I'm Not a Man

Chapter 1

My name is Alina Ningsih Hutomo. The first child of the famous Hutomo family was very rich and a lot of money. But unfortunately, because a lot of money that makes my papa can rule and marry two wives at once.

My mother was papa's first wife. And a few months after marrying my mom, I married a girl from my business partner. Mama could say nothing but accept her bad luck in honey.

Papa said it was done because he had to. He could not refuse his father's request to marry his second wife. What to say again, everything that happened cannot be rejected.

Long story short, papa wants the boy to pass on the very abundant wealth. He could not ask his second wife for a child, because papa's second wife was very young.

Finally, papa wants mama to get pregnant quickly and give birth to a daughter for her. Mama can not refuse papa's request, because after all, mama is papa's legal wife.

Even though my heart was hurt, my mother still accepted my request to give her a child.

My mother got pregnant a few days later. Mama's heart was filled with happiness and fear when she found out that she was pregnant.

Secretly, unbeknownst to my father, my mother went to the hospital and asked the doctor to look at the characteristics of pregnant boys or girls. Mama did that, because she was afraid, if my father would not accept if the one born later was a daughter.

For the safety of her son, she consulted a hospital she trusted. He deliberately did that, when the womb was very young. Because, if it can be in USG, then the business will be serious.

Mama also began to plan to save her son who is in the womb at this time. She had an idea, to keep it a secret, that she was pregnant with a daughter.

Mama also asked that she be exiled abroad in order to give birth safely abroad. Mama had a reason for that. Because, papa's young wife has many times come to harm the mother's womb.

Apparently, papa is also fond of the child in the womb of this mama. He decided to send mama out of the country secretly without anyone knowing the whereabouts of mama.

Mama said it wasn't easy to survive abroad from when she got pregnant, until I was born. And as it is now. Yes, the child whose birth mother was me. Alina, who was born a forger, but dressed up as a man.

Mama said, for the sake of saving me, mama sacrificed her happiness. Damn now, I should be able to make mama happy. I can't tell you who I really am, outside the house.

I'll dress as a real man, if I'm in the house. Of course, with fake hair and men's clothes. That's what I've been doing, ever since I was a teenager.

Mama said, papa's always watching us from afar. Although, we're overseas right now. We have to be careful with everyone.

Recently, mama said, papa wants us to go home. Because papa has prepared a company for me to lead, when I was twenty years old. As for now, I'm almost twenty years old. Papa wants us to come home soon, so I can learn to run his big company here.