It's like saying "I Miss You"

Lowest point

You're the reason I risked everything

When your eyes are sending sadness

It's like saying I'm the light in your life

Then I bet all my dreams on you

(Tone for Guide)

I am a useless empty container

Until you find me among a bunch of trash

Your hand is sticking out as if to say

You are my destiny

(Directions for Tone)

I found you after he dumped you

Helpless and almost losing common sense

Your lips say “pergi”

But your eyes say “Don't leave me alone”

(Dewanto for Nada)

Tone Heart as if struck by lightning. He was enough to live his days well after being abandoned by Pandu. The man who had been in a relationship with Nada for 7 years left him and now the first time Nada regretted seeing social media. Nada has long since removed all accesses related to Pandu. He promised not to know the condition of Pandu anymore.

But today, he forgot one fact if he followed the social media accounts of friends Pandu campus. He posted a photo of Pandu's wedding with the woman that made him leave Nada without feeling. Nada tried hard, Nada tried hard to smile, Nada tried hard, Nada tried to look happy. But today, this second, he felt better to cry.

For Nada, Pandu is everything. Pandu is his dream. He has done everything he can. He gave everything he had. Now, after Pandu left, the world seemed to be away. Everything is at stake for Pandu. But the man threw it away without feeling. Creating the situation as if everything was a Tone mistake.

Grateful tone his brain could still think clearly. He never once thought of doing something stupid like ending his life even though he wanted to try it. He still has a family that is always supportive and encouraging. He also has a friend who is always there for him.

Even until three years have passed, Nada is still reluctant to restart a new relationship. The pain inadvertently created a large, sturdy wall that protected him from ever getting hurt again. Fear creates a deep trauma. A little bit of Tone turned into a different person. It was no longer Nada who used to be smiling and excited at all times.

Currently he only focuses on a career as a financial manager at an almunium company. A career that for some people is successful. But not for the tone. He felt his career was just a stepping stone to forget about Pandu in his life.

He worked every day from morning until almost night. When he got home he lay down for a while and fell asleep in his sleep. So it continues every day. There's nothing special. There was nothing he could tell and share with others about his boring days. He only lived the days following the flowing water currents.

“OK. thank you.” said Tone with a smile. Although he was fairly young to serve as a manager, he still tried to be polite to seniors whose status was still subordinate to him. Although he had felt bad, but Nada's hard work for three years could not be underestimated.

If you have to be honest, he is quite tired with his daily life. Pride is not the only way of happiness for him. He realized all of those things.

“For the report of each division I wait until tomorrow afternoon. Thanks for the hard work today and be careful on the road.” he said to close the job today. Some are preparing to go home and others are continuing their work. Phone's vibrating. He glanced at a very familiar number.

“You miss me already?” noda Tone on someone who was calling across. His face looks bright as if he forgot his work piled up.

“Hind your head !! I was in front of your office. We're having dinner together, right? Don't tell me you've forgotten your promise !!” grouse Cecyl –sofabat Tone since childhood-.

Laughter Tone broke in the room. Disperse the concentration of some colleagues who are in full concentration. Tone hurriedly walked out of the room and apologized to some colleagues who still chose to do their work.

“All right I'm there. Wait for me !!”

Phone connection disconnected. Tone immediately boarded the elevator from the 9th floor to the lobby on the 1st floor. He remembered something. Unknowingly he was still wearing a Pandu-given watch. It became his habit. Maybe he should have thrown the watch away.

Nada sighed short while removing the unbranded watch for thirty thousand rupiah birthday gift while still in college. Again he remembered when he had accidentally found social media containing photos of expensive and branded watches worth millions of rupiah given Pandu to the woman he chose. Nada again condemned himself for opening a social media account.

He immediately took off the watch and placed it on the elevator floor. I hope there is a new owner willing to adopt it. That would be much better than throwing it in the trash. Even though the object is dead, it still has a feeling of humanity. Of course, anything will not be thrown away.

Elevator door opens. Tone walked out to the lobby. Some of the staff greeted him politely. Likewise with the tone. He smiled again when he saw his best friend had begun to look waiting for him out of the office.

“You waited a long time?” Temptation Nada could not bear to see Cecyl's cute expression rounding her cheeks.

“You have to pay for my wasted 10 minutes.” oceh Cecyl while folding both arms forward.

“I'll pay all your dinner bills today. So don't pout anymore !!” now Nada pinches Cecyl's cheek.

These days his best friend looks fatter. It may be due to erratic weather changes and the need for food that increases with each passing day. So it's not Cecyl's fault if his weight increases without being stopped.

“But it looks like you have a guest.”

His winking tone several times followed the direction of Cecyl's eyes. He turned around and found a man of about 170cm in mature brown skin and glasses. He asked in his heart what business the man was looking for.

“Sorry, your watch fell in the elevator.” said the man while thrusting an unbranded watch that Nada deliberately left in the elevator. “I tried to call you, but because I don't know what your name is, so...”.

Tone sighed softly. He looked at the watch for a moment. Honestly, he understands. The watch is innocent. He should not have thrown it away dishonorably. It was the same as the treatment of Pandu who threw away Nada without feeling. His eyes began to glaze over. “Thank you for finding it.”

The man then left and went back into the office. I don't know what division the guy works in. But clearly, either Nada should be grateful or regret the return of the watch to her.