It's like saying "I Miss You"
Tranquility
Dewanto's car is parked in front of Nada's boarding house. The door of his room was tightly shut as if there were no signs of life. Her phone has not been contacted since. Why is the girl able to run so fast despite wearing wedges? He immediately got out of the car and climbed the stairs to Nada's room. His feet were in a hurry. He has to ask everything or will forever misunderstand.
Dewanto knocked on the door of Nada's room with a loud knock. He no longer cared about the word disturbed neighbor because of this noise. Dewanto continued to knock on Nada's bedroom door several times but none of them were cut from the inside. He also did not hear any movement in the room.
I heard the door open. Of course it did not come from Nada's room, but from Mary's. The girl looked up to check what was happening.
“What's up? Tone has not come home.” said Maria with an appearance wearing a short shirt and hot pants that show almost all her legs are white clean.
Dewanto's eyes were wide. The girl hasn't even reached the boarding. Where'd it go? Could he have gone home to his parents? Dewanto was busy with his own thoughts. Crackling because Nada could not be contacted at all.
“Isn't he with you? That was the message he sent me this afternoon. Said you were going to family dinner. What was? Did something happen?” Maria started to worry about something happening to her best friend.
Dewanto was silent. He doesn't know where to tell. Besides, Nada still hasn't met. He feels more guilty. But, hearing the opinion from Nada's side is not a bad thing. He needs to judge from various sides in order to make the best decision.
“Maria, do you know about Nada's former lover named Pandu?”
Mary's eyes were wide. How could Dewanto ask that? What does Nada tell him? Not likely. He is the closest person who knows how strong Nada's efforts to forget Pandu. What sacrifices did Nada make in order to be detached from everything about Pandu?
“Where do you know? What is this reason that makes you look for Nadai here?” mary's voice began to sound heavy. He at least wants to talk about Pandu to others. Especially Dewanto.
“I don't know how to explain it. But, Pandu is my sister-in-law. Tadi Nada met with Pandu and also his wife.” obviously Dewanto began to look confused.
Maria shook her head a few times. It can't be misheard, right? How can the world be only as big as moringa leaves? No matter how strong Nada tried to run from Pandu, in the end destiny brought them back together.
“So...you are the older sister of the woman who has destroyed the relationship of Nada and Pandu? What made Nada experience the most trauma in her entire life?”
Dewanto. He had never heard this story at all. “I don't know that at all. I also just found out a few hours ago.”
Maria remained silent. Dewanto's face looks very depressed. He could not blame Dewanto for the behavior of Sasti who had taken Pandu from Nada. Sooner or later, Dewanto will find out. If this guy was the best, he wouldn't have left Nada. He must have chosen to believe in Nada no matter what his past was.
“Enter. I'll tell you everything. Everything you want to know.”
******
Tone flipped through page by page. He only bit his finger because he was confused about which one to choose.he always felt amused when using accessories in the form of necklaces. He also often forgets to wear a bracelet. The only option is the ring. But what about Pandu?
This time, Nada was completely confused. But the strongest option falls on the ring. His index finger began to move to choose a ring model. A few seconds later his finger had landed on a ring model where the right and left sides were interlocked.
“For the engraving of his name please write next to the ring image. For ring size also please include.” said the store clerk who serves their customers.
Tone and Guide looked at each other. They don't even know the size of their fingers. But because it is impossible to say do not know the size of each, Pandu immediately wrote down the numbers he estimated himself. Because the fingers of the Tone look so small, he ordered the smallest number for Nada's. One size is bigger for him. Nada was only dumbfounded by Pandu's sudden decision.
The two left the store after paying an advance on the ring. Nada just stared at the face of Pandu who looked cheerful. “Why? Do you know about the ring size?”
“No.” Answer Briefly solid and clear guide with a sinless look.
“Why should I order a size without knowing anything?” babble Tone with annoyance. Of course he was upset because Pandu casually decided without knowing anything.
Pandu immediately embraced Nada's shoulders. “Come on, I'm sure about that size. You don't have to worry, honey.”
Tone only shows a pouty face and Pandu always pinches the chubby cheeks.
******
Tone entered his house with heavy strides. He continues to be imagined face depression that appears from the face of Pandu. Ibu Nada welcomed her only daughter with longing. Since deciding to live independently in a boarding house, Nada very rarely went home. He will only come home when his mother or father calls because there is an emergency. In addition, he never intended to go home.
”Have you eaten? What was? Why didn't you go home tell Mom first?” Ask Mom who immediately greeted with a worried face.
“I need to take something. But tonight can I stay here, ma'am?”
Nada's mother smiled at her son's strange question. He embraced his son tightly. As if to understand there was a strange feeling that flashed in the look on Nada's face at this time. “You can go home anytime. You can stay anytime. You can do anything.”
Smiling tone. She needs warm affection from her mother. Although unable to tell everything, with a close hug from his mother was able to calm the heart of Nada for a moment. All he needs is peace of mind and heart. He had to rethink everything that happened today.
Room that he had left long enough and only he occupied occasionally but still looks rapid and clean. Of course I always clean that room once a week. Photo frames hanging on the wall even without any dust at all even though the occupants have been left behind for several months.
Tone spills his body. Tiredness seemed to completely control all the joints in his body. He took the phone from the bag and was still lying down. For a moment, he had forgotten about his phone. Some missed calls and some messages are visible on the locksreen screen. However, every time Nada remembers the incident at Dewanto's house makes her reluctant to reply to the message. He remained silent for a moment until his heart calmed down. Staying away from Dewanto is probably one of the best decisions right now. Because Dewanto has something to do with Pandu and Sasti.
