Love and My Teachings
#151.
Hearing Silvia's words that sounded clearly very honest and frustrating, managed to make the two parents speechless a thousand languages.
They no longer know what to say, if faced with the character of the real child, which is inversely proportional to what Silvia has been showing.
"DAD! SILENCE LIKE THIS IS BETTER, BECAUSE THAT WAY YOU CAN HEAR WHAT SILVIA WILL SAY.” Silvia said after not getting any response from her two parents.
Both of his hands were held very hard, so that his emotions could be controlled, even though it was useless, because at this time Silvia had no intention to pretend anymore.
“DO YOU KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TO ME ALL THIS TIME ? RATHER THAN THINKING OUT LOUD, IT IS BETTER TO LET ME EXPOSE IT FROM MY POINT OF VIEW.”
After saying that, Silvia's body began to tremble slowly.
“SINCE CHILDHOOD, HAVE YOU EVER TAKEN THE TIME TO GET TO KNOW AND UNDERSTAND YOUR CHILD ? EVER SINCE I HAD THE MIND TO THINK ABOUT THE SITUATION THAT WAS HAPPENING AROUND ME, THE OLD MAN SAID IT WAS SOMETHING FOREIGN TO ME. BECAUSE YOU ARE TOO BUSY WITH YOUR WORK.”
“INDEED MY CAREGIVERS SAY THAT DAD AND MOM WORK LIKE THIS TO MEET MY NEEDS AND SISTER RESA, BUT YOU GUYS ARE TOO BUSY. EVERY NIGHT AT
YOU GO HOME, YOU CAN STILL READ THE DOGENG BOOK TO ME. OR AT LEAST GIVE ME A KISS GOOD NIGHT, SO THAT AT LEAST I CAN DREAM BEAUTIFUL EVEN IF IT'S JUST NONSENSE, SO THAT EVERY CHILD BELIEVES IT. BUT.. BUT SILVIA WANTED THAT FIRST TOO. ONCE UPON A TIME, I DECIDED TO PRETEND TO BE A INNOCENT CHILD IN FRONT OF YOU.”
Tears had definitely adorned Silvia's usual face full of excitement. His body was clearly visible that it was vibrating. Selvi could only see Silvia, without any desire to turn her attentions elsewhere.
The same thing was done by Risa, because Silvia who was currently in front of them was Silvia whose every word felt very honest.
“FOR THAT, SINCE CHILDHOOD SILVIA'S VIEW IS COVERED BY THE WALLS OF HIS MAGNIFICENT AND VAST HOUSE IS INFINITE. THE NATURE OF THE REAL DIGGER IS NATURAL, PRECISELY MADE A MASK BY ME AS TIME GOES BY. AND I DON'T KNOW WHEN, I FEEL THAT IF I SOCIALIZE, THEN IT WILL BE MORE TROUBLESOME FOR YOU WHO ARE ALREADY BUSY, BECAUSE I HAVE TO SOLVE MY PROBLEMS. “
“I'M MORE UNWILLING, WHEN I CREATE TROUBLE, IT'S THE WAITERS WHO COME
RESOLVING HER. OR EVEN KAK RESA WHO IS FIGHTING WITH THE CIRCUMSTANCES TO BE THE BEST, IN ORDER TO CONTINUE THE COMPANY THAT COMES. WHAT IS, I EVEN TROUBLES OTHERS WHO SHOULD BE BUSY WITH THEIR RESPECTIVE AFFAIRS.”
“HIX... THE THING THAT IS MORE ANNOYING IS, I FEEL THAT I AM THE ONE PERSON WHO IS USELESS IN THE FAMILY, BECAUSE I AM THE ONLY ONE WHO IS TREATED LIKE A PRINCESS
WHICH IS IN NOVEL. WHO ALWAYS GET THE BEST, DESPITE THE LACK OF AFFECTION AND ATTENTION FROM THEIR FAMILIES. BUT EVEN THOUGH I
SAME WITH THEM, IT STILL FEELS THAT AT THIS TIME I AM AN UNWANTED CHILD, BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE I AM REMOVED FROM THE FAMILY ZONE. MY PRESENCE IS THERE BUT IT IS NOT. “
Silvia stopped for a moment. He needed time to take a breath and calm his hand that had been squeezing the strong strands of his hair. Noa had been trying to keep Silvia's hand from hurting her body, but she couldn't.
