Last Hope

Episode 37's

"*If he does it again, I swear I'll kill him with my own two hands." Derick growled at Kenji, as if warning Kenji not to do anything to hurt Ayumi.

"We're out there if you need us yum.." Derick tells Ayumi and holds onto Keiko who is still unwilling to leave Ayumi alone with Kenji*.

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After the death of Derick and Keiko, Kenji and Ayumi just silently did not talk, both of them stared at each other to convey their respective feelings that they felt, until finally Ayumi opened her voice.

"I'm glad you came. You're okay, right?" He said asking Kenji yes then looking back at him sharply.

"Sadly, how can you worry about me while you're lying there." He said he sneered at Ayumi who could only smile with Kenji's harsh tone while speaking.

"I'm glad you're good." Ayumi muttered as if Kenji was answering Kenji's question.

Kenji stared resentfully at Ayumi who kept ignoring all her questions and statements.

"Why didn't you tell me?" Kenji slightly clenched his jaw demanding an answer from Ayumi.

Ayumi raised both eyebrows not understanding "Tell me what?"answer Ayumi.

"You!" Kenji sighed harshly, about to curse Ayumi but he held her back.

"Why don't you tell me you're pregnant." His words forced Ayumi to answer him.

"Oh.." Ayumi is just ooh and smiles bitterly because it turns out Kenji already knows her pregnancy and now Kenji also finds out that they just lost their baby.

"Goddessa!" Kenji's voice snapped a little annoyed that Ayumi was not speaking at all.

"For what?" muttered Ayumi asked making Kenji instantly stare intently at her.

"Why did I tell you Kenji? What if you knew I was pregnant you'd treat me better? You may hurt me as much as you can, but I swear I won't let you touch my baby." He said he shook his eyes at Kenji who was stunned by Ayumi's words.

"I wanted to tell you - I really wanted to tell you, but I was afraid that you would force me to abort my son. I'd rather you kill me directly than you force me to abort my son."

"Why do you think that? Why do you think I'm gonna ask you to abort your son? My flesh-blood?" Kenji interrupted Ayumi's words that had started to glaze over.

Ayumi smiled bitterly and looked at Kenji sadly "Because you hate me." His words tell Kenji who somehow feels something is piercing the inside of his heart because of Ayumi's words.

"I hate you, but I still have a heart not to ask you to drop my flesh and blood. BECAUSE HE'S MY SON, AFTER ALL." Kenji shouted in the last sentence as if to show that he also felt lost over the miscarriage that Ayumi was experiencing at this time.

Ayumi could only look at Kenji with a confused look and did not know how, her heart warmed knowing Kenji apparently wanted her flesh blood, and she wanted it, but then a thousand needle sticks as if stuck in the heart of Ayumi when she realized that she had lost her little angel for ever.

"Sorry..I'm sorry I was such a bad mother to her. I let him go for good, I-I..I'm sorry Kenjiaaa, I've lost my angel."

"I miss my baby Kenjiiaaa, I miss him." Jerit Ayumi felt all this was too stifling to talk about.

Kenji is eager to walk towards Ayumi hugging the figure who again blames himself for the loss he has experienced, Kenji wants to say that everything will be fine, all right, but the movement of his body as if locked can not move, his heart and brain back opposite. He again felt the feeling that he had buried deep in the deepest corner of his heart, the feeling of wanting to protect, the feeling of wanting to wipe away the tears of his beautiful woman, but his mind continued to master it, the mind that keeps reminding that the woman in front of him is responsible for his life now, the life that he must live without his parents who he loved so much.

Because of this, Kenji decides to just stay standing where he is now while continuing to pay attention to the guilt-ridden Ayumi, Ayumi keeps crying, yelling says she misses her baby in frustration and is heartbreaking, and Kenji-.. His prison could only keep clenching his hands looking at what he had done to the woman in front of him who was feeling deep sorrow.

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Three days later, Ayumi was allowed to go home because her condition was much better. Even so, Derick and Keiko know that only Ayumi's physical condition is better, they know deep inside Ayumi's heart, their little woman is broken and has no passion to live her life again.

"Are you ready for yum?" Derick asked holding Ayumi's cold hand, Ayumi smiled weakly and nodded her head indicating she was ready to go home.

Having just walked a few steps towards the exit of the room, their steps all came to a halt as someone who looked breathless blocked them.

"You want more?" Keiko pulled Ayumi behind her so as not to look directly at Kenji who seemed to want to bring Ayumi home with her.

"How dare you not tell me that he's out today" Kenji sighed in shock when his man told him that Ayumi was allowed to go home today. Without thinking twice Kenji immediately left his important meeting and ran to the hospital because he knew very well that Derick and Keiko would take him away from him.

"What's telling you?" now Derick is the one who's talking to Kenji.

Kenji who was not making a fuss ignored Derick and Keiko who hated him so much and looked at Ayumi who looked confused. "Let's go home." He said he reached out his hand to Ayumi who was standing between Derick and Keiko who was squeezing her.

"I'm going home to Kenjiiaaa." Reply Ayumi told.

"No yum, you're not going home to that hell again. I bought you an apartment. Keiko will stay with you to take care of you." Derick turned to look at Ayumi hoping that Ayumi would not turn down her offer.

Ayumi weighed in on Derick's words, she was thrilled to know there was no need to return home that could only give her pain, but deep down in her heart, he knows that he and Kenji's house are tied up. She'll never feel home the way she feels at Kenji's.

Ayumi smilingly looked at Derick and Keiko alternately, then she shook her head weakly "My house is at Kenji's house. I'm not leaving there unless Kenji kicks me out. That's my promise to Kenji's parents." He tells Derick and Keiko who again sigh in frustration because Ayumi still insists on staying at home which always gives her pain and crying. While Kenji came back just silent to Ayumi's words that seemed to have made an appointment with both parents.

"Let's go home." Ayumi nodded between Derick and Keiko and then walked past the three people who looked at her with their thoughts on Ayumi's decision.

Kenji himself immediately chased Ayumi who walked in front of him and intended to make sure that Ayumi really went home. Their home.

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