Love and My Teachings

Part 142's.

A few moments later...

"Ehem.."

The sound of coughing from behind the bench Resa and Silvia, making their ante diverted towards the origin of the sound.

"Shey ?" Resa.

"Sister Raisa ?" Said Silvia along with her Brother.

"Have you missed My Wife Candidate ?" Said Resa kepedean.

"Silvia, Noa is conscious of the spinal cord removal surgery. He wants to meet you, not me. So, go. His words, He does not want the spirit if not in the same spirit." Said Raisa ignoring Resa who was installing her pupy eyes.

"Are you really ? Then Silvia goes first. Bye.." said Nya while walking quickly towards the room occupied by Noa.

Going Silvia narrates Resa who is still sitting and Raisa who is standing with two hands folded on her chest.

Raisa's eyes are narrowed on Resa's face. However, Raisa can feel something different from the look on her lover's face. A little error, her future husband.

"Follow with Me." Raisa said while pulling Resa's hand.

Resa just followed where Raisa took her. Her cheerful face when joking with Silvia earlier, as if instantly vanished when Silvia left her. And Raisa realized that, that Resa still felt something, which she could not reveal to her sister earlier.

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In the car...

Resa and Raisa are already sitting in the back of the car. They sat next to him of course, and in there was struck by a few seconds of silence.

"What still holds your feelings ?" Said Raisa who is now trying to make Resa look at her. But alas, Resa was still staring at her thighs.

"Res.." call Raisa while cupping Resa's chin.

Now a pair of eyes are looking at each other. Among her, Raisa's eyes stoned, as if she was looking for something that Resa was hiding. While Resa, when looked at sharply by Raisa, he had turned to another place. But because Raisa strengthened the grip of her hand, now Resa tried to look into Raisa's eyes.

The eyes that were his initial sayu sayu, which seemed to give a few strong gazes, slowly turned into calm and increasingly dully. The Netra within her began to tremble, and...

"Hikss..." Resa was crying in front of Raisa.

Raisa also spontaneously embraced Resa, and really gave a movement that meant that she was with Resa, and there was no intention to leave.

"Hiks.. Sa, I'm really a bad brother. Because of Me, Silvia must live a life scenario that is heavier than her Big Brother. Hikss, because of Me, He seemed to have a new trauma in his life..He forgave me, but.. But Sa, I can't accept this Sa yet. Hix.. Why should Silvia ? Why not me ? Why Sa ? Why ???"

Resa said as if demanding Raisa must give her an answer, whatever it is. Because Resa's brain seems to have been berasab, because it has not also got a statement that makes his guilt reduced.

Although Resa had already said some facts to Silvia, it was certainly impossible if Resa had to tell all the things he felt.

"...." - ".Raisa is still silent. He stroked Resa's back feelingly, then spoke up.

"If Silvia doesn't go through a scenario like this, are you ready if you're going to go through an ill-fated scenario ?"

"Of course I'm ready Sa, very ready instead." Resa cried a little to raise his voice.

"For example, Mu's scenario is impregnating a woman similar to Ku, because of the frustration of not getting to Me. Then, the woman held You accountable, You don't want to, keep turning to the thought of where you should be accompanied by Raisa Putri, not a woman who looks like Me. After that, because the Woman pleaded with Me, the end I persuaded You and the end of it you two got married. After that, your married life is completely destroyed because you do not seem to accept the presence of the woman, and bring bad effects on the child she was born with. Broken Home, that is what can be presented to your child at the end of his consciousness. You will regret being abandoned by that woman and your child, and you will also regret losing Me to Brain Cancer. As a result, there is nothing you can fight for, whether it is the Woman who became the Mother of Your child, or I who never came out of the maze of the world of Andre and Fitri. If the end is like that, are you capable of Res ?"

"NO.. I DON'T WANT TO.. I DON'T WANT TO HAVE AN END LIKE THAT." Said Resa who let go of her embrace, and looked at Raisa with a puffy face.

"Then accept the reality that has happened from Silvia's scenario. As a result, with this incident, Silvia will not be an innocent child who never came out of the scope of the house. As a result, everything is now resolved and not an unresolved problem."

"But..." Resa seems to have not accepted reality. Though He already understood very well with what was conveyed by Raisa, but no matter what the trigger, there was still a small pebble that stuck with Resa's feelings.

"Then, why didn't you say this to Silvia earlier Res?"

"Of course it can't be Sa... There are some things that should not be done by a Brother in front of his Brother. Can not appear weak, must not cry and as if there is no shortage in front of his sister. Isn't that what it is ?"

"If you think so, then do Res. If you want to cry, then cry. There is Me, there is Your Friend, and there are some people besides Silvia that you can make a place to cry. And do what you believe Res, if you are tired, stop and consult Me. Who knows I can be the right backrest, just like Your self has always been the perfect backrest for Me all along."

Said Raisa while wiping the face of Resa who was in her presence. Then Resa nodded obediently like a five-year-old child, who was just finished being advised by his parents.

Then, when Resa's face was a little mengingan, with a feeling that seemed to be newly arranged neatly, suddenly Resa got something that made her widen her eyes.

"Humpts..."

It turns out that Raisa kissed her suddenly. Netra, whose beginning was patterned, closed and began to enjoy the kiss that was happening. The initial kiss seemed soft, more demanding and as if sucking all the air in Raisa's lungs.

Though Raisa was the one who started it first, but Resa always became the one who dominated the things that happened next.

Resa further strengthened his hand that was on the nape of Raisa, so that even though Raisa pushed Resa's chest, no change occurred. Resa became more and more brutal, and no matter what the taste, they both enjoyed it.

But back again. Were they really discussing an important issue in the car ? Why end up like this ? Goodbye, don't think too much about 🙂🦋