I'm Putting My Destiny on You

I'm Putting My Destiny on You
Comforting a Broken Heart



Sitting on a stretch of sand with your head bowed above your knees. Diandra sobbed himself, enjoying the pain that spread throughout his chest cavity. Taking off turns out to be this sick.


But to survive, he was not able to. He can't be with someone he can't love anymore. Let this pain enjoy itself. Until then he will be grateful for the pain that matures.


The sound of vibrating hp made Diandra shocked, the article was not his voice hp. Reflex Diandra straightened the body, turning a glance towards the origin of the sound.


Someone looked grimacingly at him while holding a cell phone. Diandra who gasped for a moment of money then heaved a sigh of relief.


" Riko !" exclaim Diandra who saw the figure of Riko in his dark night . Riko smiled awkwardly as she approached the woman who was now busy wiping away the trace of her tears.


" Have you been here long ?" ask Diandra who is still sitting on the sand. Riko did not immediately reply, the man sat next to Diandra. The woman was still staring questioningly at the man who had that sweet smile .


" It is quite "sahut Riko who is now staring at a scroll of water that looks sparkling in the light of the moon is not so bright.


Both are silent, enjoying the breeze accompanied by the roar of the waves that feel washed away. Diandra rubbed his arm. Tonight he only wore a long knit top that was not able to dispel the cold that came.


" Wear this" said Riko interrupted the silence that accompanied the two. He gave his jacket to Diandra.


" Thank you just use it, you will be cold "push Diandra, Riko did not care about draped his jacket on Diandra's shoulder.


" Enough his heart hurts not his body too" said Riko made Diandra turn to the man who now smiled faintly looking at him.


" Sorry was accidentally heard "so Riko who saw the uncomfortable face of Diandra. Diandra smiled faintly, it felt too heartbreaking a love story in her path.


" It's a pity for me" said Diandra bitterly.


" But I have no pity "said Riko made Diandra look at him with a frowning forehead.


" When one breaks away from something that does not bring good in life, what is to be pitied for ?" Diandra smiled faintly, but still caught Riko's eyes.


" I've been dating her for two years, and things are going well. He is kind, understanding, and romantic" Diandra said with a glaring look. Those glimmers of fond memories danced in his eye pellets. " Till a few months ago he was in an accident and lost his memory. It was then that he met someone who turned out to shift my existence in his heart. I can't blame her for the other love that's present in her heart. Because it is a condition that forces all of it to happen." continued Diandra money tonight just want to be heard. And Riko seems to be a good listener. It looks like the man is flinching and listening well to Diandra's story.


" After his memory returned, I also knew how he tried to appreciate my existence by choosing to stay with me. But the heart cannot lie that love no longer exists. I lost the look of love emanating from her eyeballs. I can no longer have her heart. "saidra continued, who was still talking about her love story.


" I realize the more this relationship is forced to hurt each of us. I can't close my eyes, that his heart is no longer for me. But he too would be tormented to live in the pretense of loving me. " Diandra sighed, pouring out everything that shackled her heart slightly lightened the burden that was squeezing her chest.


" But it turns out to release it, it hurts "he said choked, his eyes are back heating up. Tears can no longer be contained. His heart ache felt a broken heart . Riko took a handkerchief in her pants pocket. Stalling at Diandra without a word. Diandra welcomes a handkerchief from Riko.


" Thank you for listening to me" said Diandra when she looked calm again.


" By the way, thank you for letting me cry. Um, now you want me to stay up ?" diandra asked, the gazes of the two met under the dim light of night. There are lines of smiles that are linked to each other.


" What do you want to do ?" ask Riko.


" Why not, because I'm not sure I can sleep tonight "sahut Diandra as he stood up and confirmed the jacket draped on his shoulder.


Riko stood up, shaking her hands to clean the jeans she used to sit on the sand.


" Okay, follow me "Riko reached out, hesitatingly Diandra accepted the man's helping hand. Down the coast until finally they reached the inn where they stayed.


" I pinjem motor first" said Riko while releasing Diandra's hand. Diandra just stood there. Until Riko returns with a matic motorbike he borrowed from the innkeeper.


" Yuk !" ask Riko, lie that Diandra doesn't worry. Although Riko is not a new person in his life but he does not know the man too well. Looking at the doubtful Diandra Riko looked at the woman's face.


" I will not macem-macem, I just want to take you to a good place to stay up late" said Riko who made Diandra smile to realize the man was quite sensitive.


" Yuk, I believe in you" Diandra said while sitting behind Riko.


And as the night wore on, the two human children walked down the streets that were so quiet at night. Until they were in a towering building that looked desolate. There were only two guards there. Riko asked the security guard for permission to go up to the roof of the building. And with a few pieces of money that Riko slipped while shaking hands, he got easy permission.


One by one the stairs passed by them in silence. Until they're on the roof of the building. There is only illumination from a not so bright bolam. But it seems that the roof of the building is common for people to come. There is a mini park with a bench there.


" Wow" one word of amazement that was triggered from Diandra's lips when she saw the scenery below. The small town looks beautiful from the top of the building with beautiful-looking lights adorning every side of the city. Even the faintest in the darkness of the expanse of the sea was visible from there.


" Where ?" asked Riko who turned out when he got off the motorcycle carrying a backpack and guitar.


" A suitable place to stay up late "sahut Diandra with a smile develops.


Now both of them sit on a long bench available there. Riko has prepared all. When entering the inn borrowed the man took a small thermos filled with hot water and chocolate sachet with glasses, and did not forget a snack.


" Wow feels like a camper" said Diandra look at Riko's innate. Riko just smiles while making hot chocolate as their friend spends the night.


The night was getting up, the two people were still talking sometimes singing together accompanied by Riko's guitar quotes. Until the moment Riko sings a song unconsciously Diandra drops her head on the man's shoulder. When Riko looked, the woman fell asleep.


Riko smilingly looked at the puffy face that was crying over her broken heart.


" Let me be the reason you smile back at "bluffy Riko while looking at that quiet face that was asleep.