Last Hope

Episode 35's

"*Thank God yum, thank God you're awake. I-i... Dokterrr." Derick approached Ayumi and shouted calling the medical team to quickly come check on Ayumi's condition.

Derick still continues to hold Ayumi's hand while pressing the button on top of Ayumi's bed, before long Kyuhyun and some of his assistants and nurses arrive and ask Derick to leave the room briefly*.

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"How's Kyu?" keiko asked, looking very anxious and forced to come to see Ayumi, when Derick told her Ayumi was conscious.

"Ayumi's stable, it's just that she still has to take a complete break." He said smilingly told Ayumi who seemed to want to ask Kyuhyun something but seemed hesitant for fear of hearing his answer.

"Do you feel pain?" Kyuhyun asked Ayumi who just looked at him blankly.

"How's baby?" ask Ayumi who has bad feelings about her baby's condition.

"Rest first. I'll tell you tomorrow morning." Derick raises Ayumi's blanket, but Ayumi tightly grips Kyuhyun's arm demanding an answer.

"Did I lose my baby?" ayumi asked expressionlessly.

"Yum.. You have to have a sense of….."

"TELL ME" Ayumi's screams caused the three people in the room to panic because Ayumi looked so emotional.

"Jasmine.. Don't scream I beg you. You just regained consciousness." Keiko approached Ayumi and hugged her tightly.

"Keiii, tell me how my baby is, I beg you." Pinta Ayumi is desperate.

"You lost your baby Yum, sorry."

Deeick, who could not bear to see Ayumi, was very frustrated, finally telling Ayumi, who removed her grip on Keiko's shoulder.

"Hey, your son is with God now. You don't have to worry anymore, Yum, God has a plan for you." Keiko stared fearfully at Ayumi who returned expressionless and just remained silent giving no reaction.

"God has other plans for me. Plans to make me suffer more." Ayumi muttered, turning her body towards the wall, refusing to look at her three friends.

"Yum.." Keiko holds Ayumi's shoulder but Ayumi refuses and asks to be let go.

"Go, my head hurts so much. I want a wife." Ayumi muttered in a flat, expressionless voice.

"Ayumi, let me accompany you." The unwilling Pinta Keiko leaves Ayumi alone.

"You're also sick Keii, get some rest. Tomorrow morning you can see me." Reply Ayumi who still does not want to look at Deeick, Kyuhyun and Keiko.

"But Yum…"

Keiko's voice was restrained as Derick and Kyuhyun gave instructions that they should leave, and half-heartedly, Keiko nodded and left the room with Kyuhyun while Derick was still in Ayumi's room.

"I'll leave you alone, but I have to make sure you're okay. Are you really okay?" derick asked leaning on Ayumi's shoulder which looked stiffened.

"Yes rick.. I'm fine." Reply Ayumi was still expressionless.

"All right, I'm waiting outside. If you need anything, you should call me, okay."

"Hmmm.." muttered Ayumi understood.

"My dear child, I'm sorry that eomma can't take care of you, son. Eomma would love for us to switch positions, you should be the one alive, if you're alive you can keep your app, son. Eomma's tired." Ayumi sobbed softly as she stroked her stomach that had returned flat.

"Eomma's sure you're happy with your halabeoji and halmeoni there, eomma's jealous son."

"I'd love to see my son, God. I want to raise her, want to see her pretty or handsome face. Why-.why do you take the only thing that can keep me alive. Return my son. Arghhhhh." Ayumi couldn't take it anymore, she couldn't hold back the tightness that was so pressing on her, she hit her chest hard many times, she thrashed, she thrashed, roaring and shouting alone in his room that was so dark and felt so lonely.

"MY SON.RETURN MY SON..ARGHYH." Ayumi continued to beat herself up, hoping that all the difficulties in her life would no longer bother her and disturb her forever.

Derick felt himself sliced by the screams of Ayumi who was so in pain, he was eager to run there and hug his poor Ayuminya. But he knew, the only thing Ayumi needed right now was time to vent all her own pain.

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And the following days Ayumi managed to pass with regret in every breath, Ayumi did not refuse to do therapy, Ayumi did not refuse to eat and take medicine. Ayumi also doesn't refuse to let them all do anything to her body, because Ayumi thinks she's dead, she's been dead since she found out she lost her baby.

"You go home to Kei's, I'm tired of seeing you."Ayumi said with a smile as if she did not feel any burden.

At this time Ayumi had just finished eating and was asking Keiko to rest at her house because she had never left to accompany Ayumi.

"I'll go home after this, I'll get you a change of clothes." Keiko breaks Ayumi's hair and tells Ayumi who is now more serious and no longer cheerful as before.

"Gomaw." He said he was lying in the opposite direction to Keiko.

It's been five days since Ayumi's awakened, but Kyuhyun still did not allow Ayumi to go home because Ayumi still has trauma and also because the hard impact on her head makes Ayumi must be checked regularly and specifically.

"Yet.." Ayumi turned around to look at Keiko who seemed to be saddened by Ayumi's change in attitude.

"What's hmmm." Ask justifies Ayumi's hair.

"When can I go home?" tanyanya expectantly.

"Later after Kyuhyun says you're better." He said Ayumi answered and stroked Ayumi's cheek.

"When?" ask again.

"Yum soon." Keiko tried to comfort Ayumi.

"Why don't you just let me die. It would have been better for me." he said back to the opposite direction with Keiko.

"Yum.." Keiko let out a frustrated sigh because Ayumi had absolutely no spirit in life anymore.

"Get me my favorite blanket if you come home. This blanket stinks, I can't sleep." He said he was trying to close his eyes with tears running down his face.

"alright. I'll be back soon Yum." Keiko doesn't want to make Ayumi return emotions because she forces her, and with a heavy heart she leaves Ayumi alone in her room.

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Keiko returns to Kenji's house to pick up Ayumi's blanket, she is again filled when she realizes that in Ayumi's closet there are already some baby clothes that she prepared for her child. Keiko took out a pair of blue pajamas with a picture of a deer that Ayumi prepared, her hands shaking when she opened the blue pajamas, she could imagine how happy Ayumi's face was when buying cute pajamas for her son. "Ayumi.." he muttered tightly into the pajamas that Ayumi had prepared for her son.

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