I'm Putting My Destiny on You

Longs

Time seemed to slow down, two human children who had been separated for more than a year. Now meet face to face via video call. Eyes that lock each other through the gaze, implying a pent-up longing. A miss that cannot be said with a word. A longing that cannot be written with characters.

Fariz realized what had happened to the two human children. Slowly he took the little Faiq out of Andreas' hand. Making the man realize from awakening from the shackling feeling.

'' Sorry Mas, his Faiq wants to take a shower first. Deck chat there Mas Andreas first yes !'' fariz said as he looked at the phone screen. Alfiani was only able to nod.

Alfiani was too surprised to suddenly see a figure that was always tucked into his prayer. A figure that always filled the entire space of his soul. The scales he wanted to forget in a sincere word that felt painful.

" How's the Deck ?'' andreas asked as Fariz had moved away, bringing his baby into the house.

'' Good mas, Mas himself how are you ?'' alfiani said with a gaze that was no longer fixed on the man who was still staring longingly at the sweet girl who had not changed in his eyes.

'' Mas well, sorry mas just know what happened to you said Andreas, without releasing the gaze of the figure he so longed for.

" Yes, it's okay. Just pray that Alfi can return to his normal state, Alfiani said. Andreas nodded then said "It must be short Andreas full of confidence.

'' Ma'am Diandra how are you ?'' ask Alfiani who does not know the news of their relationship. Andreas shook his head. " Don't know it's been over a year, I've met Diandra "sahut Andreas makes Alfi frown.

'' How can you ?'' Andreas smiled hearing Alfi who looked shocked by his reply.

" I've broken up with Diandra Andreas replied, making Alfiani even more shocked to him.

'' Why ?''. the question came from Alfiani's lips that did not expect the relationship between Diandra and Andreas had run aground.

'' There are things that make us feel impossible to continue the relationship.'' Alfi just nodded as if understanding. But actually he only suppressed the excessive curiosity in his heart.

'' How is your therapy?, smoothly ?'' Andreas diverts the discussion about his relationship with Diandra.

'' Still like this aja mas.'' replied Alfi with a downcast face. There was a rumble that Andreas could not bear when he saw that sad face. His heart was bitter, he could imagine how difficult it was to accept such a painful situation.

'' Wait for me to go there. I'll accompany you to therapy. Don't give up !'' soft speech Andreas. It made Alfie unable to hold back his tears. I don't know why the words that came out of Andreas' lips catapulted his mind. But a moment later he was thrown off reality. That attention was nothing more than the attention of an older brother towards his younger brother.

'' Why cry ?'' continued Andreas who saw tears running down Alfi's cheeks.

'' It's okay, it's already yes . Assalamualaikum concluded Alfi without waiting for a response the girl had turned off the video connection.

'' Wa'alaikumussalam replied Andreas with a gaze still staring at the screen of the phone that had darkened. His heart was sliced considering the tears flowing down Alfi's cheeks. It must have been a tough day that the girl had been through. He wanted to share the burden with Alfie. He was willing to be a foot when the girl was unable to step.

'' Wait for me Al, wait for me to come. He removed the remaining tears that pooled in the eye pelupuk.

" Mad, sure Andre mas is okay ?'' salwa asked who saw Andreas occasionally wiping his tears. The couple was in the kitchen and saw Andrew from the open door.

''Mas Andreas is fine, baby. What is not good is his heart. I realized it long ago. That Andreas mas has that flavor right there with Alfi. Mas sure knowing Alfi was injured he was also hurt .'' Fariz replied with a look that could not be separated from the figure who was now bowed in.

" It's complicated, their love story murmured Salwa, Fariz smiled and grabbed the wife's body.

'' Yes, and I am very grateful because the love story is not as complicated as them, said Fariz while peeping the top of the head of the wife. Salwa turned her head to look at the handsome face that always made her feel calm and comfortable.

'' Thanks to you, it has become the home for Salwa to come home when Salwa does not know where to go said the beautiful woman sincerely and twinkle eyes full of love.

'' Thank you for being the most beautiful gift God has given you in life "

The couple looked at each other in silence. Fariz touched Salwa's cheeks gently, slowly reaching for her chin and gently tucking the red lips that became opium for her.

Some time the halal couple was lulled intoxicating soft kiss. Until the sound of crying babies from inside the room resuscitated the pair of lovebirds. The two looked at each other, then cracked up together.

" His son does not want to be in pecans mas" said Salwa as he passed and went into the room. Fariz smiled in response, then the man headed for the dining table. Take two cups and brew coffee with hot liquid that has been available in a thermos.

With two cups of coffee and a plate of tofu that was prepared the wife. Now Fariz stepped closer to Andreas who was still sitting glued to the long chair beside the house.

'' Coffee !" bargain Fariz while putting the tray he carried.

'' Thanks Riz, oh yes hp you said Andreas with a slightly discordant tone even though there were no more flowing eyes. Fariz received the hp from Andreas' hand.

'' How long has Alfi therapy Riz ?'' andreas asked as he lifted the cup filled with coffee that was still smoking.

'' One last month, as it waited for the healing of the wounds on his body first. It was just an outpatient here. But for bone doctors recommend to do therapy in a more qualified hospital. Finally, Father and Mother agreed to take Alfi to the hospital that was referred from the doctor.Fariz explained, Andreas understood.

'' Riz, I have to see Dad, can you please tell me his address ?'' andreas said expectantly. A nod from Fariz made a sense of relief burst into his heart.

Whatever happens, he must convey his intentions. He will fight for the love that he has been avoiding. He was no longer able to withstand the increasingly torturous feeling of self.

The pain created by longing, he could no longer bear it. Bismillah, she intends to fight for her love in the name of God. A love based on holiness until it ends with goodness. Bring yourself closer to the loving.