Because Silvia's instinct wanted this. So that only a few times just revolted, Noa already
it is true that he cannot enter into the common sense of Silvia, and realize that he is currently out of control.
At the same time, as Silvia continued to say the thing she felt, Raisa had already lowered her head and followed in tears. Because the thing that Raisa avoids the most is Silvia's life story, even though Raisa had planned that she would be the place where Silvia complained.
And Resa, He just lowered his head and could only squeeze his hands with his hand veins and neck printed clearly. While his jaw is being tightened because it restrains emotions.
Although Resa and Silvia have re-established a relationship that almost stretched, but Resa hated herself who did not also know her sister's feelings until a few days ago. It really makes Resa feel that she does not deserve to be called Big Brother by Silvia.
Slowly Resa felt something was stroking her hand, and the hand that was stroking her was Raisa.
“What's wrong, you've fixed all of them right ? You made peace with your mistake, and hugged Silvia right ? Take it easy, the problem this time is indeed outside of our planning. But everything will be resolved, right?”
Sedative words delivered with a face that has been swollen does not look believable. But with this, managed to make the feelings of Resa who had been erratic immediately became calm and his emotions seemed to be resolved.
“Thanks. But can you not smile with that face ? Because your face looks ugly.” Resa said that he could still joke in the current situation.
Of course the ignorant word Resa invited one raw bogem from Raisa's hand that created pain, but it seemed immediately swallowed by time, because currently they are faced with a condition that is still messy where.
And Noa ? Don't ask. Because Noa could only stand up without being able to do anything, because the problem this time seemed to be beyond her ability.
The problem Silvia was having was her family. And Noa had no chance of getting into the scramble. Therefore, Noa could only stare at the crackle with her sharp gaze, and it made Lisa shudder in horror.
Clearly, because Noa's current gaze was right as if she was staring at her mortal enemy, with an expression that was unswerving of the slightest friendly aura.
Lisa could only duck, and link her fingers to each other. He seemed to be stuck in what seemed to be complete in a moment, and this felt dangerous to his position.
“Sorry to Me. After this, if you want to hate me, then hate me. Because..” Lisa's mind stopped, because at this time her brain seemed to reassure itself that his actions this time were not wrong. Well, this is the right decision, because it's something Lisa's been deciding on after working with her brain all night.
***
An atmosphere of silence was created in the room that was full of screams, cries, words that were not strained, and as his.
Silvia who seemed to have taken out all the things that seemed to be a small pebble that had been clumsy all this time, fell silent with a breath that was not boring. And it was at this time that Noa came in and made Silvia realize that she was not alone at this time, with a hand that had already embraced Silvia's small-looking back before Noa.
“Enough to here. Silvia needs time to rest, then Resa and others say retreat.” The same word Resa has the same thought, when both of Noa's irises give the code to Him.
Raisa and Resa went first, and behind them followed Noa and Silvia. While walking, Silvia's weak footsteps stopped for a moment. Then with dim eyes, Silvia looked at Father and Mother one by one and said...
“Just remind me that the one in the photo is not me. Whether you believe it or not, Silvia doesn't care at all.” After saying that to his two parents, Silvia looked at Noa's Netra.
“Can You Carry Me ? I no longer have the strength to walk. “ Pinta Silvia with a soybean expression, and looks a little pale.
Without answer and aba aba, Noa immediately carried Silvia's body as heavy as cotton. With definite footsteps, Noa and the others left the residence belonging to Risa Aditya. With Silvia who instantly closed her eyes, and dove into the dream world. It is true to be grateful if you get a beautiful dream, not a scene design of events that just happened.
