Last Hope

Episode 47's

Ayumi finished eating and taking the medicine at her desk. But she can't go back to sleep because she's still not sure if Kenji will allow her to go back to sleep in the same room as Kenji.

And for some unclear reason. Ayumi felt her heart thump, the same gurgle that Kenji had first asked her to sleep together in this room, and to relieve her nervousness, Ayumi began to browse through Kenji's enormous and spacious room. Still clearly remembered in his memory every corner of the room had its own memories for both.

Ayumi walks to the table she used to and Kenji uses to study and do homework, Ayumi gets angry if Kenji keeps teasing her and Kenji will apologize by massaging Ayumi's shoulder. Ayumi sat down for a while and leaned against the table remembering how much she and Kenji were inseparable.

Then his feet stepped to the place where Kenji spent time hiding so as not to be told to shop for his mother, a place that was also Kenji's favorite place to play games. This room used to be blue-red. Kenji and Ayumi's favorite color combination, but now this room is only a room that looks gripping with black color dominates almost the entire room.

His feet then stepped near Kenji's wardrobe, Ayumi opened it and took a deep sip of Kenji's scent from his clothes. Kenji has a distinctive aroma that he never changed until now, while lapping some Kenji shirts, Ayumi's eyes catch some piles that he guessed like picture frames. Then he smiled bitterly realizing it was his picture and Kenji who used to be neatly displayed in Kenji's room.

Ayumi was about to pick it up but Kenji's new voice interrupts her.

"Don't you dare take that picture, I haven't had time to burn it."

The speech succeeded in making a new scratch on Ayumi's heart. The heart that a few minutes ago is better must again feel the feeling of disappointment and compassion.

"Y-yes Kenji." He said it was shaking and yet dared to look at Kenji.

"Quick sleep." His orders were already lying on his bed, Ayumi turned around and just stayed in place. "Why not sleep?" Kenji asked.

"Can I really sleep here with you?" Tanya Ayumi made sure.

"Do I have to repeat my answer?" tanyanya looked at Ayumi sharply.

Ayumi shook her head weakly and hurriedly approached Kenji who was already lying down. He then slowly lay down beside Kenji, cursing his heart which felt a strange sensation as his back came into contact with Kenji's back.

"Tomorrow you begin your therapy. I'll drive you myself." Said Kenji in a position to turn his back on Ayumi.

"Therapy?' Tanya Ayumi who also turned her back to Kenji did not dare to change her position.

"Kyuhyun says there's already a small bulge in your brain, you need to be treated immediately so as not to get bigger." He said he told Ayumi who seemed surprised by Kenji's words about his condition.

"Is it a tumor now?" he said asking Kenji.

"Yes if it's not handled immediately." Reply Kenji who desperately cared for his ears heard Ayumi who looked frightened.

"That means I'm gonna die soon. Thank goodness." He said that he was so afraid he could not see Kenji anymore.

Kenji turned his back and pulled Ayumi into his arms quickly, as he felt Ayumi's body stiffen in fear that she might hurt him or yell at him "I'm just saying tomorrow you have to be in therapy, I'm not talking about you dying soon. I'm not gonna let that happen of course." He muttered with his typical cold voice but it was obvious that at this time Kenji also could not hide his fear and worry.

"Kenjii's.."

"Sleep, I don't want to hear your unimportant babble anymore." He said he was holding Ayumi tighter.

And for the first time in seven years, Ayumi feels that her old Kenjinya has returned, and she prays in her heart asking not to be awakened if this is just a dream.

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Today Ayumi is undergoing her first therapy to the hospital, a therapy she has never done before for fear of cost. But Ayumi finally underwent therapy because Kenji himself asked her to do therapy. Not wanting to make her husband back angry with her, Ayumi finally saw a neurologist at the hospital.

"You're far from okay yum. The CT-Scan results show there's an abnormality in your brain's nerve neurons yum." Said Dr. Kim Bora, a neurologist and internal medicine specialist Kyuhyun introduced to Ayumi.

"A-what do you mean Doctor Kim? I just don't feel pain today." Katah Ayumi who smiled brightly knowing her condition was not good enough.

"We need to talk to Mr. Kenji. You need to get operated on." Doctor Kim replies to Ayumi.

"Kenji's back at his office, he just knows I should be in therapy instead of surgery. What the hell am I?" Ayumi asked emotion not understanding.

"Your diagnosis was wrong from the start. It's not just inflammation of the brain. You see this lump.. Initially this was just a small lump, but it turned out that the lump continued to grow and spread. It's a positive brain tumor yum, I'm not sure, but judging by the size of the lump is stage three".

The explanation that Ayumi initially did not understand became very clear to her, Ayumi knew that she was not okay and realized where her pain always came from.

Ayumi smiled softly at Doctor Kim "Then what should I do?" He asked, seemingly unconcerned about his condition.

"You need to have Ayumi operated on immediately. The danger is that this lump continues to grow and eventually interferes with the circulation of oxygen supply to the brain and you will feel excessive headaches as you now feel."

Doctor Kim tells Ayumi who is silent does not answer. Then both of her eyebrows frowned to find Ayumi standing from her seat. "What if my surgery is going to heal completely?" ask Dr. Kim.

"We only prevent the worst possibility of Ayumi, then it depends on how you condition later." Doctor Kim told Ayumi.

Ayumi only laughed bitterly then decided to leave the doctor's room Kim "I'm sorry, thank you for today." She says goodbye to Dr. Kim and leaves Kim's doctor's office.

Ayumi continued walking down the hospital hallway, something was stirring her heart and mind. On the one hand he was happy because of his weakened condition, it meant that he did not have to bother with holding back the bitterness of life again, she can rest in peace and possibly meet her baby-to-be as well as Kenji's parents.

But on the other hand he knew very well his heart throbbed pain at the thought of not being able to meet Kenji again, he suddenly felt very claustrophobic and trembled in fear to find that if he let this disease eat away at him he would lose Kenji forever.

"I have to how?" He continued to walk out of the hospital.

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