Love and My Teachings
Part 70's.
"..... " Hearing Resa's tone of voice that is not as usual, makes Raisa feel guilty as well as feel happy because there is someone who worried about her until like this.
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".... Res... I want to ask for help, can you ? " Raisa ignored Resa's words telling her to rest.
"...... " Resa was still silent and immediately widened her eyes, because this was the first time Raisa asked for help like this.
"Whatever it is I will do Sa ! So right now, focus on your healing first ! " This time Resa had looked into Raisa's eyes which she had avoided earlier, and she was stunned when she saw the pitch-black netra which still revealed that Raisa was still strong in this matter. Don't underestimate herself, as Raisa is also currently gaining the will to live longer after seeing Resa.
"... Get your ears close Res.. I want to whisper.. " Pinta Raisa whose eyes are now glancing towards the sky sky of the room.
Resa complied with Raisa's will, and put her cheek on Raisa's cheek. Raisa also with all her energy, began to whisper word for word. While Resa only listened and occasionally widened his eyes, because he only knew the figure of Raisa is different.
But there was no rejection, Resa still faithfully listened. Even occasionally Resa swiped her cheeks with Raisa's cheeks, for some reason.. Resa misses Raisa's soft thin cheeks, Resa's occasional behavior makes Raisa create an amused smile on her face. Can not be expected, Raisa still feels the current state is quite romantic, so dear if it passes by.
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...[ Five minutes later ]...
"It was Res.. Confess my request, huh ! I really put my hopes on you ! " Please Raisa while showing a perfect knotty smile on her pale face. Until Resa feels that is Raisa is pretending to appear strong in front of her ?
Resa immediately scrunched her forehead, there was pain when she saw Raisa who still took the time to smile.
"Don't be sad get rich... I'm burdened... " With her hands still very weak, Raisa can still stroke Resa's cheek which is currently closing her face.
"...... " Resa just silently looked at Raisa, there was a sense of guilt when she saw Raisa's current condition. If only Resa locked Raisa in her house, if only Resa could do all her with the power at her disposal, surely at this time Raisa is healthy and not getting KDRT from Andre or the abuse from the big Purnama family.
".. Res... You will know everything that happens if you read the Diary I wrote. It's in the third drawer under the TV. In the painting studio I'm yaah, not in the fucking house ! "
"Aren't you writing in full ? So you guessed this would happen, right ? "
"Ep.. That's so... Sorry Res, just take care I wrote it all. If I don't have a chance to explain it to you.. Res... Sorry yaah... " Raisa's eyes started to turn red.
"Udah Sa, don't cry okay ? Nothing will go wrong with you ! Believe me, I will not read your Diary ! I want you to clear yourself to me Sa ! Because I know you will be healed ! Definitely ! " Resa's eyes seemed to start losing control, a little unexpected things happened, Resa would definitely drop tears.
"Uuggh... Res... Hix... Wouldn't it all end like this, if only I had accepted your feelings on the day of the wedding with Andre ? Will the future change when I don't follow my foolish and unstable will ? Hem ? Hix.. " Raisa had started to regret everything, as if something was stirring up her feelings, if not revealed at this time as well.
"Sa... Thats enough... We'll talk about that later ! I told you that from now, right ? Now we focus first on your unhealed health ! Don't push yourself too much ! "
Aahh, it seems that a little more Resa will also lose control over her eye control.
"Hiks.. Say sorry to Dad too. Surely Dad had been troubled because of me, surely all this time Dad suffered because of the restraints of the full family company. Say my apologies as big as Res.. Hehe, don't forget Om Risa, Aunt Selvi, Lisa, Erna, Dika, and also Silvia.. Aah, I'm so stupid.. Hix... Suppose I wasn't so stupid then ! I say sorry to all of them Res.. And more specifically his apology I for you ! You were the most tried and tormented all this time ! Sorry Res... Hix.. Excuse me... "
"Hey.. Sa... Princess Raisa ! No need to apologize rich gini dong. Everyone must know.. I'm sure Sa.. Totally sure... " Peach Resa who begins to feel fear. Fear of this being the last word of Raisa ! Afraid that Raisa can't hold on anymore ! Fear of losing ! Afraid of all of them ! Until Resa's shoulders shook because she could not control her feelings which turned out to be unsettled.
"Res... What if I told you not to marry another woman when I'm gone, you'd do it ? "
"Of course Sa ! Don't you realize that you've become an opium to me ? Do you not realize that I can no longer dwell in front of you ? Don't you know that I've bowed my knees before you long ago ? Is everything I do for you less real and less conscious of You, that you are one ? Is it all lacking ? Tell me's.. What do I have to do so that you can believe.. " Jawan Resa while putting his head on the edge of the patient's bed.
"... I realize that Res.. I also know that whenever I want, my position is always the highest in Your heart. You don't have to do anything, because I'm very satisfied with everything that's happened in my life with you. Very very satisfied.. Do you believe my words ? "
"Sa... Really makes me crazy ! So many questions I want to ask you ! A great many... So please, don't say anything that sounds like the last word.. "
Resa persuaded Raisa as much as she could, and as much as her mouth could that was difficult in the current situation.
".... RES... " Call Raisa in a voice that seems to be getting smaller ! Ah, it's more like starting to drown and ingest something.
