I'm Putting My Destiny on You

Misgive

The morning atmosphere in Alphi's house was already quite busy. There were some neighbors who helped cook in the kitchen.

'' I can't believe it, Mom, it turns out that Alfi is in a match with Andreas. I saw the beautiful one, the beautiful one. Praise one of the neighbors who helped cook that morning.

She smiled at the neighbors who praised her son. Even if it's true praise or just a sweet speech.

'' Ma'am, Andre where ?'' ask the father who emerged from the middle room.

''Picking up his parents, it turns out they came last night. But staying at the hotel.'' bright mother who is still busy preparing various kinds of snacks.

'' You know what he went with, I'm not told to bring a car, said Dad, money saw his car was still parked neatly in the garage.

'' Dianter Fariz Yah replied the mother without stopping her activities arranging snacks in a dish.

'' Oh, where's Alfi ?'' keep up with the father who hasn't seen his daughter.

'' In the room Salwa was playing with Faiq continued mother. I just nodded, then left the kitchen.

In Salwa's room the two friends slept on the bed with Faiq in the middle of the two.

''I still can't believe Al. You will marry Mas Andre said Salwa who had just given breast milk to his little baby who has now fallen asleep.

'' Moreover, I Sal, it feels like a dream. After a long time I tried to express the feeling in my heart. Suddenly he came and proposed. Not really, Andre is love with me?, I honestly sometimes think that Andre just pity the situation I'm Sal '' Alfi revealed the uneasiness that lingered in his heart to the friend.

''You don't see, how did Mas Andre call you Al ?. In a very, full of love said Salwa dramatizing.

'' Ih means you are watching other men, Sal?, I said Mas Fariz you know ", said Alfi threatened.

" Eh no good, anyway if Mas Fariz tetep husband full of love of the world" said Salwa who was immediately laughed at by Alfi.

" Please ya Al, his laughter in the guard do not need to be tight-knuckle, my son woke up and "sewot Salwa made Alfi silence his mouth with one hand.

" Partially you two are bucin abis tau not ?"

" His name is also the love of "defa Salwa makes Alfi chuckle.

" Look at you will understand how nge bucin. "said Salwa while sneering.

There is a sense of worry if Andreas only feels sorry for what happened to him. Especially when yesterday he met someone who was clearly visible from the look in his eyes, that the girl admired an Andreas. And the cynical look that humbled him was still stuck in the heart.

" Why ?" salwa asked as she reached for the hand of the friend when she realized Alfi was daydreaming by staring at the ceiling of the room.

" Don't you feel sorry for Andre Sal, if he married me ?'' sense of Insecure controlled the entire space in his heart. Salwa smiled as she clasped Alfi's hand tighter .

" You believe in Al's sincerity ?" ask Salwa. The two eyes looked at each other. Until Alfie cut off that view. And breathe in.

" That's not enough Sal. I wouldn't even be able to accompany him if there was an event. He'll stay alone, he'll get pitying gazes from people. A handsome and successful man, married a paralyzed woman "a strand of words said from Alfi's lips with a bitter smile painted on his lips.

" Al, you will be healed, you will be the perfect woman who stands as a companion to Andreas Wiratama. Successful men with a beautiful wife outside and inside. "comfort Salwa but only a bland smile that looks diibir Alfi.

A moment both of them fell silent, Alfi stared at his ring finger. Turn the ring there. He cannot deny his heart. She loves the man, wants to have him and be next to the man who makes her feel a different beat. The first love that is not easy to lose from the heart. Even after a long time they separated. The taste is still the same. The shakes never change, the longing is like pressing on the chest. Makes it feel tight and difficult to breathe.

" Did I reject Mas Andre's proposal, Sal ,?" A question that really hurt his own heart.

" Al, I know you're just as upset as you are. You just lost your confidence again. But I'm sure you won't let a lot of people down. Because I know who you are Al ".

Their gazes met, conveying all tastes without a word. Through that gaze Salwa gave support, that all the fear and doubt in Alfi's heart is not to be worried. Everything's gonna be fine. Alfi tried to strengthen his heart if his decision was not wrong.

One thing is certain that everything that happens cannot be separated from the interference of the Power. He just needs to move. If this is the fate in his life. He just needs to look up, ask the Power to make his way easy.

" All will be well, do not be too over-thinking". again Salwa tried to convince the friend. Alfi smiled then nodded.

That day was passed by Alfi with a sense of tension, no matter how he tried to think positively. But still the anxiety hit. He was afraid of acceptance from the Andreas family. What if the man's family doesn't accept his condition ?.

It will be more destroyed and also must be very embarrassed, if later Andreas' parents suddenly cancel the application. As the feeling filled up his entire chest cavity. Finally he chose to bow down to the Divine.

Alfi conducts Dhuha prayers, dismissing all world affairs. Drown yourself with the Divine. Complain and complain to the owner of the heart. Spite in prayer that covers themselves.

There is no place to lean most comfortably than to lean on the owner of life. All fret disappeared, changing the sense of calm and comfort that penetrated the heart.

After the prayer, the alfis read the Quran. Chanting beautiful verses with her sweet voice. He just wanted to calm his heart and mind. A good idea for all his destiny. He does not want to doubt the way of life that has led to his one destiny with Andreas Wiratama.

Let man by all his judgments, verily Allah knows best for every one of his servants. In his heart he kept feeling confident. That this path of the Divine is not just worldly lust. The love that will bless his life, leads to a bond that is sure to hold warahmah.