I'm Putting My Destiny on You

I'm Putting My Destiny on You
There's never been any of us



The sun was already quite blazing as Farhan's father's family got out of the car and set foot on a stretch of beach sand. A smile spread on the lips of the navy hooded girl whose tip fluttered in the wind. His eyes could not be seen the water that rolled so beautifully.


'' Subhanallah Sal, has not played to the beach for a long time Alfi girang who now holds the shoulders of the friend.


" Yes Al, can really make this refresh our brains that have been mingling the thesis not kelar-kelar." said Salwa who ended the piety of the two girls.


Without them knowing, there were two men who smiled at the behavior of the girls. Fariz and Andreas, who were standing not far from both of them, could not seem to turn their faces away from the smiles of the two girls.


No longer caring about the blazing sun, Alfi and Salwa joined hands. Approaching the waves that are not too big, they play around chasing the waves. At low tide they will run after the water but when the waves come they run in droves with laughter from both.


''Take Riz seriously, don't just look at it from afar. Someone will take it, bite your finger " said Andreas while patting Fariz's shoulder sitting next to him with his eyes unable to stare at Salwa. Fariz smiled faintly.


" When I graduate, I plan to ask you to come to his parents." said Fariz sure.


" It's dong" Andreas said. The two young men sat in the shade under a tree a little away from the shore, but could still keep an eye on the two girls playing in the water.


" Mas Andre himself how is the same Ma'am Diandra ? " ask Fariz without looking at Andreas who was sitting leaning against the tree trunk.


" Until now I was confused Riz, since my memory recovered I tried to restore the feeling in my heart for Diandra. But I can't, it should be when my memory returns, my love also returns. But it turns out that Riz "Andreas was silent for a moment. His gaze was pushy looking at the sky so brightly decorated with thin clouds that were marching in the direction of the wind blowing.


" I always feel guilty every time I face Diandra, she maintains her love when I'm even declared dead. But I just lost the sense of it Riz ". finally spilled also complained Andreas. He could no longer hold back all his heart. Everything feels more self-defeating.


" We can never drive our hearts to who we are. There is a God who can flip through human hearts easily. If indeed Mas Andreas is a match with Maak Diandra, then the heart of Mas Andreas will be led back to him. But if God turns out to prepare another soul mate for Mas Andreas, however hard Mas tried to survive, it will still be released."


'' You really are, but how do I talk to him. He's got nothing wrong. It feels really bad if suddenly I cut him out ", Andreas said, he was really frustrated thinking about his own feelings. Continuing to survive in the hope that love will grow again turns out there are no more shoots of love. Leaving Diandra felt burdensome to him, what reason could he make to leave Diandra ?.


" But does Mas Andreas not feel evil if he still survives with Mbak Diandra ?. But Mas's heart and mind are no longer for him said Fariz, Andreas stood up from his seat. Staring away at the stretch of water before him with both hands in the pocket of shorts he was wearing . He did not say Fariz because it was true . Fariz, who understood Andreas's unrest, stood up to embrace the shoulder of a man slightly taller than him.


" Forgot the love of Mas first, play them !" take Fariz while staring at his sister and Salwa who are still fun playing water. Andreas follows Fariz who pulls him away from where he is sheltering. They approached the two girls and assaulted them with water splashing down on the two girls' clothes.


Finally the feeling of sadness was a little forgotten when they played water together. Laughter adorned the faces of the four human children. Fathers and mothers who choose shelter look at their children with smiles.


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'' A little more brother, a little more this replied one of the women who was applying makeup for the last touch .


'' At, how is it okay ?'' ask the woman to Diandra who is also decorating one of the models in her assisted assist. Diandra did not say just giving a thumbs up.


The preparation for the shoot was finally finished as well. Some models are ready with mini clothes that are prepared for beachside shooting. Walk them out of the room. Prepare to take photos with the beach.


" O God, Mr. Fariz ! '' alfiani's frenzy when he saw some women walking in their sexy bikinis. Spontaneous girl covering her brother's nata.


'' What is Al ?'' annoyed Fariz while getting rid of his sister's hand.


'' Don't look back !'' And it has become a character that is rooted in humans. When banned, it makes me curious. And the two men who had turned their backs on the models now turned their bodies .


'' Astaghfirullah hal'adzim, I have not yet winked Al '' said Fariz who was shocked to see the appearance behind him.


Alfiani and Salwa laughed at Fariz who blushed from the sight he was not supposed to see. Unlike Andreas who felt it was not extraordinary.


'' I think there's another photo shoot, we'll eat yuk !'' bring Andreas. And without being in command again they left the shooting area. Unintentionally their formation runs like two pairs of lovers. Fariz, Salwa, Alfiani and then Andreas walk hand in hand towards a meatball stall located not far from the beach.


On the other hand, Diandra looked squinting, convincing what she saw. And it's true. Andreas who still serves as his lover is there. Walking with three other people who had met him. Diandra smiled bitterly, since the departure of Andreas visited outside the city they lost communication. He realized now his presence was nothing more than a figure in the life of an Andreas.


The pain is, but until when will it persist in a clear relationship only one hand. There will never be us, only me fighting for it. Enough, enough time he gave himself to return the love that had indeed gone.


'' In !'' the sound of someone patting his shoulder made Diandra aware from the scene.


'' Eh yes Rik, Why ?'' stuttering Diandra, Riko smiled faintly at Diandra who seemed to stutter because the woman was daydreaming.


'' Nelly was waiting there, said Riko, pointing to a woman who waved at Diandra.


'' Oh yes thank you Rik said Diandra as she passed. Leaving the smiling Riko staring at the back that passed away.