Last Hope

Episode 54

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Ayumi, who is now in her sleeping pajamas, hesitates to approach Kenji, who is already preparing for their bed.

"Ayuki, quickly lie down and rest." Kenji realized that his wife was staring in fear at him.

"Kenji-.Sorry to ruin your party." Lirih Ayumi looked down regretfully.

Yes, after the announcement that Kenji gave, shortly afterwards Ayumi again felt a pain in her head and then her body was very tired, he doesn't tell Kenji he's afraid that Kenji's breaking up the party that just started, but Kenji realized it and immediately decided that Ayumi indeed had to rest because of fatigue and without a doubt the party that only started three hours was he ended.

Kenji sighed and walked over to Ayumi "Do I look angry?" ask Kenji who is now standing in front of Ayumi.

"Ayumi look at me if I ask." Kenji and Ayumi's orders look at her husband who looks worried about her.

Ayumi shook her head weakly and looked at Kenji regretfully "No." His murmur told Kenji.

"Then stop that sorry look. I can make a much more festive party when you're healthy." He said he kissed Ayumi's lips and held her to lie down and rest.

Ayumi could only flutter because Kenji hadn't held her like this in a long time.

"Well, now take your medicine first." Kenji gives Ayumi the medicine and helps her take the medicine, after Kenji finishes bringing Ayumi into his arms and enveloping their bodies.

"Is it really painful?" kenji asked when Ayumi was about to fall asleep.

"uh?" Ayumi looked up at Kenji and looked at her husband who was somehow so pale when she asked Ayumi.

"Are you in a lot of pain?" ask Kenji to look at Ayumi.

"Ah...my illness? No Kenji…. I don't feel sick every time." He said back in Kenji's arms.

"Ajumi's….I've already set your operating schedule." Kenji tells Ayumi who immediately sits down to find out the truth of Kenji's speech.

"Whatchu mean? I don't want Kenji-..you know what the doctor said? I could have been in a coma during the operation. I can't recover completely after surgery. Let me get therapy and take medicine for the rest of my life. But I beg you not to ask me for surgery." Ayumi who inexplicably became an emotion when the topic of Kenji's operation was spoken.

Kenji shook his head weakly and tried to tell Ayumi "You'll stay in therapy for three months, then in the fourth month you should be in ope…"

"KENJI ENOUGH!"

Ayumi was somehow so angry at her illness that she had to undergo surgery and could have her die at any time. She then stood up from Kenji's bed with overwhelming fear and emotion that somehow became very irregular.

"Can't you just let me be happy for once? What if I have surgery and then my operation fails and I fall into a coma? I won't be able to get up and see you again Kenji. I still want to be with you even though I'm in pain, so stop making me disappear from your life." Said Ayumi who was now sobbing and crying.

Kenji only looked at his wife with regret and stuck to his decision "You're going to have Ayumi's surgery, it's all for your good."

"You're evil!" yelling Ayumi ran out of Kenji's room and into the side room, locking the door of the room she had previously occupied beside Kenji's room.

Kenji can already guess what kind of reaction Ayumi will have, because Bora-.The doctor who handled Ayumi had told her that Ayumi refused firmly to perform the operation on the grounds of fear of not being able to see her face again.

"I'm so mean Ayumi-..But I can't let you be in pain and walk away from me at any time if you can't take the pain." Lirih Kenji who was in front of Ayumi's room and let Ayumi cry inside without disturbing her. Because Kenji was determined to keep Ayumi undergoing her first surgery.

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The next morning Ayumi wakes up with mixed feelings in her, she feels happy that Kenji last night is back to being her old Kenji, but then he was so angry and emotional considering Kenji that it seemed like he would continue to urge him to perform an operation that could put him in a coma and even die right then and there.

Ayumi then guesses Kenji has left for her office, then she prepares to return to visit the graves of Kenji's parents and eat their future children. He really needed a place to talk and only that place could calm him down.

After getting ready quickly, Ayumi runs down the stairs and immediately rushes out before Keiko finds her, as she guesses Keiko has been Kenji's accomplice ever since Kenji turned so attentive to her.

He smiled happily when he managed to get out of the house and immediately ran to the nearest bus stop from his house.

"Ahjussi, I ordered three bouquets of flowers." Pinta Ayumi at the florist's place where she used to buy flowers for the funeral.

Ahjusii who had become Ayumi's subscription also nodded in understanding and immediately prepared Ayumi's order flowers.

"See, ahjusii." Said Ayumi still looking for her money in the bag.

"Take back ahjussi. Thanks for the beautiful flowers."

A familiar voice in Ayumi's ears interrupted, making Ayumi slightly widen to see her husband was already beside her and now holding three bouquets of flowers that she ordered.

