It's like saying "I Miss You"

From Heart to Heart

Tone should meet the Director after making a little “keributan” at the office location. Although of course he is not the main cause of the commotion. But indirectly, he was involved. Mr. Director looks like he's reading some files in his hand. The tone had to sigh a few times to slightly relieve his suddenly blocked respiratory tract.

“Do you know what was uproar in the lobby?” Ask the Director while putting the file on the table. He stared at Nada's bowed face as if the sole cause of the commotion.

Tone closed the eyes. Hope he's not to blame for this commotion. “I'm sorry, Sir. It was just a misunderstanding. Will not happen again.”

“Actually I know what happened between you and Mr. Dewanto. You often go missing while serving in Palembang. So too with Mr. Dewanto. Several times I looked for him to ask me something but there was always nothing. So too you.”

Nada was surprised by the Director's words. He felt very embarrassed if their relationship was known to many people. He did not dare to say anything. The tone chooses to be quiet and still listen.

“Actually I don't want to interfere too much with your personal relationships. But if it interferes with your performance or work, I am forced to act.” said the Director firmly. Although it looks often joking, but the Director always has a side where he must be firm so as not to be underestimated by others.

“Alright, Sir. Forgive me.” said Nada still bowed and listened to the Director's words carefully. This time he really had to have a one-on-one talk with Dewanto about everything.

“I also want to congratulate you. Our presentation at Palembang was a great success. Some big investors have already put their shares in our project. In other words, it was already more than enough to make the project a huge success.”

Finally Nada ventured to raise her face. His eyes shone because his hard work was fruitful. “That's true, Sir?”

“Yes. In other words, we are no longer dependent on Mr. Dewanto because the operational funds we need are more than enough to run this project.” Said Mr. Director very carefully.he looks to fix the position of his hair that is not messy.”If you feel bad about rejecting Mr. Dewanto just because he's our main investor, you don't have to worry anymore.”

Nada was silent to digest for a moment what was meant by the Director. “so, he meant, if something happened and Mr. Dewanto revoked his shares from the company, that will not be a big problem for us because it already has shares from other investors?”

The director nodded his head in agreement to Nada's question. This is good news for him. It came to an end to an arranged marriage with Dewanto due to problems last night. It was impossible for him to remain by Dewanto's side whereas he continued to see Pandu and Sasti together. He began to show a smile.

Nada immediately said goodbye to Mr. Director to return to work. The good news is that the working mood that was lost has returned again. “Thank you for the information. I have to get back to work. Excuse me.”

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The guide placed some paper on the table. The paper was inscribed with some writing that should be read well by both parties before agreeing. Of course, it's a divorce letter that has been issued by the court. Sasti's body trembled staring at the letters. All this time he never felt worried if Pandu would leave him. Sasti's family has provided some material as evidence of the relationship between the two families.

“You can't do this to me. Remember, my family gave land to your family after we officially got married.” Sasti said with a little stammering. He did not accidentally say the word divorce when fighting with Pandu. But that's not what he really wanted.

“I don't care. Your family gave it to me without my knowledge. If you want to take it, just do it. It was between your family and my family. Nothing to do with me.”

“You secretly cheated on me behind my back, but always I'm sorry, even you secretly contacted Nada without my knowledge. I know everything you're doing behind my back. But I always forgive. But why this time......?” sasti's words trembled until his voice could no longer continue the words. Only her tears flowed.

“I used to feel lonely because of the long distance relationship that occurred between me and Nada. That's when you came and paid more attention that I never thought Nada had given me. You and your family did give me attention that I never thought was there. That's why I chose you and left Nada.” said Pandu while sitting on the sofa in Sasti's room. He went straight to the room and gave the divorce papers. Pandu had already signed the letter without a second thought.

“So now you regret marrying me?”

Pandu just shrugged both his shoulders. “For me you were just stunning at the beginning, then I realized that what I did was wrong. That's why I cheated secretly and contacted Nada again. I feel sorry for leaving that girl. He has done everything and given me everything I need. It's just that I chose the wrong.”

Sasti took the papers by force. Anger because of the words Pandu is not a rare thing. The two of them had a lot of fights while they were abroad. The problems that were revealed were always the same every time they fought. As if the problem would never end.

Sasti signs the letter and throws it at Pandu. “You already know the consequences of all this, right?”

“Of course. You can do as you please. Because I no longer care.” said Pandu while walking out of the room.

“You'll see Nada again? He's my brother's fiancee. Even though I never agreed to it myself. Don't tell me you're going to be a hindrance to them?”

