I'm Putting My Destiny on You

Realizing the Heart

After returning from the airport Diandra did not immediately go to the office where he worked. He now sits down with a cup of coffee and a cake that accompanies him. In a coffee shop that morning was still quite quiet. Diandra sat alone.

Sometimes the beautiful girl sighed. Her ego as a woman who is now injured because she feels she is no longer wanted by her lover. Wanting to prove themselves able to compensate for the woman who suddenly appeared filled the heart of her lover. But what is now in the sense that his ego is getting hurt.

Wrong intentions, making his heart fret. When sharia he toyed for ego self and now guilt haunts. Can he be Istiqomah in a hijab in his head?, is he sure of what he has done ?. He himself is still in the dark . Even in the corner of his heart he wanted to convince himself. That this is the time that God has set for himself to improve.

'' In, here you are ?'' the voice of someone ripped the daydream of the Diandra. A tall figure of white skin with a face that is of course handsome. Standing next to the chair that Diandra was sitting on.

" Kenny?, what are you doing here ? " shocked Diandra found a man who several times accidentally met her. Kenny laughed crisply, then took a seat in front of the always beautiful woman in his eyes.

" I happened to be passing by, and I don't know why I suddenly wanted to coffee here. And it turns out there is you. By the way, since when ?" kenny asked as he directed his gaze at the head of Diandra who was now covered in a headscarf. Diandra smiled awkwardly.

" New, new today. Bismillah, doain yes Istiqomah " said Diandra.

" Surely, and you look prettier like this" said Kenny who made Diandra blush. He could not hide the hue on his face.

" Thank you "saidra without daring to return the gaze of the man who still continues to stare intensely at him.

" You alone ?" kenny asked who realized there was only a cup of coffee in front of Diandra. Diandra nodded while saying ". Yes, it's itself ".

" Your guy ?"

" There are more work visits out of town" replied Diandra. Kenny nodded in understanding.

Eventually the two of them had a casual chat, and Kenny ordered coffee to accompany them in the morning.

'' Emmm you're not in trouble with your guy right ?'' finally the question came out of Kenny's lips. After he had been holding it up since then, but saw the gloomy face of Diandra as she approached him earlier. As if implying a problem that is ensnaring the woman.

Diandra smiled as she looked at Kenny who was sipping his coffee.

'' Do I look like I'm in trouble ?'' Diandra returns the question to Kenny who instead welcomes him with a naughtiness.

'' Ngopi alone , sitting daydreaming until not aware there is nyamperin. Can I say that you are okay ?'' kenny said as he raised his eyebrows. Diandra breathed a heavy sigh. Twirling the cup contains half the coffee.

'' Is it because of our meeting yesterday that was accidentally at your guy's problem ?'' looking at Kenny, he was afraid of being the cause of the sadness of the woman before him. Even if he cannot give happiness to the woman at least he does not make sorrow to Diandra.

'' No, it's not about you.'' Diandra leaned his back, looking at the traffic on the street through a glass door not far from where he was sitting.

'' How far do you think we have to go for love ?'' the question that made Kenny frown in wonder.

" As far as love is concerned it does not hurt us. Why do we keep love if there are only wounds created ?. We better let him go, right ?. Is your guy cheating on you ?" look at Kenny, Diandra shook her head slowly. His eyes were fixed on the contents of his half-living cup .

'' Some time ago Andreas was in an accident and we all thought he had died. But he was alive and lost his memory. When he lost his memory, there was a figure who made him fall in love. I can't blame it, because it is circumstances that make the feeling grow.'' Diandra paused his story. Drink a little coffee in a cup.

Kenny gave no response, he silently watched every change in Diandra's face. His heart was also pierced that the woman in front of him was now injured.

'' But when his memory returned, he did not fight for the woman. He ignored his feelings and chose to stay by my side. I tried to restore his feelings as before, but it is precisely what I feel this relationship is getting bland. said Diandra, a confiding session that he did not plan, but slightly unraveled the knot that binds his heart.

" And you're going to stick with the love you have ?" kenny asked to make sure the woman who had been crowned as a friend would always be in his heart. Diandra shrugged. He himself began to hesitate to stick to the love that he began to doubt.

'' Don't force something you can't force. That love gives, so when we feel we can no longer hold that love, then let go. Give our loved ones happiness, even by letting go Kenny said, Diandra smiled bitterly. But he also thought so. He cannot continue to hold on to a heart that clearly no longer has.

Both of them momentarily fell silent, enjoying the coffee that was almost toilet.

'' You said you wanted to go back, I'm still here ?'' diandra asked a moment ago who was silent to each other.

" There's unfinished work, so back off the schedule and I'll stay here for a long time said Kenny, looking as if Diandra nodded and looked at the clock that was coiled around her wrist.

'' I have a promise with people, I lived first is okay Ken said Diandra was not happy but he already had an appointment with someone.

'' It's okay, don't worry''.sahut Kenny relax.

'' Yes, I pulled it out first. Thanks for always being a good dumpster for me, Diandra said with a laugh. Kenny laughed back, responding to the woman's words.

Well since a long time ago, Kenny was a very understanding vent for Diandra. Kenny called himself a dumpster. Since every problem must be the woman coming to him.

Diandra's out behind the restaurant door. Kenny was still watching from behind the glass door.jenny breathed a heavy sigh, he could not return, if Diandra was not okay.

Kenny reached into the phone in his pants pocket. Then call someone across there.

'' Hello Mom who was calling her mother.

'' Kenny did not come home today Mom, maybe Kenny will stay a little longer here " continued Kenny who is now muttered like his mother is giving advice or even scolding.

" If Kenny's business is done, Kenny immediately went home mom,see you mom love you, concluded Kenny then closed the call. He got the permission of his mother. He's a shadow for Diandra.