I'm Not a Man

Chapter 12

I was a little surprised by what Ryan said. He seems to dislike Mika. He had a bad talk about Mika. I see, Mika is a good girl and has never been seen ja*lang in the slightest. Is it because I'm a girl, so I don't know what men feel.

"Sister Ryan, does brother Ryan still have love for Mika?"

Brother Ryan looked at me with a look that was hard for me to understand. Why, I see there's still a sense of what's left of Ryan's sister when I see Ryan and Mika face each other.

"Nothing, my love for Mika was wiped out as Mika went from my life. The Mika I knew back then was dead, as she left me in grief."

"Did you know what the reason Mika left you?"

"Girls like Mika only need rich men who would protect her and her family. There's no need for someone like you who can't protect your family from other people's threats" Ryan said without looking at me.

This was exactly the same as what Mika said yesterday. Mika said, she had never loved the director all this time. He just makes the director as a shelter from others. Because the director is a strong man in this country.

Brother was right about what Mika wanted. But I don't know if Mika did it because of the coercion of her parents. And Mika loved sister so much up to this point.

Should I tell sister, if Mika did all that because she had to. And Mika loved sister so much up to this point. But no, I can't tell my brother right now. Brother won't believe what I say. Because I don't have the slightest proof.

"Nino, what else do you think. How long do you want to stay in the car?" brother Ryan said to break my daydream.

"What?" I said unconscious.

I looked around me, and I didn't realize we were home. I smiled wryly at Ryan's brother.

"Don't smile like that, you're a man" Ryan said.

Geez, is it wrong if I smile like that. I'm not a man, you're the only ones who can't see the disguise I'm doing.

"Oh yes Nino, don't tell me what happened today. Aunty will definitely feel anxious when she finds out I met Mika."

I just nodded while getting out of the car. We didn't talk until we got home.

"How are you doing today?" said the mother who was waiting in the living room.

"That's fine, ma" I said.

"Currently just aunty, do not worry about anything," said brother Ryan.

"Good that way, you two are very able to handle aunty" said Mama with a sweet smile.

I feel like the more of the day, the more weird mom gets with the ambition she has. It looks a little scary to me at the moment. Her sweet smile, was also like an evil smile full of cunning. But no, she was my mother, the mother who had struggled all this time for me. I can't think no good of my mom. I must be sure, mama is the best mama who always attach importance to my life.