I'm Putting My Destiny on You

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Finished with his work, Diandra convinced himself to approach Andreas. Slow steps bring him closer to the man who is now laughing freely with his adoptive family. Sitting in a circle on a sand-floated mat. In the middle of them there are various kinds of snacks. The corner of Diandra's lips was also interested in seeing a laugh that he had not seen lately on the man's lips.

He was more aware, there was something he could no longer force. His heart would only get more hurt if he persisted in this relationship. He cannot force his heart to return. Maybe it's better he goes and ends. His heart might be hurt by taking away the love that had long been in his heart. But even to survive he could not be able, when he knew that he could never again have the heart of the man.

" Assalamualaikum "soft greeting Diandra makes them simultaneously turn their heads the origin of the voice.'' Wa'alaikumussalam" they said almost simultaneously. The smile that spread on the lips of the beautiful woman momentarily drugged them.

" Diandra?, how are you here ?" the question that first slid from Andreas' lips . Diandra responded with a smile. Then the woman approached Mom and greeted the middle-aged woman who greeted her with a sincere smile.

'' Son Dian, how are you ?'' mother asked as she stared at the amazement of the face that was now framed by a pink hijab.

'' Alhamdulillah good mother, mother how are you ?'' reply Diandra with warm tone .

'' Alhamdulillah good mother. Son Andre really did not say come the same nak Dian ''. said Mother as she glanced at Andreas who looked still dumbfounded with the sudden presence of Diandra.

''I have a job here ma'am, it does not come together with Andreas said Diandra kindly.

'' Lady Dian !" sapa Alfiani approached the woman who in her eyes now looked even more beautiful and graceful.

'' Hi Al, how are you ?'' greet Diandra with a turned look at Alfiani. The two shake hands and cipika cipiki with his familiar.

'' Good Mother, Oh Allah, Blessed Dian is very beautiful, praise Alfiani with a look of admiration without being made up. Diandra smiled faintly in response to the compliment from the girl. Now switch Diandra introduced himself to Salwa who had never met in person before.

'' Oh yes Madam Dian, thank you very much for the submission of her book, said Alfiani after the brief introduction of Diandra and Salwa.

'' Together, may the benefit be Al ''. Now the two girls sit facing each other, and have a warm conversation after Diandra asked Dad and Fariz. Chat dominated by Alfiani , Salwa and Diandra who discuss about the book.

'' While nyemil we mbak said Salwa who held out plastic containing cassava chips.

" Thank you Sal, but I think I'm back from work first . It's the same boss" said Diandra while picking up a phone that vibrates in her pocket.

'' Di, you work here until when ?'' andreas asked as he looked at Diandra who was preparing to leave.

'' Do not know yet, oh yes Ndre, can you later meet malem ?'' diandra asked, the eyes of the two met. Andreas nodded slowly, Diandra smiled faintly.

'' I will be able to call you later . Sir, Bu , Diandra said goodbye first. Want to work again !'' pamit Diandra to Mom and Dad.

'' Yes son, be careful'' said Mother.

'' Let's all, I say yes !'' diandra said with a cheerful smile.

'' Wa'alaikumussalam '' said them in unison. Andreas looked at Diandra who was getting away. And when he turned his face back, when his eyeballs met Alfiani's gaze. I don't know what's on the chest. There was a sense of guilt that he did not understand why. There was a sense of anxiety that lingered in his heart, even though he himself did not understand what he was worried about.

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Diandra returned to where he was working. It looks like the models are taking photoshoots. Diandra chose to sit alone in the corner of the room. He just wanted to calm down. There was a sense of sadness that enveloped his heart.

The love is still there, the jealousy is still real. But the sense of belonging no longer controlled his soul. When he realized that the gaze of the eye no longer implies love. But just a feeling of not wanting to hurt.

'' Hey, daydreaming, Riko's voice shocked Diandra who was unaware of the arrival of the man.

'' Just ngagetin, has it finished shooting ?'' diandra asked with a gaze toward the models who were busy fanning themselves so hot that afternoon .

'' Now it is, stay late afternoon. Now break first. Have you eaten ?'' riko asked as she raised her head to take her eyes off the camera lens.

'' Not yet, the other times are still busy working I eat first ''

'' Look for yuk!, there is no seafood allergy ?'' asked Riko who was now completely focused on Diandra in front of her.

'' Yes, there are no allergies . But do not go far away to eat it, if in searchin Nelly bothered replied Diandra while reaching for her sling bag.

" Okay, it won't be much "so said Riko eagerly. Diandra stepped first followed by Riko tailing behind him.

" Nel, I'm looking for food first there Riko ya "part Diandra on the partner work.

" I've been pesen eat, briefly again nyampe "prevent Nelly on Diandra and Riko.

" It's okay, we want to go on a road just mumpung break "between Riko who does not want to lose the opportunity to walk with Diandra.

" Oh yeah, don't go far. We will change the location. " Nelly warned two of his co-workers.

" A ready "sahut Riko who then invites Diandra away from there.

The two walked along the beach that stung that afternoon. The end of the Diandra hijab that was blown by the wind fluttered. I don't know why the little thing that happened to that woman felt attractive to Riko. Every now and then the man steals glances at the girl who chooses to be quiet on the way.

Like there was a light framing the face of the girl. Makes Riko reluctant to turn her face away. The woman beside him was a figure he had long admired. Beautiful and independent woman. A woman who is able to destroy all her heart. He has long harbored a sense that he recognizes as love.