Love and My Teachings

Part 137's.

"Even that night I couldn't control myself, who at the beginning had promised to be a spectator. and will never take on the role of Side character or the role of a figurehead in her."

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Resa was surprised by this, because the incident at that time just assumed it happened within the scope and supervision of her. Means here not only is Silvia or Noa wrong, but indeed from the beginning Resa and Raisa are wrong. Because they paid less attention to their sister, to the little Silvia at that time.

Resa was still silent with all the thoughts that suddenly entered her brain, while Raisa inevitably had to speak up because Silvia had been quiet since she had been silent since earlier. Silvia waited for the words that must be thrown by her older sister first, so inevitably, Raisa who was also in a state of shock and needed more explanation, directly rubbed the back shoulder of Silvia very gently as she said..

"Forward her explanation Sil.. Resa and I won't be angry, just yet. For now continue the story first, about the conclusion let's discuss at the end. You have to reveal everything first, so that the tightness you suffer, is reduced by half or if necessary its entire !"

Silvia immediately smiled when she heard Raisa's words, this was her desired reaction. Not the reaction when Resa was angry, or Raisa who seemed very disappointed, or harsh words and hands thrown at her. Silvia was really afraid of those things if they really happened, Silvia was indeed imagining things that would happen to her, that's one reason why Silvia hasn't told Resa and Raisa about what happened to her when she was 17.

"Good ! Silvia will continue the story. At that time, the only one who had full consciousness was me. Brother Noa was under the influence of alcohol, at that time he and Kak Resa drank almost more than dozens of bottles, and I was aware of that. Stupid me, I could not resist receiving a kiss from Brother Noa, even though I could have shouted and asked for help because my room was not soundproof.. "

"But I easily enjoy every rhythm. After that night, I thought the next day that Noa and I would be tried and finally we would both get married like I read in the novel. But I have no intention of telling you this, because I felt that at that time Brother Noa did not love me but Raisa's sister. So the conclusion is that I am only used as a substitute or a person in the shadows as a loved one. Honestly at 03:00 in the morning, waking up full of red spots, and bite marks everywhere, I felt shock and felt like disgusted at myself.

"One bottle of liquid soap I put on at a time, I completely cleaned myself, then because I felt in my body there was still a man's smell, or like a man's smell, he said, I decided to put egg oil and baby powder all over my body. And after that, the fragrance I emitted was like a baby boy aged 0 to 78 months. How relieved I am when I smell like that which I syrup, because if I still inhale the smell of Noa, I am sure I will cry and sob and then be horrified at something that has happened. "

"After that I went straight to Kak Raisa's room, in that night raisa's brother also stayed over, right ? The guest room to the left of the 2nd floor, I went straight in and slept next to Brother Raisa. Since Kan Raisa was also aware of my presence, Raisa's sister immediately hugged me, then Raisa's sister also rubbed my neck, and inhaled my smell deeply.

"At that time Raisa's sister felt anxious because I really looked like a cute baby girl in front of you, then Raisa's sister immediately hugged me very tightly, hugging me very tightly, I even had trouble breathing at that time. But I did not rebel or try to escape, because at that time I really needed one person who could give such a hug, so that I felt that the actions I was doing were completely wrong, but you don't have to blame yourself."

"Getting a hug from Brother Raisa, made me feel calm and finally I fell asleep in my sleep. The next day I woke up at 12:00.. The body that was there when I took a shower did not hurt, when I woke up my whole body was painful everywhere, especially in the section ********* me. I'm really hard manahan sick of it. But I tried to appear as normal as possible, so that no one would suspect me."

"Then, I became more convinced that that night Kak Noa lost consciousness because when I asked the waiter, they said that Kak Noa had returned to the Netherlands. Even Noa had left since the morning at seven and or eight in the morning. I asked the waiter too, does anything look different in Noa's room ? They said nothing was different. It looked a little messy, but nothing else happened. That's according to them, on the one hand I feel relieved because no one knows about this, but on the one hand I feel that I'm a slack woman, who would like to be in per t-shirt by Kak Noa.

"The days I spent hoping that Brother Noa would call me and apologize, or say I wanted to take responsibility for taking my chastity. But after 1 month, I didn't get a call from her in the least. "

"In fact, my body is starting to feel weird. My stomach feels nauseous in the morning, and starts to feel like eating something when the food is a food that I like very much before. I also started to be picky about food, and sometimes I really wanted something to do right then and there. Then because Susi and nando were worried about me, they told me to go to the hospital. And ternayata, when the results come out.. I'm back struck by another reality."

Note Author:

Night Guys, waah has been a long time ago author hiatus😖. I'm so sorry I just got up tonight, and it's only 1 episode. So do not be confused, bestie😘, because from tomorrow this story update will return to normal as usual. God Bless You Guys 😇.. Good Night 💫💌