialogue is what Resa has to convey, the essence of his current is his turn to speak. Words that had been strung together in the brain, as if it had collapsed instantly when it was his turn to speak. As if stage fright, that's what Resa is feeling right now.
As a result, Resa's body moves on its own. His two hands were quite muscular and powerful, bringing the small body of his sister into his arms. Slowly, Resa opened her eyes which she had closed tightly.
"SORRY.. REALLY SORRY BROTHER SIL. AFTER HIS BROTHER PAY MORE ATTENTION TO YOU, AND MAKE THE WORLD YOU BUILD IS NOT DESTROYED BECAUSE OF IT. AFTERWARDS, SISTERS PAY ATTENTION TO YOURSELF, RATHER THAN PURSUE THE INTERESTS OF THE BIG BROTHER WORLD. SORRY...."
No matter where the word came from, the core of it was what Resa really felt. He could not say any more, because if he continued he would win. And Resa does not want to look weak in front of his sister who has tried to appear strong, but very fragile.
Silvia who was embraced also blinked her eyes many times, to make sure that what she saw now was not an illusion. That Resa's back is shaking.
Although the vibration is not too felt by Silvia, but her eyes can not be lied to. Slowly, Silvia embraced Resa in two hands. Her little fingers stroked the delicate back of her Big Brother. There was a smile that Silvia displayed, and then Silvia made a sound.
"Don't blame yourself too much, brother. You've tried so hard for Silvia, for Papa Mama, for Kak Raisa, and for Kaka's company. Sister is Kaka best know. So stop feeling guilty. Because Silvia's sorry, right."
Silvia's words managed to make Resa smile. Guilt, fear of dealing with Silvia, felt to be the party that was the mouth of the problem that raged from earlier, as if it was calm immediately.
The two of them continued to talk about their feelings for each other. Where up to any stage, Resa could not scold Silvia. And Silvia also said, that Resa who often gave good advice to her, often greeted by a sullen face, stomping feet, and the door that was slammed was just a pura that Silvia did.
On his basis, Silvia really knew the meaning of the word Resa. Just somehow, Silvia wanted to make Resa feel guilty for making her sister angry and pouty.
And as a result, unknowingly Resa and Silvia had joked with each other, and the same opened up the reality that had happened so far. Give reasons for doing actions that have occurred in the past that cause quarrels.
The atmosphere between the two of them also became harmonious with the atmosphere that was happening around them. The swaying of the tree branches due to wind blowing, some falling leaves, and wind blowing that brings coolness in the bodies of Resa and Silvia. What a suitable moment for them, who just finished completing the misunderstanding that occurred.
