I'm Putting My Destiny on You

The Feelings That Are No Longer the Same

The motorcade entered the rural area. Passing through the expanse of rice fields that present beautiful scenery with rice plants that are still green. There are three cars running in unison. One of the cars contained men and women who continued to wrestle on the stocky arm.

Looks like the man feels uncomfortable with his woman who continues to stick. But he refused to explicitly know it hurt the woman who served as his lover. Andreas chose silence and stared at the expanse of rice fields blankly.

His heart is raging right now. Today he and his family decided to go to Farhan's father's family. He felt so nervous, between wanting to see the face of the beautiful girl who haunted him for a few days. But on the other hand he felt unworthy to meet the girl he admired. Especially with Diandra who keeps sticking to him. He felt bad for the girl in the hood.

Although he never knew about the taste that was in the heart of a Alfiani, but he felt that he had hurt the girl.

'' Honey, Yang Diandra shook the lover a little. He called twice and the man did not hear it.

" Yes, why Di ?" asked Andreas who was slightly jolted from his daydream. Diandra flicked her lips to find Andreas just saying his name.

" What's up ?'' Andreas repeats the question gently while looking at his lover who is now sitting with his hands crossed on his chest.

" Am I really already out of your heart Ndre ?'' diandra asked without looking at the man beside her. Andreas took a long breath.

" You don't think no. I just need a little time ", said Andreas, he grabbed Diandra's hand and grabbed her gently.

" I'm sorry that I hurt you" Andreas said, as he turned to Andreas with a gentle smile for his girlfriend. At once his anger melted due to the touch of Andreas' hand.

Diandra shook her head slowly, then brought her body closer to being attached to Andreas' body. Tuck his head on that sturdy shoulder.

" You're not wrong, I'm sorry for demanding you too much. I.., I'm just afraid of losing you. Diandra continued to lean his head on Andreas' shoulder, not caring about the driver in front.

Until they're in a wide yard with a variety of plants there. Andreas got out of the car. Feel there is calm just by looking at the simple house that these few months have become a part of him.

" Assalamualaikum "Andreas salutes the two who have welcomed their arrival on the porch of the house.

" Wa'alaikumussalam warrohmatullohi wabarokatu "Feeds Father and Mother together. Andreas smiled sincerely, approaching his two adoptive parents. Do not forget Diandra who continues to wrestle in his lover's arm.

" I'm sorry "witchy Andreas while removing Diandra's hand from her arm. Then he walked over to Mom and Dad. Experiencing both, followed by Diandra and the other Andreas family.

They entered the house after being moved by the owner of the house.

" Fariz where's Yah ?" andreas asked as he entered the house and did not find the young man.

" Work, Dad said you wanted to come. But he said there was a job that could not be stayed.sahut Father who walked in front of him.

'' Please sit down Mas, Ma'am " said Dad invited his guests.

'' Thank you Papa Yusuf said kindly. They were sitting on wooden chairs in the living room.

Mom left her guest behind. I was having a warm conversation with Papa Yusuf. The three women of different ages have not spoken. They seemed to browse the contents of the house through eye glances.

" Thank you so much Mas Farhan and the family have taken good care of Andreas. I don't know what to repay your kindness with "Smooth Papa said.

" Together with Joseph, we should have helped each other" said Father with a friendly smile.

As the chatter flowed, no one knew there was an angry heart. And repeatedly glanced at a door. Andreas could not control his heart that wanted to see a shady figure that he had not seen these two days. There is a longing that he cannot say but feels shackled.

Until the sound of steps from the kitchen made his eyes stare. A girl with a tray in her hand. Bring a glass of drinks for the guests.

Sigap Andreas stood up and took the tray from Alfiani's hand.

" Let Mas alone" said Andreas Lirih as he glanced at the girl who was smiling little while he said. " Thank you ''

" Assalamualaikum Ma'am, "Say Alfiani kindly while greeting them alternately.

" Wa'alaikumussalam" said Mama with a friendly smile. But not with Diandra who looks to look at the face of natural ayu that. A moment ago he saw the interaction of Andreas and Alfiani who in an unusual value Okeh Diandra. He was only able to smile wryly, looking at the glare of the eyes seen on the net Andreas.

Not long after, the mother came out with a tray filled with food, after Andreas finished distributing his drink now he took over the tray that the mother down.

" Thank you son" said Mother who only in reply smile Okeh Andreas.

" Please Mas,Mbak drinking it,Nak Diandra,nak Adriani please ''Mother please allow with courtesy. Then I sat down next to Mama Nadhira.

'' Thanks, Ma'am Aini, so this ngerepotin you know said Mama with a friendly smile.

'' No Mbak did not take notes, Mbak family came to our club Alhamdulillah we are seneng said Mother with sincerity that emanated clearly in the look of the face.

'' Alhamdulillah yes Pa, Andreas was met with good people like Mas Farhan's family, said Mama Haru.

And the warm conversation continued to flow from the lips of those who were there.

'' Why the Deck ?'' asked Andreas Lirih who found his only sister sitting quietly.'' Nothing''' Adriani replied briefly.

'' Bosen ya dek ?'' alfiani asked who was sitting next to the girl when she heard the conversation of the sisters. Adriani smiled clumsyly.

'' Want to join mbak ?'' bargaining Alfiani, Adriani looked frowned. As if asking where ?.Alvin smiled and stood up.

'' Sorry Mom, can I bring Adriani to play behind ?'' alfi asked Mama Nadhira.

'' Please son, please'' replied Mama who realized her daughter was tired of being among the chatter of adults.

'' Yuk Deck !'' invite Alfi who was embraced enthusiastically by Adriani who then moved from his seat. After saying goodbye, the two went to the back garden.

'' Wih mbak, very beautiful said Adriani when he saw the garden which was grown with flowers blooming. And it looks more beautiful because there are butterflies flying over the flowers.

'' Like ''Like ?'' alfi asked who was smiling looking at the enthusiastic face of Adriani. The teenage girl was enthusiastic. Walk towards the garden looking at the beautiful looking flowers. Then walk towards the gazebo that is there.

'' It is very cool, even though the sun is already high said Adriani who is now sitting in the gazebo enjoying the breeze that blows.

'' It was a pleasure living in the deck village, still being able to enjoy the fresh air. Want to play a swing ?'' tawar Alfi while pointing to a swing that is on a shady tree. Adriani smiled, I stood up. '' Come '' .

The two girls were sitting next to each other on that swing. A small chatter slid from the lips of the two. Sometimes there was a crisp laugh from the two girls.

Unbeknownst to the two, Andrew stared in the shade at the two girls. He stood glued with his hands in the pocket of his trousers.

'' Beautiful huh ?'' suddenly a voice beside Andreas resuscitated his daydream.

'' In '' Andreas said softly, looking at the woman who was smiling flatly without looking at him .

'' What is it because of him ?.'' Diandra continued without releasing his gaze towards Alfi.

'' Huh ?'' Andreas was a little surprised, finding the lover who was suspicious of him.

Looking at Andreas' facial expression, Diandra concluded, her suspicion was not wrong. It was hard to find the idol who was no longer healthy .