I'm Not a Man

Chapter 43

After mama left, I also intended to leave brother Ryan alone in the living room.

"Nino, wait!" said Ryan softly.

"What's up?"

"Where are you from, No? Why go out of the day, come home almost at night?"

"That's no kaka business," I said with great care.

"Nino, you know you're mad at your mom. But please, don't be angry with your brother and dong."

I'm silent, what I'm saying is true. I'm mad at you, but I don't have to be mad at Ryan, do I?

"Sorry brother, I'm very tired and also too hot. Let me go to the room and take a shower first, and then I can ask you where I'm from."

"Yes, you took a shower there."

I left Ryan's sister forcing me to smile, even though it was very difficult. Because of thinking, whether brother Ryan really does not know who I am, or he just pretended to be innocent when with me.

Take a shower and dress as usual. I immerse this body on a soft mattress that has always been a silent witness, how I feel to obey all my mother's wishes so far.

Suddenly, I thought of Mulya and all her treatment towards me this afternoon. I woke up from my house very quickly.

"Have I and Mulya become lovers now?" I said in my heart as I continued to think about what had happened between me and Mulya.

The door was suddenly knocked by someone from out there. Lazily, I got up from my seat, then walked towards the door.

Before opening the door of this room, I make sure first who is the person in front of it, through a small hole in the middle of this door.

Apparently, the one out there is Ryan's sister. Quickly, I put on a shirt and fake hair, then opened the room door quickly.

"Sorry brother, I just finished my bath" I said very sweetly to Ryan's sister.

"You took a shower for a long time, No. Just like your girl" said brother Ryan as he continued into the room.

I just smiled when Ryan said I looked like a girl. I'd love to tell Ryan that I'm a girl. But unfortunately, I can't do that. Because Mulya and I have a plan to trap Mama.

"Nino, have you seen the Regent's son whom your parents will marry?"

"Oh, hopefully, the girl that your parents will marry is a beautiful and kind girl, yes No."

"Yes, I hope it's up to expectations."

"And hopefully, what Mulya and I planned went well" I said in my heart.

"Oh yes, what are the preparations you have prepared, No?"

"No brother, just follow what mom says."

That night, Ryan and I talked a lot. Apart from my engagement event with a girl I've never seen before.

Crazy, that's it, I'm engaged to a girl. That's the name, oranges eat oranges. I'm a real woman, I really want to be the same sex.

If it wasn't for Mulya's plan, I wouldn't have waited long to get out of this house. Once I know, if I'm not your son, then there's no reason for me to stay here anymore.

Thinking about getting engaged, it made me feel nauseous. I'd like to throw up when I talk about this engagement.

Mulya POV

Today, I asked Mika to come to where we used to meet. The place where Mika and I always eat together.

I want to end what happened, between me and Mika, right now. Because this relationship is impossible for me to continue.

"Hey baby, have you been waiting for me for a long time? I'm sorry, I did a lot of work, '" Mika said while sitting down and acting so spoiled.

"Mika, from now on, you don't have to be so spoiled when you see me anymore."

Mika looked very surprised by what I said.

"What do you mean?"

"From this moment on, you I release. You're free to fall in love with anyone now."

"What are you talking about, Mulya. I don't understand anymore."