It's like saying "I Miss You"

Prologues

The sky was too beautiful to pass up. A reddish orange glow with the air getting warmer and warmer.The wind blew away every strand of hair that decomposed over my shoulder. the middle bird line is racing to get to their house.I should also be running to the house.

the maroon jacket that I wore could not absorb the cold that had penetrated into my ribcage.I remember this jacket. suddenly he gave it when it was not a special day or anything. my body was too thin to wear this jacket.

not that I still remember it, just that I could not bear to throw things away just like that.if they could talk, maybe they would scream even to the point of crying when they were about to be thrown away. it's just my hallucination !!

the ball field is still the same as 5 years ago.I once cycled with him around the field.Yes, it was just when dusk was still half as it looks today. the coolness of the wind I feel every time I stretch my arms.we laugh as if there is never a burden in our hearts.we shout as if there will always be a tomorrow for us.

my ponsell rings. one name that makes me smile knot. I immediately pick up the phone. “where are you? is it done?”

“I'll be there in 15 minutes.you don't be far from the store, yes?” he said in a spoiled tone.it was very rare for him to be like this.

“I was walking to the field.you should come too. The wind here is very cool.you must like.” I said while wiping the fur of a wild cat that suddenly came to me.

“I'll be there soon. Looks like you're happy there.”

“certain. I can finally open my own bookstore. but I didn't think you'd get land around here. thanks, baby.”

“with pleasure.as long as my future wife is happy, it is more than enough for me. I will close the phone yes.you are well there.”

I enjoyed every gust of wind that approached. let my hair be gently swept by the afternoon wind.The screaming sounds of children who were still running in the field sayup-sayup sounded in my ears. how can they so enjoy every pleasure that exists without burden? …..da….

why do I hear my name being called? shouldn't the trip be 15 minutes away like he said on the phone? why did it get this fast? I haven't even gone back to the store. Did he look for me all the way to the field?

“…..Tone...?”

I'm not hallucinating. someone did call me. But this is not his voice.I've heard this voice.but where? this voice does not feel foreign to me. like a very familiar voice. behind me. yes...he stands behind me. I feel it. it is not him. then who?

I slowly moved my body back, hoping it wasn't the bad guys who came up to me. I hope it wasn't some stranger who wanted to kidnap and kill me. It seemed like I read too many books about detectives.

my body is completely facing back. My tongue feels muddy. My brain stops thinking for a moment. My heart is resting from the activity of pumping air. suddenly feels tight. my eyes began to glaze over not believing what I had seen.

“How are you doing? long time no see.” said someone behind me with a gentle smile that always made me feel lost air around.

“I miss you, Nada.”