I'm Putting My Destiny on You

Heart Expressions

Spending time in the hotel makes the couple more intimate. Alfi was no longer awkward every time Andreas touched him. Like this time the two lovebirds were sitting on the sofa with Alfi on Andreas' lap.

'' It feels like a dream can be like you, said Andreas while pinching the little nose of his lover.

'' Same, I never expected the same marriage mas Andre.'' said Alfi who now without being asked to lean on the chest of the field that always makes him comfortable.

'' If it was a dream, I would never wake up again. Because I feel precious if you are the same continued Andreas . Alfi smiled faintly to find the sweet word coming out from the lips of the husband. Andreas kissed the nape of Alfi to make Alfi goosebumps.

'' Geli mas complained Andreas, but instead of stopping the action, Andreas deeper kissed the nape to the shoulders of Alfi. Until he finally turned his back on Alfie. Lubricating his wife's lips. The soft kiss was so intoxicating. Until Andreas felt something tense. But he himself did not dare to ask for his rights when the wife still felt pain in his legs.

Getting fondling from her husband made her bristling hair. There was turmoil dancing in his stomach. Unknowingly, now Alfi has draped his hand around the neck of the husband. Lost the awkwardness between the two. Now change with the desire that has really mastered them.

Andreas stopped his kiss, stuck their forehead . His breath was panting.

''Forgive me for the kebablasan Yang said Andreas who felt lulled when he kissed his wife.

'' I'm yours mas, no longer are there any boundaries between us said Alfi who immediately got a warm hug from his man.

'' I just want to do that when you're comfortable. Comfortable with my existence, and comfortable when I touch. Andreas said while kissing the head of the wife. Alfiani could only smile. He felt lucky in the man's arms. He felt so special and precious. He valued his existence.

'' Honestly mas Alfi still felt too awkward.

'' I know, it won too fast. Let's say we're dating after marriage .Cetus Andreas, Alfie nodded in agreement with the words of the husband.

'' Mas '', Papa same Mama came home today ?'' Alfi asked while looking up at the handsome face of her husband.

'' Yes, flight later in the afternoon. Now again on shopping souvenirs.sahut Andreas, Alfi was silent saying nothing. The girl froze.

''Why ''Why ?'' softly Andreas tilted his face to look at Alfi's face.

'' I'm sure I didn't embarrass myself with my situation like this ?'' alfi asked who felt too small among the Andreas family. Had he recovered, their social status was too lame. Especially with the current situation.

Alfi felt so small and was only an object of pity when he was among his family.

'' I never doubted Andre, I was just insecure about all of this. It's too perfect for me. I always felt small every foot walking with Andre mas. People's gazes seemed to underestimate me. As if they were yelling at me that I don't pantes for Mas'' finally broken down as well as all the feelings he harbored.

Alfie cannot ignore everyone's views. Although he wanted to but his heart was too sensitive. Andre clasped his wife's hand several times. Now they sit facing each other. Andre slipped a slightly messy strand of Alfi's hair behind the earlobe.

'' I don't care what everyone looks at me like. All you have to know is that I love you. Not pity, do you know how long I have to endure this feeling ?'' asked Andreas with such a deep gaze . Alfi could only shake his head, as if he had entered into that gaze.

'' Since my memory has not recovered, ever since I saw a beautiful girl who always gave a warm smile. Ever since I heard how beautiful the voice of the girl who always lowered her gaze. Long before I remember myself. Aki is already in love with you and this feeling Andreas put the palm of Alfi's hand on his chest. The leafan was clearly felt. A faster beating heart made Alfi realize that not only did he have that feeling .

'' This feeling does not change dear, I still feel the same as First I realize I have fallen in love with you said Andreas with eyes can not be separated from his wife's sari. Making Alfie wrong. Seeing his wife getting uncomfortable with his gaze, Andreas grabbed the wife in his arms.

'' You know how tormented I was a year back ?'' andreas asked without taking off his embrace. The man inhaled the scent of shampoo that was emanating from Alfi's hair. The aroma that would be opium to him.

'' What do you feel a year back ?''alfi asked who tilted her head, so that her cheeks were in contact with the chest of that field.

'' Kangen, I miss you very much. Sometimes I feel short of breath to hold that feeling. Every day I try to ask my heart how I feel about you. A feeling I had doubted .'' Andreas said with a glaring look.

The shadow a year ago where he couldn't see Alfi, where he felt his longing getting heavier. Until it felt like it filled his entire chest cavity.

'' What did you doubt at that time ?'' tanya Alfi ventured to caress the face of the husband. He must learn to get used to touching his halal man. Andreas clasped Alfi's hand and in his kiss.

'' I doubt with my own heart. The return of my memories back then was the inner war I started. Where I feel you're a special woman, but I'm in front of the fact that I already have Diandra.I feel like I'm the most selfish human being,when I can't let go of my race against you but I can't let Diandra go either. " remember Andreas his reverie wandered back to that time, where he had his own dilemma.

'' Alu was afraid of hurting Diandra, but I was also afraid of not being able to have you. Until the moment Diandra chose to retreat when she realized my love was no longer there for her.

'' At that time, I felt like I was aware of him. That my love seems to have an expiration time. When I don't see her, I'm not with her, and my love is dashed for her. And at that time I was insecure with my own feelings. I'm afraid the feeling I have for you is the same as the feeling I have for Diandra. Will disappear when the distance separates.'' Andreas breathes in, replenishes his lungs with oxygen.

'' But I was wrong it turned out that the distance, space and time I used to forget you turned out to be a prison for my heart. I miss you too much dear.'' concluded Andreas concluded his story. Alfi smiled, then leaned closer to Andreas so that there was no distance lay. A kiss on Andreas' cheek left the man flabbergasted. Getting a touch earlier than his wife is like a special gift.

'' I also love there and Andre said from those tiny lips, making Andreas freeze. His heart seemed to jump from inside his chest. It turns out to be a wonderful statement of love from a loved one.