I'm Putting My Destiny on You

The Istikharah Ku

Restless haunts the taste, although the faint thump is still there. Jealousy is real. But why the heart does not foam stop at one teak only. Why should there be two names listed there ?.He could not even choose if someone offered him a choice.

Could this be another form of human lust ?. Greedy for what he wants. Unsatisfied with what was in front of him. Always feeling less and wanting more.

Ah, Andreas was frustrated himself, pensive in the dimness of the room lights. The sleepiness did not come. The brilliance of the two women's shadow seemed to dance beautifully in his eye pelup. O owner of heart, lead this greedy heart to the truth which You bless . Andreas's inner voice was compassionate to the Powerful.

Andreas covered his face with two palms. Measuring the feeling that is in the heart. But reason cannot choose. It turns out greed is more controlling.

The clockwork was heard filling the creeping silence. Andrey looked up at the clock that was still ticking as the night progressed. The sleepiness did not come. Everything is still in shadow.

Finally, the man decided to go into the toilet. Taking ablution, seeking tranquility of heart by drawing closer to the Divine.

His heart whispered to ask him to look up. Begging for guidance Yang Esa. About love being a sacred nature is not just the lust of the world.

Two rakaats in the direction of love, putting everything in God. Let everything go according to the terms. It's just a play from the drama of life. The story is written with the pen of destiny .

In his long prostration, Andrew chanted a prayer. To be told of his Lord, of a restless soul. A heart that cannot choose. About a love shared for two women. He bestows everything on God who has all the wonderful plans on every human being.

Finally after all he put it back on the Power. Now his heart was a little calm, the storm that eroded the calm that came.

Verily, all things, submit to their owners. Let everything go according to the will of the creator. Then everything will be fine.

With the quiet and quiet of the night. Andrey finally fell asleep in deep sleep. More than midnight, and now he could be shut down.

Andreas awoke from his sleep, his breathing sting. Sweats flooded the man's temple. The dream is so real. Banu why the face was faint. But the veil blown by the wind was not a sign.

" O Allah, is this a sign from you ?" murmured Andreas, if that is a sign. Could it be that the destiny that God wrote was himself with Alfie.

" I must be istikharah again to convince the heart of his "whispers who are still sitting in the middle of the bed. Her disheveled hair, and the state of her newly awakened body from sleep. Not slurring that pretty face.

The voice of I looked at the Adhan of Subuh, made Andreas aware that the morning was approaching. Hurry the man down from the bed. He must immediately bathe, pray and immediately prepare.

Today Andreas's schedule came to the branch office. And the plane carrying it, will fly this morning. He should go to the airport immediately. Not to be left behind by the plane.

Enthusiasm cannot hide a face full of smiles with one hand dragging a suitcase. First visit after returning to the city. I hope it's all the same. Including the hooded girl he hopes is the girl in his dream.

" Baby, Ma. Andreas is leaving !" pamit Andreas to his parents who were wedang sitting at the dining table.

" Aren't you having breakfast yet ?" ask Mama. Andreas looked at his wrist.

" Gak sepet Ma" his answer immediately greeted his parents. And say goodbye to leaving soon.

" If the dream is indeed you, wait, wait for me to come to justify you "sissed heart Andreas who has now sat quietly in the passenger seat.