I'm Putting My Destiny on You

Mas Darling You Al

Stand no more than two meters away. Staring at the back of the girl he so missed. Oh, he really wanted to run and hug her . Pouring out all the longings that are on the chest.

But all he can do is stay still. Look lovingly at the girl who is chanting the holy verses. Stunned by the heart thump that seemed to blow up the chest.

O Allah, make this taste a form of grace from you, not just a shackling lust . Andreas's heart. Behind the girl he so longed for, made it seem as if the world was slowing down its rotation.

Tightness, recess, nervousness and worry like a sense racing out of his chest.

'' Assalamualaikum Ndre !" greet someone who awakened Andreas' sanity. The pat on the shoulder reassembled his floating soul.

'' Wa'alaikumussalam Father welcomed Andreas who immediately greeted Farhan's father. Farhan's father warmly embraced the man he had considered a child.

'' Where have you been, son, why has there never been news ?'' asked the father who was still hugging his son while patting softly on Andreas' back. There was a tone of longing from Farhan's father's words.

'' Sorry Well, there are things that Andreas must finish. Two different men of that generation took off hugs on each other.

'' The more dashing you want to praise Daddy with his proud eyes.

'' Dad could have been, how are you ?'' Andreas stared at the shady face before him. A face that always implies a reassuring smile.

" Thank God still bless Father and Mother for goodness. But your sister is being tested by Allah said the father who now looks at the princess who is still the Qur'an. Not bothered by the conversation between the two of them. Still fervently chanting the holy verses with a sweet voice.

'' But I believe every thing that happens to every human being has a silver lining.'' Dad continued with a faint smile. Andreas was fixated on the spot, his chest ached. Found the girl in a navy hood sitting on a wheelchair.

'' How is the therapeutic progress Well ?'' andreas asked with a sad face. If he had been lawful to the girl, he would have devoted all his love to comforting the girl. He is willing if he has to carry every time, replace his feet to keep stepping.

'' Not too significant result. It took time, because the fracture was quite severe" said the sad father.

'' Lho bak Andreas has come, I'm not asked to enter after all Yah's voice is loud enough to make Alfi realize the existence of two men behind him.

'' Ma'am, Assalamualaikum ?" greet Andreas, then greet Ms. Aini .

'' Wa'alaikumussalam nak, sehat ?'' ask me gently.

" Thank God "said Andreas, and that's when a pair of eyeballs watched in silence.

There is a sense that seems to explode in the chest. But no words can be spoken through sound. The miss seemed to stifle the chest. Shattering and overflowing until no longer able to stand on its shelf. There are only tears that speak.

" Let's go in, it's afternoon" said Ms. Lemai approached the princess who immediately wiped the tears that accidentally spilled.

" Yes bu "short Alfie sahut. His throat felt choked, his tongue clouded as the gazes of Andreas and Alfi's eyes met.

" In first Nak Andre,ayo Well, Andre's son is brought in." continued the mother who now pushes Alfi's wheelchair. Dad followed behind. Followed Andreas by dragging the suitcase in hand.

The four of them entered a simple house that Dad deliberately rented to make it easier for Alfi to seek treatment.

" Well, please take Nak Andre to the front room. I want to help Alfi take a bath " said Mother who was immediately diyakan by Dad. Andreas followed Dad's steps, but before entering the room the man turned for a moment to Alfi who was brought by Mother to the back.

'' Rest first, must be tired.'' said Father after they entered the room .

He convinced himself to give the ring to Alfie. The girl who had stolen his heart without a remnant.

'' Bismillah, over the pleasure of Mu launch the plan of the servant of Allah said Andrew pleading with Allah. So that everything that has been arranged in his mind is carried out easily.

Andreas splashed his body with the ring box still clasped. Until unconsciously, drowsiness came to say hello. Until he finally fell asleep.

The sound of knocking on the door woke Andreas. The young man opened his eyes, as he looked at the room that felt strange in his vision. The sound of knocking at the door made his presence known.

" Yes for a moment" Andreas said as he sat down and gathered his consciousness.

" Ashar an used to be Nak "the voice of Dad who built himself up.

" Yes Well, briefly "said Andreas with eyes blinked. Then the man got out of bed. Step closer to the door and open it.

'' Sorry Well Andre overslept said Andreas when he found Dad still in front of his bedroom door.

'' Nothing, must be tired of traveling far enough. Pray first, then the hunt runs out his ashar.'' Dad's decree was immediately asserted by Andreas. Father showed me a place to take ablution. Because the time that has mepet Andreas only wudhu without bathing first.

After running four rakaat prayers ashar. Andreas out of the room. He saw Alfie sitting by the window. See the afternoon atmosphere that looks shahdu.

'' Deck '' call Andreas down after being next to Alfi. The girl looked over and found a face that always shook her heart.

'' Mas ''' said Alfi with a rowdy chest due to heart beat.

Andrew fell on two knees before Alfie. Do not ask the hearts of both, because it feels no longer able to say the word. The eyes of the two are intertwined, really if hugging the girl in front of him is not a sin. It was eager for Andreas to grab onto the pale-looking girl.

For a moment the two fell silent, with gazes locking onto each other. Delivering taste through the eyes.

'' Maafin mas, dek said that which slid from Andreas' lips after a moment of silence.

'' Sorry for what ?'' alfi asked not to understand.

'' You should not disappear, you should always be there when you are injured. Forgive the coward Dek said Andreas who then bowed. His voice choked, his tongue complained as he wanted to reveal the taste he had on his chest.

'' It's not wrong anything. There is no need to apologize, Alfiani said.

'' Salah Mas, why isn't there next to you when you're hurt like this. It should be next to you. Like you, Fariz, Father and Mother are always there for me, Andreas said regretfully.

Alfi smiled faintly, looking at Andreas who was still in front of him. He was never this close to a man. Makes himself a little misbehaved.

" All that happens is the destiny of Mas, Mas Andre there is nothing wrong do not feel guilty like that said Alfi who is now bowed while playing his fingers.

Out of nowhere, Andreas who saw Alfi playing his finger suddenly grabbed the palm of Alfi made the girl gasp in shock and tried to pull it from Andreas's hand. But Andreas clasped that hand even tighter. Alfi raised his face, looking at Andreas who was also looking at him.

'' I love you Al, not as a big brother. As a man who loves a woman said Andreas. Alfi froze, his entire body heating up. He pulled his hand from Andreas's. The nervousness was clearly visible on the girl's panicked face.