"Kenji.." muttered Ayumi in confusion.

"Wae's? It's also my schedule to visit my parents' grave and our son's grave." He said the man who grabbed Ayumi walked to the nearest bus stop, Ayumi who is actually still upset at Kenji will not want to smile happily because this is the first time they visited her parents together and Kenji also already knows that Ayumi made a special tomb for their dead child.

Kenji continued to hold Ayumi with three bouquets of flowers that he brought himself, he then led Ayumi on the bus and sat on the empty back bench "Why look at me? Are you so mad at me?" kenji asked as Ayumi kept looking at him.

Ayumi shook her head and just looked at her confusedly "I'm not angry. But how do you know where I used to buy flowers for funerals?" ask Kenji.

"Stupid. I've been following you since the beginning you ran like a thief out of our house. You haven't even had breakfast and taken your medicine." He said he insinuated Ayumi who was embarrassed to be caught running like crazy this morning.

"Sorry." Mumbled sorry.

"Sorry for what? Uh-h.. Sorry for daring to make me sleep alone last night? You haven't been forgiven for that. You'll be forgiven after you call my name with your sexy voice later tonight." Said Kenji who was teasing Ayumi. "Kenji-.." Ayumi hit hard on Kenji's arm, who kept holding him, not taking him off the slightest bit from the start they met this morning.

"I'll make sure you take your medicine after this, after all, today we're going to the hospital to discuss your surgery and therapy schedule." He said he told Ayumi who was silent and had no intention of answering Kenji's statement. Because to be honest he still strongly objected to having the surgery that Kenji wanted.

"Why silence? You don't want to?" Kenji asked but did not get an answer from Ayumi who started to be stubborn and did not listen to him. Kenji sighed hoping that he could change Ayumi's decision to have surgery.

And after a few minutes they reached Kenji's parents' burial area. Kenji continues to hold Ayumi until they finally stop right after Kenji's parents.

Ayumi takes a bouquet of flowers held by Kenji and immediately shares them with the tomb of Kenji's father and mother. "eomma.appa." Ayumi muttered that she glanced at Kenji who was still standing did not greet her parents.

"Kenji.." Ayumi called him to immediately greet her parents.Kenji was moved and started crouching to come greet her parents.

"Eommas..Appa.. You must be very angry and disappointed with me because this is the first time Ayumi and I have come together to visit you, right? I'm sorry.." said Kenji bowed while rubbing his parents' gravestones alternately.

"You know? Ayumi had already experienced many bad things because of my crimes, she had bruises many times and had to be hospitalized, she had to feel how cruel my mouth kept saying evil things to her. But stupidly he never left me. You must love him more now."

Ayumi just kept quiet to hear all Kenji's words talking to her parents.

"And if you know, not far from your grave there is the grave of your future grandchildren who died because Ayumi saved me." Lirih Kenji stifled looking at the tomb that Ayumi made for their future child.

"I'm sorry I became a terrible monster that always let you two down I'm sorry." Kenji again berated her, Ayumi who could not bear to embrace Kenji's arm asked her husband to stop talking.

"But now God is avenging all my crimes. He made Ayumi sick, and her pain had already gnawed at her body because I didn't notice her. When I realized that only Ayumi was the one I had, I would soon lose her if she didn't want to undergo treatment and surgery. Ayumi says she's afraid the operation failed and can't see me anymore. It should have been my fear. I'm afraid I can't be with her anymore if I don't do anything for her. I was afraid that Ayumi would leave me all of a sudden. I'm afraid I'm losing my wife eomma." Kenji bowed and tightly grasped Ayumi's fingers.

"Please tell her to want to have the surgery recommended, I just want to see it better without having to be in pain again. I beg you." Pinta Kenji is now looking at Ayumi, as if she asked her parents but in fact Kenji is persuading Ayumi to undergo surgery.

"I beg you." He was bowed because Ayumi was silent again and did not give any response. Ayumi lost, she could not bear to see her husband who was so scared and worried so much about her, she then cupped Kenji's face and wiped away Kenji's tears that soaked her cheeks.

"I want Kenji….I'll have the surgery you asked for. I want to love." Ayumi endured all the fear that plagued her, afraid that she could not see the handsome face of her husband that she always missed.

Kenji then clasped tightly onto Ayumi's hand that was rubbing her face, she could not hide her happy feelings because Ayumi agreed to undergo surgery.

"Thank Ayumi…. Thank you." He hugged Ayumi tightly, Both of them let the breeze hit those who were sharing feelings of happiness, pleasure but full of deep concern in each person who was thinking about their own behavior.

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