Love and My Teachings

Part 145's.

Having finished with the affairs of the spinal cord pandonoran, it does not mean that now all his problems are finished. Because this is only the beginning of problems that must be overcome one by one.

At the cafe in front of the hospital...

Resa, Raisa with Noa and Silvia already sat in their seats, facing each other. Noa sat opposite Resa, while Raisa sat opposite Silvia.

"Brayen is safe, from now on he will not suffer any more. But that doesn't mean the problem is over. Other than that, the initial problem that you have overcome. Now let's just as well think about the second problem, which is to openly convey the things that have happened between the two of you to Papa and Mama."

Resa said that he did not want to twist anymore, he went straight to the point. Because the problem will not be resolved quickly, if Risa and Selfi know this by themselves, or worse know this from others.

There was no significant change in reaction from Noa's face, inversely proportional to Silvia who immediately helped with various thoughts that suddenly appeared in his brain. Thousands of fears, as if crashing into the depths of his heart, and made Silvia seem very objected to the decision Resa conveyed at this time.

"Sister.. Silvia please, not this time. Let's wait until Brayen grows up, and until Silvia is completely ready." Pinta Silvia with all her soul.

Resa and Raisa both shook their heads compactly, because the problem this time can not be pending anymore. And according to Resa and Raisa, it's a bit less ethical to hang the problem too long.

"Silvia..." Call Resa gently. Resa really did not want to raise his voice at this time.

"So don't know, you're still afraid of the open history of light to Papa and Mama. But brother apologized, because the problem this time can not drag on again. Afraid there are many variables that will damage all of them, and make this problem that the beginning can be solved by telling the truth, even more spread to all corners, and so on, and it becomes difficult to finish. Don't be someone else, Brother alone will feel very objectionable. So it's better to trim it when the buds just show up."

Resa also tried his hardest to give understanding to Silvia. And it is necessary to solve the problem as soon as possible, right ?

"Well, what Resa delivered was true Sil. Whatever feeling you feel at this time, as good as getting rid of it. It used to be logic, Silvia. I know very well the nature of Om Risa and Aunt Selfi, although they will feel disappointed, a little or more, at the end of it they will forgive You." Raisa's on Silvia. Raisa tried to give another thought, which was calculated as a consideration for Silvia.

"Sil, you are their son. Even if they were furious when they found out about this matter, they would not be that hard to judge You. You remember ? as evil as his lion, he will never pounce on his son. Animals are like that, let alone your parents who in this case humans who have mind and morals."

Raisa also chimed again. Like this time Resa and Raisa are really serious, because there is something else they have to do. There are other things they haven't done as well. Such as getting married, having children, traveling together, making a happiness together, and others as his. Because their lives are not just for their sister, in this case Silvia. They also have their own lives, which they must take care of themselves.

"I have no problem with any response that will be given by Om Risa and Aunt Selfi. As long as I want to be 100% responsible to Silvia. Whatever the challenges I'll face with Silvia and Brayen, no more words of retreat, I'll take responsibility as a man and as a father." Noa's little speech made Silvia excluded

Silvia who had a different opinion at the meeting this time, felt her self had the least logic.

But willing to fight however, Silvia still felt reluctant and unwell. Silvia felt very heavy, very heavy if she had to convey this to her Papa and Mama.

It was enough with his disappointing self to his two brothers, namely Resa and Raisa. Silvia did not want to disappoint her parents.

And Silvia also did not want to disappoint others, but anyway, in this case, Silvia had made a mistake. Which is where, inevitably or like not to like, really have to finish it.

"Silvia won't.. Really am.. Wanted to fight however, Silvia still objected. Silvia needs time. Brother Res, Brother Raisa, Brother Noa, I need time. The time to convey to Kak Resa and Kak Raisa alone takes many years, so according to Silvia, We are pending this time. Silvia promised, Silflvia will solve this problem, although not now but later, that's for sure.

Noa, Resa, and Raisa felt very objected. How not, with all the statements that had been presented to Silvia, she was still firm on her stance. Let alone the three of them, Author alone felt a little emotion at Silvia's attitude.

"What is the difference when you convey this problem to Papa and Mama, current or upcoming years Sil ?" Ask Resa.

"Sil, have you said it, right ? As well as it is settled at this very moment, because Me and Resa are not merely dealing with your life. We also have our own lives to take care of." Connect Raisa

"Silvia.. Whatever happens, I will take full responsibility. Not forcibly, but I am sincere in My heart. " Noa said while holding Silvia's hand.

Silvia frowned, she felt here she was being scooped. He began to feel that right now, no one was on his side and no one was supporting him.

"You guys just sorted me out anyway ? Isn't this my problem and Noa's ? Why do you two who are pretentious care about the matter this time around ? I told you no, I'll explain this to Papa and Mama. Sure, but not now, but later.

Silvia begins to be stubborn, she begins to raise her ego. The feeling in the corner began to ignite Silvia's emotions little by little

And instead of getting angry, Noa, Resa and Raisa choose to understand Silvia's feelings. The three of them also felt guilty, because they were too cornering Silvia, until Silvia said words that sounded selfish.

"Sorry Sil.. It's not that the three of us are not on your side, but we're trying to provide the best and solutions that can solve all the problems this time. Finish it completely, complete its completion." Said Resa.

"I'm sorry, too, when I want to understand You, but I've cornered You with a few words so wise Me." Raisa's sincere.

"Okey Sil's. Everything will be fine. Forgive me for not thinking about your feelings. We'll go through it together." Go on Noa

Three words uttered by 3 different people, began to shake Silvia. Silvia who started to feel doubtful about her own decision started to fall silent.

Resa, Raisa and Noa knew very well that Silvia was struggling with her thoughts. So that they also provide a more dominating push again. It starts with Noa...

"Silvia, there is I who will always be with You, in restoring the trust of Your parents. Don't run away from problems.. We finish the same.. Think of it as a terrible rain, before the rainbow comes.

"Let's just calm, Sil," Resa continued."he'll protect you no matter what happens."

"Silvia if you get kicked out, there's still my father, right ? The person you always call Om Surya will understand. So don't worry, there's already a plan B created to anticipate negative impacts." Continue with Raisa again

And yep, those three pushes managed to knock something down. I don't know what succeeded in falling.