Pandu. He wasn't even sure what he would do after this. Meet Nada? Does that girl want to? He is also self-conscious if he has hurt the girl too much. At their meeting yesterday, the girl looked very shocked and did not want to see herself again. How could he not be shameless and reckless to see Nada again?

“The trial will be held tomorrow. Don't forget to come.”

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After ordering some food options, they looked for a place to sit. Of course lesehan. Tone most like the lesehan place close to the wall. Today his back seemed to want to be detached from his bones. There were a lot of problems that he had to solve. Even until the night he still hars solve the problem.he should talk carefully to Dewanto about the incident last night.

“Craftsmanship today is smooth?” tanya Dewanto tried to open a conversation between the two. Last night's incident made the atmosphere awkward.

“I don't think I need to get stale anymore. You know everything, right? You heard it from Maria, right?” tanya Nada directly cuts without answering the stale opening of Dewanto.

Dewanto was silent. The iced tea he ordered suddenly felt bland. He hasn't even really made up his mind about last night's story. Dewanto intends to confirm on Nada himself about last night.

“Yes. I've heard it.”

“Then why are you still here? You still unclear about Maria's story? Or do you need confirmation from me?”

Like a fortune teller. Nada actually read Dewanto's mind. The man tried to drink his drink back. How should he deliver on Nada? He understood how the girl felt. But how to tell him?

“Marry me.” said Dewanto staring intently into Nada's eyes. As if preparing to wash away the girl dissolved in her feelings. This was the only option Dewanto had in mind. No matter what the girl's past was like.

The Eye of Tone is perfectly rounded. Did he have a momentary hearing loss? Not believing Dewanto's words. Is this like a proposal? Is he being proposed? What's he supposed to do?

“I'm Pandu's ex-girlfriend. You've heard how I've survived all this time. How I tried to forget Pandu. Now I know that you're the sister of the woman who ruined my relationship with Pandu. I know if you'd be more defensive of your sister, that's why we'd better get here. Cancel this match and I'll be gone from your life. It was the best decision because I never wanted to see them again.”

“Then what about me?” Dewanto's palms clenched tightly. What way to win the heart of Tone? His heart became this cold due to the treatment of Pandu and Sasti in the past. “Why can you be this cold? Why think only of yourself?”

Tone tears flowed. “I think of the best path for us. You don't have to hate your sister, and I don't have to see her either. It is good for my heart health. From the beginning of our relationship because of unilateral decisions. So, it doesn't matter if I end this relationship unilaterally as well, right?”

Both silent. There is nothing to refute from Tone. The two did indeed start this relationship with an arranged marriage approved by Dewanto. So, it would not be wrong if Nada made the decision to end it. Because that decision should belong entirely to Nada. But…..Dewanto didn't want to end up like this.

“Sasti and Pandu will divorce.” said Dewanto broke the silence after Nada gave a decision. “Their trial is held tomorrow afternoon.”

Tone shook his head. Not believing what he heard. “Why? What happened?”

“From the beginning they were never harmonious. Always fighting whether a trivial problem or a big problem. Pandu also does not want to have children from Sasti. After I learned the story about you guys, I started to think that maybe my sister had gotten karma from her past actions. So when they decided to divorce, I guess it was the best decision.”

“Don't let !!! Please let them get divorced. Do whatever it takes to keep them together. Don't let it or I will be in trouble later.” Tone starts to panic. Is this what the sad look Pandu showed him last night? For a moment, Nada seemed to want to return at that time. Where he always hugs tightly when Pandu shows a sad look when facing a problem.

“Are you afraid that Pandu will come again to see you?”

Tone body was trembling. Recalling that yesterday Pandu met to the house of Nada made him tremble. He was afraid he could not control himself when he met again with Pandu. Tone tries to control his emotions.

“Just don't let them get divorced. Do whatever it takes to keep them from getting divorced. Didn't you say that your sister was very happy when she got married to Pandu? Can that happiness easily vanish and then be replaced by a divorce?”

“Tenace. Pandu and Sasti are divorced or not, we will continue this matchmaking. You don't have to worry about it.” said Dewanto reassured Nada who began to panic with fear if she met again with Pandu.

“But what if...........”.

“I won't let you meet Pandu again. I heard she's going out of town after officially getting divorced. If we get married, I'll make sure you never see Pandu again. I'll take it wherever you want, even if it's abroad though.”

Nada was surprised by the offer Dewanto said. A wedding is not an offer. But Dewanto offers a lot of things that Nada needs. Offering a protection that had only been done by Nada alone. Of course if he gets married, Pandu will never see him again. At least that was what flashed in Nada's mind for a moment.