I'm Not a Man

Chapter 16

Mom's trying to calm me down now. As for me, I am still in my extreme panic. I'm very anxious to think about Ryan's brother who was in a relationship with the man named Mulya.

Moments later, she managed to calm me down. I can calm down now. And I started to tell you what happened to us earlier. My mother seemed to be unsettled as she listened to what I said.

"Nino, I hope, you don't go out for a few days."

"Why ma? I can't stay home right now. I'm so worried about Ryan" I said.

"Nino, you remember our original purpose. You're a woman who can't come into direct contact with someone like Mulya."

"Do you know who Mulya is?"

"No, mama doesn't know who Mulya is. Cause you know, when your papa married Marisa. Marisa doesn't have any siblings or foster siblings."

"Have it, it doesn't matter to us. The most important thing is, you're fine now," said Mama very lightly.

"Ma! How could my mom be so calm. Ryan's brother is in trouble right now" I said very worriedly.

"Mama knows about it, but at least, you don't have to lose everything you've got" she said.

I can't believe what Mom said. I still don't understand what Mom meant to say those words. Can he sacrifice Ryan's brother just for me. I know you love me, but sacrificing others just for me is not true.

My door was knocked by someone from the outside. I can't open it now. Because, the fake hair I'm wearing is all messy right now.

Mama opened the door to my room and saw who was outside. As for me, I rushed to the bathroom while carrying the fake hair.

Here, I put up my fake hair quickly. I'm afraid, someone there needs to be with me, so I have to appear as a man soon again.

"What's the matter ma? Who's out there?" I said while coming out of the bathroom.

"Can't dong mama. I want to see Ryan."

"No, you don't have to go with your mom anymore. Don't argue with what you said Nino. Stay home and you'll bring news to you later" she said, locking the door.

"Mama .. don't gini dong ma. Open the door, ma, I'm going with you."

Mama didn't answer anymore, nor did I hear your voice out there. Maybe my mom went to the hospital.

"No way, I can't stay in this room. I want to know how Ryan is doing now. I have to figure out a way to get out safely and there's no risk whatsoever."

I took a shower to find out what was the right way for me to get out of this room. I'm trying to rack my brain to find the best way to be free outside the house.

Now, I found a way. I'll dress up as a lame woman in general. What they are looking for is a man, not a woman. Why don't I go out in my lady clothes. I'm sure no one knows who I really am.

Not until ten minutes, I've finished preparing everything. I came out of my window by climbing it. Fortunately, the window of this room was not too high and it was easy for me to get out.

I'm carrying a little kit in this bag. I had intended, I will change clothes when I was in the public toilet later. There's no way I'm wearing women's clothes right out of this house. Maybe, they'll say I'm a thief, or my cover as a woman will be exposed.

I slowly walked out of this villa. Fortunately, the condition of the villa was very quiet and there were no guards. I can be free very easily. I also had no trouble calling a taxi.

Not far away, I saw a restaurant. I asked the taxi driver to stop the car and I went into the diner.

I also asked permission to use the restaurant toilet. Before that, I saw first is there cctv around the toilet of this restaurant. When I made sure there was nothing, I went straight into the toilet and immediately replaced the clothes and dress up like a woman in general.

I saw myself in front of this glass toilet. My face is beautiful now. Probably prettier than Mika, the prettiest girl in my papa's core office.

Geez, why is that what I need to think about. It doesn't matter if I or Mika are the most beautiful. After all, I can't be like Mika, she's a free girl. As for me, I cannot be free with this woman's clothes.