I'm Putting My Destiny on You

Not Same Again

" So this Alfi boy is almost done with his lecture ?'' papa Yusuf asked as they had gathered to wait for dinner at the present.

'' Yes sir, is filing a thesis '' said Alfi calm.

'' Where are you going to college ?" added Papa Yusuf while staring at Alfi who only occasionally returned his gaze.

" There is no plan sir, maybe help teach at the madrasah alone." said Alfi with a faint smile.

" No plans to work in the company ?" Joseph's father was like interrogating Alfiani. At the table it was as if he was the center of attention because of the question from the middle-aged man.

" For the time being have not thought of sir, do not know later in the future" he replied calmly.

" It is not his work where Mas Yusuf, the important thing is that his knowledge can be precise, benefits. Isn't that so ?'' seka Father is friendly.

" Bener sir agrees with me. If you want to work for the company . Just call me. Actually I'm in need of an assistant ".light Papa Yusuf.

" Wah the golden opportunity is actually yes Mas. But I have not been able to let go of my daughter" said the father who sat next to his daughter while patting the back of Alfi's hand.

" Can stay in our house. It's okay Pa "proposed Mama Nadhira who is embraced by her husband.

" I'm sorry, but I haven't finished college either. Want to focus the thesis first." cut Alfi who did not want to give hope to two parents who seemed enthusiastic about wanting him to join their company.

" Pa, Fariz we just recruited into our company. "timpal Mama when her eyes look at Fariz who is now focusing on the phone in hand.

" Eits can't, he joined Andreas' company. He already holds the finances here. I don't want to recruit new people that Andre hasn't trusted "seka Andreas who doesn't want to lose Fariz who he will make his right hand.

" Well, why the hell so noisy company ?" annoyed Adriani with a pouting face.

"Hehe.iya yes. Sorry everyone "excuse Andreas who feels the situation is a little tense .

" Haha.sorry Fardan. Sometimes I like my sprain with my son. He wants me to make my effort. Even open your own business. So if Alfi boy wants to join, while waiting for Adriani to finish school he learned to take care of the company. Let the two of them take my place " explained Papa Yusuf. Make Mom and Dad look at each other. Alfi was surprised, how can people who just knew him want to give up his company.

" Must be able to sir as long as you learn ". The conversation continues to flow. Without them realizing there is a heart that feels neglected . Diandra was silent without being able to speak. As if those around him felt foreign .

The conversation between the two families was warm and intimate. The atmosphere had melted away with the flowing chatter. He can only be a listener. Only occasionally asked questions that led to him. The question he felt was just a pleasantries.

Fariz had a warm chat with Andreas . Adriani is busy with her own phone. Alfi only occasionally chimed in on the chatter of the parents. Dinner came to the waiter. The warm conversation stopped. They eat in silence. Just offer food or praise the taste that feels right on the tongue.

One that is of concern, even in silence. Andreas treats Alfie differently. Close the food a little further away from the girl. At the sight of Alfi staring at the dishes containing side dishes but far from his reach. Sigap take a drink when the glass of Alfi almost toilet. Although he also kept his eyes on Diandra.

But what Andreas did made Diandra's heart realize one thing. That he was no longer the only one in the man's heart. Not because they are not used to it. But it is the heart that has been divided.

The pain he could not escape. As he wept over the body he thought was his lover. Feeling lost and lost in life. But when the man came back. Only his body remained beside him. The heart is no longer the same.

He really buried Andrew in his life. Not a lifeless body but a heart that loses its love.

" Yang, I go to the toilet first " pamit Diandra when he felt unable to see Andreas who was giving a freshly peeled orange to the hooded girl who had even subtly refused the man's gift.

" Dare to be alone ?" andreas asked, Diandra smiled stiffly while nodding.

" Yes, be careful" Andreas said attentively. Honey, that attention is no longer for her.

His andreas has changed, a considerate romantic man who always looks at him lovingly. Now he could no longer feel his heart. Diandra was no longer able to hold back the tears. Inside the female toilet, Diandra let her tears just fall.

It hurt too much, when his heart still persisted even when he thought he had lost. Now faced with the fact that his love is double. Should he endure to take a divided heart ?. Or should he go and let love hurt ?.

Is love worth fighting for?, or is it better to let go ?. One thing is certain, he will not be willing if in the end he has to share love.

Diandra's sobbing, embalming his chest shirt. Channeling a chest-stifling taste.

" Mad Dian !" a soft voice, made Diandra turn her head without having time to wipe her tears. Smiled awkwardly at the girl who had suddenly been standing behind him.