It's like saying "I Miss You"

It's like saying "I Miss You"
Believe it or Leave it



“You


want to know where to start?” Maria asked Dewanto to sit down.


Rooms


Maria does not have complete household furniture like Nada.


Contrary to Nada, Maria's room decor tends to be more impressed


artistically. He carries the concept of a minimalist home in the decoration of his room. Theme


the monochrome became the main decoration that framed Maria's boarding room. Shades of ash


gives a broad impression on his room. Mary sat on a white sofa


directly dealing with television.


Dewanto


silence moment. He himself did not know what he really wanted to know. Whereof


should he be asking about Nada's past? Actually this kind of thing


it's not like Dewanto. He prefers to ask directly to the


pertinent. However, if the condition is like this, he is forced to look for


information from various sources.


“How


they split?”


Maria


stunned by the first question that Dewanto asked. Seems like it


I misjudged the man before her. Mary got up from her seat and


take a few packs of instant coffee and a glass. Looks like that conversation


it will last a long time. There is no harm in getting rid of sleepiness with a glass of coffee.


“Compression


you're gonna ask how Nada was with Pandu. But it turns out you


directly ask how they broke up.” Maria said as she poured water


heat into a cup containing instant coffee. “You are completely beyond my expectations.”


Maria


handed him a cup of coffee and invited Dewanto to sit anywhere he could


want. The story may take time but Mary tries to shorten it


but not to eliminate the important facts.


“Itu


it happened about maybe five years ago. At that time Nada and Pandu


still in long distance contact because of the Tone of work out of town and the Scout of work in


this city.” said Maria started the long story. “At that time Tone went home and


Pandu ended their relationship unilaterally.”


“Reason?”


Maria


sipped coffee. “Before they had problems because of Nada's parents


they disagree with their relationship. But Nada managed to convince the second


his parents to trust Pandu. But a few months later Pandu


using that excuse to end his relationship with Nada. Even the second


pandu's parents were angry when they heard that and told Pandu


deciding Tone.”


Dewanto


still listening to Maria's story carefully. He is still trying to digest


the story was with his own point of view without defending any party.


“But


one week after the relationship ended, Pandu changed the profile picture on


his social media with a photo of a woman who was later discovered


his name is Sasti. Even then the heart wound of Nada had not dried, but as if


everything was answered with that one photo. The Guide betrays Nada with.


relationship with Sasti.”


Dewanto


stay still while carrying the coffee cup in his right hand. He tried to


did not put himself in the position of being the older brother of Sasti. Reality if


her sister had already destroyed the relationship of others was indeed very surprising


to him. But in this case Sasti is completely innocent. There's interference


Waveguides.


“Times


one month Nada just out the boarding room for the benefit of work. Besides of


he just stayed in the room. Worried, I looked a few times.


Afraid something might happen. But he just smiled and said ‘I still have


religion. I won't do anything stupid.’ But he was still like a robot


who pretends to smile.”


Maria


glancing at Dewanto who was just silent and still listening carefully. It


it is not fully known what Dewanto is like but he only bet


if the man in front of him it would not hurt Nada like that


“Some


months after that, Nada is still often contacted by Pandu's older brother and also


her parents. Sometimes just asking for news, but often also telling Nada


to the Pandu house. Every time I hear Nada tell me that, I want to


feeling of scolding his parents. They don't think about trauma


experienced the tone also because of them? What does it mean to have Nada come home?


Thought Nada was a cheap woman who was still chasing a man who had already


dumped it?!” Maria started to heat up every time she talked about her parents


Waveguides. He always thought his parents didn't know at all if


his son betrayed Nada. It was clear if they also supported existence


Sasti's.


“I


sure you definitely don't accept it because your sister is in a position like this. You


can find out through your own sister. But clearly, Nada tried hard


to not get involved with anything related to Pandu.


So, after this it's up to you. You can trust Nada or even


leave him. It would be much better if you were quick to give a decision.”


Dewanto


putting cups. He thought he had heard enough about the past


Tone and Guide. Maybe it's time he heard in terms of Sasti and Pandu.


Of course, that is the decision tomorrow. Tone must be off to work


tomorrow morning.


“Thanks


for infonya. I'll make a decision tomorrow. Looks like Nada tonight


not going back to the cost. So I'll be home soon.”


********


Dewanto


entering his house that looks lonely. Looks like dinner was canceled last night


lasted. His stomach felt full but he had to swallow something or


stomach acid disease will attack his stomach. Dewanto walked in leisurely


passing through the living room. Stop for a moment when you see the wedding photos of Sasti and


Waveguides. Why does fate have to make all this so complicated? He loves Tone, though,


but what about the girl? Seeing Tone crying when reunited


with Pandu make it aware if the taste is still in the heart of Nada.


“Dad


and I'm disappointed that I didn't have family dinner. What are you chasing


that cheap lady?” Sasti was already standing under the stairs waiting for Dewanto


back. “gara-gara women Pandu also follow go.”


Dewanto


indeed love Sasti, but if the behavior of his sister is getting stubborn


like this is not good either. “What have you done in the past? You know


if previously Pandu has been in a relationship with Nada right?”


Sasti


stunned and walked closer to Dewanto. “No idea where it is from? Must be a woman


that, right? What did he tell you until you accused me of that?”


“Jawabs


first my question, then I will answer your question.” stressed Dewanto to his sister.


Looks like he had to educate his little sister a little not to be arrogant.


“Yes,


i-i know. At that time Pandu was still wearing a ring bearing their name.


But Pandu was willing to leave that woman for me. Isn't that obvious


if Pandu prefers me over that woman?”


“But


because your behavior made others suffer?!! You realize that what you


do it wrong, you should have stayed away from Pandu because he was in a relationship


with someone else. Not even challenging it like that.”


“Why


are you mad at me?!!! Because you love that cheap woman? Listen brother, he


several times we contacted Pandu when we were married. Now Pandu will


divorcing me, surely Pandu will return to that woman.”


Wrongfully.


It is unthinkable with this possibility. On one side he was happy


if Pandu and Sasti get divorced. Since they got married, they have been more


often quarrel with each other. But, he forgot the possibility that


the divorce paved the way for Pandu to return to Nada. Dewanto


choose to go back to the room and forget about dinner and illness


stomach acid.