Last Hope
Episode 65's
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"Is anyone sick? Tell me yum."
Ayumi shook her head weakly and held Kenji's hand that was rubbing his face "I'm just tired dear."
And before long Ayumi fell asleep due to the effects of the drugs given to her, it was seen that his wife was holding back pain because her whole face was pale and sweaty.
"Are you Mr Kenji Haneul?"
A voice asked Kenji who was worried about Ayumi turned a glance and again clasped his wife's hand "I'm her husband." Reply Kenji who does not care about anyone who is in this room except his wife.
"I'm Shin Han Dong, the doctor who will lead your wife's operation, can we talk for a minute? It's about the final test results and your wife's condition."
Kenji closed his eyes tightly, in fact he was reluctant to listen to everything that doctor Shin would say, but he had no choice but to follow all the advice given by the doctor for Ayumi's recovery.
Kenji kissed Ayumi's long forehead fondly, and then turned to face Doctor Shin "All right, we're talking."
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Kenji is stepping back towards Ayumi's room, his whole heart breaking considering what doctor Shin said about Ayumi's condition.
"Did you see that lump in your wife's Glia network? At first he did not interfere with Ayumi's nervous system and movement, but this turned out to be dangerous because it continued to enlarge and the effects of radiation from chemotherapy that he underwent. This tissue binds to the nerve cells and nerves of the spine, which is why he always looks exhausted and has vomiting and severe headaches".
Kenji walked very staggered as his feet stepped on their own without direction knowing the possibility of Ayumi's surgery succeeding was only 40%.
*But what about the operation? Everything's gonna be okay, right? My wife will be fully healed? Don't we?
"Depending on her condition when the tumor was removed, if she was stable maybe we could remove this lump from her brain, but the possibility of Ayumi in stable condition is only 30% considering the fetus it contains also affects the condition of your wife*."
Kenji was silent at the entrance of Ayumi's treatment room, he just wanted to calm himself down before meeting his wife. Many times he took a breath but many times he failed because every time he tried to exhale something that gripped his heart tightly making him feel very sick and scared.
*What happens if my condition worsens during the operation?
He's going into a coma. And at worst we will lose your wife if her condition drops while her operation is running*.
Brak!
"Ayumi.." she said, who now fell to the floor with her hand still holding Ayumi's door knob.
"Yum.." the ringis bit her lips tightly so as not to make a sound that could make Ayumi hear it.
Kenji feels himself being punished by God for all the bad things he did to Ayumi in the past. A few years ago all Kenji wanted was to see Ayumi in pain and suffering, then after he realized all his mistakes, he realized, God granted his cruel request because his wife is currently experiencing tremendous pain that she must feel alone without being able to share with him. Kenji is willing if God punishes him in any way but not through Ayumi, he cannot see Ayumi's condition that continues to worsen and always feels pain every time.
"I'm sorry yum." the forceful prank still bit his lower lip so as not to make a sound.
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Cklek!
A few minutes after fighting with his fear, Kenji finally decided to calm down so that he could always be with Ayumi, calm and strengthen his wife, even though he was devastated by all the possibilities of Ayumi's recovery.
"Kenji..why did you take so long?"
Kenji smiled as he saw Ayumi who was being fed to Keiko pouting in protest against him.
"Much to take care of, baby. How do you feel better?" Kenji walked up to her and kissed a glimpse of Ayumi's lips.
"Feeling Keiko always makes me better." He mumbled with a mouth full of food.
"Whatever I do to be forgiven." Keiko chuckles at her great quarrel about Ayumi's condition last night.
"We won't talk about it anymore." Ayumi reminds Keiko and still hugs her husband tightly, unwilling to let go of Kenji.
"After I eat, we go home, right?" Ayumi asked a little whisper to Kenji.
Kenji took off his arms and looked in Ayumi's direction, he then smiled and kissed his wife's forehead "From tonight we'll stay here dear."
"Why start today? Didn't I just stay here the day after?" Tanya Ayumi protested Kenji.
"That's because we have to make sure your condition is stable and not tired anymore yum.."
Sehun was grateful to see Kyuhyun enter Ayumi's room in time, making her not have to say things that made Ayumi angry or scared.
"But…"
"We've checked your baby candidate, she's very healthy.so there's no reason for you to refuse, right?"
Ayumi cheered at Kyuhyun then quickly carried Kenji's hand to his stomach "Our baby is healthy." His mutter looked up at Kenji who could only smile bitterly hoping that he and his little family could soon get together.
"Well, I'll stay here anyway, this room is comfortable." Ayumi muttered, making everyone in her room smile with relief because she did not whine to ask to go home.
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"I'll be fine." She told her husband that his condition was worse than his own.
Kenji did not reply, he just continued to hold Ayumi and try to look strong in front of his wife who during the treatment period was never really in a stable condition "I and our baby depend on you dear. Hang in."
Ayumi nodded her head at Kenji's request before she fell asleep due to the effects of the drugs injected into her.
"Pray."
Before long Kyuhyun and some doctors who will participate in the operation on Ayumi enter Ayumi's treatment room and bring Ayumi into the operating room leaving Kenji, who is not a doctor, Keiko and Derick can only pray that Ayumi can survive and return with them.
"Kyu.." Kenji held onto Kyuhyun's wrist which was pushing Ayumi towards the operating room, Kyuhyun turned his head and looked at Kenji's unusually pale rah with trembling hands.
"I beg you to save Ayumi." He clasped tightly into Kyuhyun's hand.
"I'll try to keep him stable as long as the operation goes on, he's tied a promise to me. I promise I'll have the baby born safely as long as she survives the operation this time. Calm down and pray for him."
Kenji then released Ayumi unwillingly entering the operating room, how can it be quiet if last night Ayumi again felt the pain in her head and continued to scream in pain, he said, Kenji even wants to take Ayumi away from the hospital and calm his wife in his own way, but he knows it does not help Ayumi at all, on the contrary Ayumi will get more tired and in pain.
Unknowingly, Kenji passed Derick who was hugging Keiko tightly which continued to shake, his legs continued to walk down the hospital hallway. Kenji doesn't know what to do right now while his wife is fighting a dead life in there. Not only his wife, their baby-to-be was struggling there as well. This makes it even more useless because it can not do anything for their wives and prospective babies.
Kenji continued walking until he finally stopped at a small church in the hospital, he then entered the church with a little staggered guess and guess whether his wife survived there.
Brak!
Kenji fell, knelt down and sobbed, and closed his eyes, saying a prayer that God would give smoothness to the operation that Ayumi was undergoing.
"Lord….Forgive me for never being grateful for what you have given."
How's condition?
Patient awareness is declining.
"I ignored someone who foolishly loved me so sincerely without any reproach, I hurt him vilely, humbled him and made him feel humiliated."
Doctor, we can not continue the patient's consciousness decreases because the condition of the fetus weakens.
We continue..! if we stop like this we could lose a patient.
"Now he has to bear the consequences of the crimes I committed. She's fighting in there with our little angel-to-be Lord, help my little lady through her critical period"
All vital signs are weakened, blood pressure drops, heart rate weakens. The patient loses consciousness.
"I beg you to save Ayumi and my baby God."
Ayumi….!
"I beg you.I beg you to hold on, dear"
Tiiiiiiiit…
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