I'm Putting My Destiny on You

Take off you

The wind blew gently caressing the surface of the skin. Although covered in clothes in fact has not been able to dispel the cold greeting. Diandra sat staring at the sea, with a cup of warm drink that drank little by little to reduce the piercing cold.

'' In !'' call Andreas while touching the Diandra shoulder plan. Diandra turned his head and smiled faintly finding the man standing towering behind her.

'' Sorry late said Andreas who now took a seat in front of Diandra.

'' Nothing, I haven't been too long ago Diandra said with a fixed gaze on Andreas. The two sat facing each other, then ordered food at a seafood restaurant that stood not far from the beach.

Both of them were silent staring at the dark stretch of beach because of the night. Only the sound of the waves was mutually unpretentious.

"We used to dream of living together. Get married, have children and age together. Until death will separate us. It feels like life is too beautiful and without burden when all the dreams are strung together.'' said Diandra with a nyalang gaze. Andreas can only remain locked in guilt. When he no longer had that dream .

'' But sometimes life is not as beautiful as we planned. Because in the end destiny determines every end of the journey." Diandra smiled bitterly, without turning to the silenced Andreas without being able to give a single answer.

Until the waiter came to take their order.

" Eat first" said Diandra, while looking at her face. They enjoyed dinner in silence. Wandering in his own mind. Diandra who felt it was no longer possible to survive. I'm willing to choose to go. Reconcile the sense that all has been outlined from the Power.

"Now !" call Diandra after they're done with dinner.

" Yes ?" Andreas turned his gaze away from the phone at the woman who always looked beautiful and graceful.

Diandra sighed, then grabbed Andreas' hand lying on the table.

'' Sorry, sorry I can't continue this relationship Ndre said Diandra without further ado. He was too tired to suppress his feelings. His heart was too sick to admit that he could no longer be with his girlfriend.

A drop of clear water flowed down Diandra's cheek, hurriedly the woman wiped it with her palm.

'' I'm sorry Andreas wilted with his head bowed, guilt creeping in his heart.

How wicked he is to hurt the heart of a woman who never even recedes in loving him. Diandra clasped Andreas' palm tighter.

'' You're not wrong, we can never control whose heart we're on. I know you've been trying to bring back the feelings that were once between us. Sometimes hope is not as good as reality. Let God work according to the destiny laid out for us, just let us live what should happen. I'm sincere'' said Diandra with a trembling voice. Andreas cupped Diandra's hand.

It hurts to see the woman crying because of her. But what can he do?, when he tries to regrow love it is in fact the heart can no longer feel the burning sensation.

'' We are not likely to continue to stay in this relationship. We're just gonna hurt each other. We cannot live forever in pretense, and I choose to let you go Ndre ". Diandra's voice is blocked. He could not hide the cries he could not bear.

" I'm sorry Di, sorry" Andreas said with a tightness that squeezed his chest. If he could choose, he did not want to let go of this love. But when love goes away without permission, what can it do ?.

Diandra shook her head with tears that did not even subside from her eyes. Andreas cupped the face and wiped away the tears on Diandra's cheek. Diandra grabbed Andreas' palm and dyed it at a glance.

" Thank you for filling my beautiful days. I say " said Diandra while taking off Andreas' hand and getting out of his seat.

" In !" calling Andreas made Diandra look back at that sad face.

" Thank you, already present in my life" Andreas said, Diandra only smiled in response.

Then he really passed away. Leaving behind the man who had filled his heart the past few years. Wishing the love that was still in her heart evaporates over time. He wanted to be completely detached from the shackles of agonizing taste . Forget about the tormenting love.

Gontai Diandra's steps led the woman to walk on the beach. Her tears did not stop. The sobs could no longer hold. His chest felt tight, it felt too painful. At last the woman was moved in tears. Diandra dropped his body that felt no longer powerful. Sitting in the sand, crying alone, enjoying the pain of a heart broken by a feeling called love.

Behind the darkness of the night. Standing a figure observing the figure who was still crying sorely. I wanted to take the woman in a hug, calm her down and give her comfort. But now all he could do was stare at her, letting Diandra vapourize any chest-stifling taste.