I'm Putting My Destiny on You

The Other Heart

Sitting pensively staring at the seemingly deserted streets that afternoon. Time and time again it seemed that man was sighing. Tomorrow he will return to his city. But his heart felt so heavy. Half his heart seemed to be left behind, making him reluctant to leave the place.

A pat on the shoulder, restored the pensive awareness of Andreas. Through time and space.

" Ma" said Andreas when he realized that his mother was sitting next to him.

" Why ?" asked Mama gently while gently rubbing her son's shoulder. Andrew smiled, trying to show that he was okay.

" It's okay Ma" Andreas replied. Mama smiled, then grabbed her son's palm, patted the wide palm slowly .

" Do you like Alfiani ?" asked Mama, which surprised Andreas. But he tried to be ordinary.

" Where do you know ?" andreas asked slowly as he looked back at the speed of traffic from where he was sitting. In the garden chair where he stayed.

" Your eyes" Mama replied, Andrew smiled faintly. It turned out to be that easy to read by others.

" But can't Ma?, I already have Diandra "bluff Andreas who is now bowed. Enjoying the disappointment in his heart over his own words. The word could not really melt all the despair that had been imprinted on his chest.

'' How do you feel the same Diandra this time Ndre ?'' asked Mama who was in melancholy to see her son look riled up.

'' I myself confused Ma, why I just feel uncomfortable now every time with Diandra. But I also realized Ma, that's not an excuse for me to leave Diandra. I can't be that bad, can I, Ma ?'' a question that slid from Andreas' lips, like a statement to convince the heart. That he cannot be unfair to a woman who still keeps her heart.

''Mama only wishes the best for you Ndre. Whatever it is. The choice is yours, you stick with Diandra or take it off .Mom just prayed for the best for you. Advice Mama ask for directions to Alloh. "said Mama sage. Andreas smilingly looked at the shady face that gave him a reassuring warm smile.

This smile is always present in his sleep even though he forgets who the owner is. Now he realized, when he forgot everything, it turned out that the mother remained in his subconscious.

" Thank you Ma, it's always been there for Andreas "said Andreas with a gentle look for the Mama. Mama replied with a sincere smile.

Andreas clasped the body of the Mama, bringing the woman to lean on her shoulder.

" Mama loves Andreas too. Mama is very grateful Alloh still gives the opportunity for us to be together again " said Mama in her sobs. It was revealed when news of his son's death. The world really collapsed. Bones like softening are not able to support the body. The world darkens there is no light that can penetrate the depths of a dead heart.

The word patience and sincerity that is spoken as a reinforcing word, is nothing more than a word without meaning that not even a little imprint in the heart. It is not unknown that every living thing must leave the body. But the acceptance of a sense of loss is not as easy as the word patient and sincere. There is a heart that needs time to receive.

And when suddenly there was news that the prince was still alive. Like getting a priceless gift. Between disbelief and happiness that cannot be connected with words.

" Thank God, Mama is grateful that God gave us the opportunity to get back together" said Mama who has now straightened her body and wiped the tears that flowed on her cheeks. The mother and son let go of the longing with a burning sense of gratitude. How much they still love them.

Unbeknownst to the two, their conversation was heard by the girl who was standing behind a tree not far from them. Diandra was about to approach the mother and child. Until his steps stopped when he heard Mama Nadhira ask about Andreas' heart.

And only tears could flow from his eyes. Realizing that the lover is no longer the same.

" Should I give up ?" ask her in a heart that whimpers. Realizing a love that is no longer healthy.

Now the girl is leaning against a tree, with her eyes closed. His heart was too upset. Given how devastated he was when Andreas was reported dead. As if there was no reason for him to smile. And now when he's given a chance to come back. I want to smile and welcome the sun. With a lover he really misses.

It turns out that it was destroyed by reality. That her lover is no longer the same. There was another heart there. Should he give up ?. Or is there still a chance to fight for love ?.

Diandra was only able to sob in silence. I don't know who to complain to. His heart is too bitter.

" Wouldn't I have come first in Andreas' life?, it should have been me who remained his queen "cloak Diandra, trying to maintain the ego of his heart.

It just takes time to get things back to the way they were. Growing love in the heart of Andreas Wiratama. This situation won't take long. As they return to the city, the idol moves away from the girl who made Andreas doubt his love. He believes their love will return. Just wait for that moment to arrive, and his male heart will fall back on him.