I'm Not a Man

Chapter 41

What is in front of me right now is really Mulya who people say it is. Mulya is feared by everyone who knows her.

I never saw the Mulya they said, when Mulya was in front of me. Because Mulya in front of me is very different from what others say.

This mulya is too soft and a little spoiled. And yet, what others say. Mulya was the most haughty, cruel and extremely frightening person.

I kept seeing this handsome, charismatic face. To the extent that, I forgot that, this person I saw was paying attention to every little action I took.

"Udah satisfied yet, see my face?" mulya said it made me realize that right now, I am not alone in this lake.

"Eh, who saw your face anyway? Nobody knows."

"Oh, you just don't want to admit that I'm too good-looking, right?"

"What the heck are you, so the men are into that geeeran anyway."

"Oh, you don't like men like that. All right, I'm gonna change the way I talk and the way I behave to you."

Mulya justifies her shirt collar. Then, he understood to allow the voice. Not only that, he knelt down before me.

"Alina, I love you. Perhaps, I could not be a romantic man with a bunch of flowers to express love. But just so you know, I love you so much. Will you be my girlfriend? Oh no, will you be my wife?" mulya said with a very serious face that so showed the resolute aura that everyone else had been saying.

I was stunned, not believing what I was seeing right now. The change that Mulya is showing right now, is able to make me stunned for the umpteenth time.

"Alina, make a decision now, or we won't be home until nightfall" Mulya said, reminding me.

God, I don't know what to answer. I've messed up the romantic moment that Mulya was trying to make. Not just once, I have even destroyed many times the romantic moments that have been created.

"Mulya, please stand up first. I'm not good at being seen by people."

"Jawab what I'm saying. If you don't want me to linger like this."

"Well, I'll say one thing that might hurt you. Are you willing to listen to the answers to the statements of love that you say?"

"Alright, don't blame me if I can't ...."

I hung up my words, while Mulya, she closed her eyes tightly.

"I can't .. can't refuse the love you express. Because I also have the same taste as what you feel."

Mulya immediately got up and hugged my body. Without a word he could say at this moment. Only a warm hug was so soothing, that I could feel.

The distinctive smell of Mulya's body, it smelled very strong in my nose. I can't deny that I always miss this smell.

"Thank you, Alina. You have returned my love."

"No need to say that word to me. Because I have the same taste."

I let go of Mulya's embrace, with a heavy heart actually. Karn I know, if I keep hugging this man, then I won't go home. Because it's too dear for me to let go.

"It should be me, Mulya. Because of you I know, who I really am."

"I've already lost, if I'm going to do anything for you" Mulya said as she pinched my nose.

"Ih ... What the hell are you, sick know not?"

Me and Mulya had a chance to play a chase around this lake. Although not too much time that Mulya and I spent, but it means a lot to me.

"Alina, let's go home! It will soon be dusk."

Mulya's words were able to make this heart again wail sadly. Because I couldn't possibly go home, when I found out, that I was a child who was just a tool.

"Alina, what's wrong?" mulya asked while gently touching my shoulder.

"I don't have a house, Mul. Where am I going to go tonight?"