I'm Afraid of Falling in Love

Call midnight

Call the girlfriend person continues, when is the boyfriend's own phone?

- Blue-Eye

“Hai.” Sapa The Risma who is now sitting next to me.

“The ticket is not yet open?” i'm shaken. Continue reading on mobile.

Ahhh, today is so tired, I want to rest now. Mattress, I need a mattress. It feels so good to listen to music while lying on the bed with your eyes closed.

“Ta.” Just a delusion turned out.

Risma tea seems to be going outside the station, “why tea?”

“Mau nitip feeding?”

I saw the wall clock in the station, “not tea like.”

"I'm going to find food first ya.” I'm nodding.

“Titip tickets yes.” I nodded again.

Not long after the departure of Teh Risma ticket purchase counter was opened. Fortunately, not many people bought it so I did not wait long.

“Where are you?”

"Cicalengka two."

Finished with the ticket purchase transaction, I approached the scanner machine. Before boarding the train tickets we buy must be scanned first, meaning I do not know just running the existing procedures.

Sitting back on a bench that happens to not be occupied by others, thank God I am lazy to sit in front. Open the phone back, it happens that the ebook I downloaded has not been read. Curious about the ending of the novel I read, I had to finish quickly.

“Have bought tickets?”

“Nih.” I gave him one ticket.

“Still yes.” He said while giving me money.

“Sama-sama.”

Mobile Tea Risma vibrate, “bentar ya girlfriend phone.” I nodded and went back to reading.

I secretly glanced at Risama tea who was on the phone.when can I call it like this. There's a boredom waiting for the train at this station. I seem to have fantasized a lot about it.

I seem to be destined to be a terrible single. Back in college, I had to listen to The Rahma's phone call with her boyfriend. Now, at the station I had to listen to the Risma who was smiling by herself because of the phone call with her friend. Fate, fate.

***

Arriving at home instead of resting, I even surfed in cyberspace. Reading quotes that can arouse the spirit, also interested in the fate of my singles. How am I really concerned about that status?

The twang of the notification made me immediately open the message application, a message from a foreign number. I was curious and hesitant to open it. Not long after the notification again sounded. The agla? Tumben once this late he was still online, he said he was busy with the organization.

Agla: She asked for no you

Without lingering for long I immediately replied to Agla's message, a little curious as well who actually asked for my number.

Me : Who?

Agla: Still remember the girl who called in the cafe.

Oh sure! The girl who never stopped doubting me as Agla's boyfriend. What did he ask for my number? Considering, should I give it? Otherwise it will be considered cemen, but if in love later the longer the business. Just love it.

Me : Yeudah love me.

Agla: Okay.

For a few minutes I was silent, what the hell do you want a woman who is maniacal with Agla. Not long after the incoming phone tone made my consciousness return. I stared at the foreign number, is this the woman's number? She called me this late? Wh-wh-what for? Rather than continue wondering, I better answer her immediately.

“Halo.” I opened my voice first.

Over there hissing sound is heard clearly, “really it turns out this is your number.”

This is the number who tried, the bottom of the two faces in front of Agla, he was good immeasurable, in front of me. “You what night-night phone?” ask me without further ado.

I don't like to talk at all, just say it right away let him know that his phone is interfering with other people's rest. “No patience also apparently.” He's a little bit of a laugh like that.

I sneered in my heart, what do you want to try! “Ohh yes, what's up asking for my number all?”

“Just want to make sure that you guys are dating really not pretending.” Just want to say that I have to use the phone, it has to be really midnight is like there is not tomorrow.

In part, why she doesn't believe me if Agla and I are dating, even though she is pretending to be the truth. “Where there are lies, I can't believe it anyway I'm with Agla dating.” I'm really upset, what to do let this one restless woman believe.

“Ya feels weird.” Damn this girl nantangin ya, my pekaku which is definitely only in the heart.

“Whatever, already yes I want to rest.”

I try not to follow his words. Don't let me get carried away with her emotions if I mess with her.

He cursed that I certainly did not hear clearly. “Indeed I would also like to call you at night like this.” He's also upset about calling these nights, let alone me.

Then if he doesn't want why call me try, weird. “Already yes if you only want that you are talking about, close nih.” Just hang up if he doesn't want to either.

“Wait a minute.” Preventably.

I took a rough breath, so I didn't hang up. “What else?” trying to be patient.

He who doesn't talk makes me want to just turn off the phone. My hands were already itching to push the red phone button, before he made a sound again. “Agla shows no signs she has a boyfriend.”

“By what the hell.”

“I'm the same Agla used to call very often.” Must be yes he told me, bodo very he wants a call or not it's his business with Agla not with me.

“Every day, barely missed.”

“Terus?” gentian was now the one who let out a rough sigh.

“There are no signs of Agla having a boyfriend first, now he suddenly says he has a girlfriend. On social media too she looks like a single.”

“Then, what's the problem?”

“At first I thought you guys were really dating, but after a second thought I was weird.”

You are strange, I replied in my heart, taking care of the relationship of people just work.

“Moreover after seeing see rarely there is togetherness you guys in the post instagram.”

I stared at the still connected phone with anxiety. “Have to do yes in showin.”

“Ya must let people believe that you are in a relationship.” He said with a confident tone.

Although I have been dating, I shudder to make privacy matters published to the wider community. “Norak know do not feel a show off, I do not want to like it.”

“Loh really, I know how he has a former fitting SMA.”

How he got past Agla anyway. I patted the eel, I can forget that on Agla instagram there are many photos of her ex. Not mind also if this one woman will find out such detail, almost exposed this.

“Ya keep I have to follow like that, not really. Feels no stand ngutong others.”

She laughed, “this is what I pointed to I doubt you're Agla's boyfriend. Your relationship is strange. On Instagram also do not refer you have a girlfriend kan”

I was silent, my stance it could be boomerang. How to *****totally. Let's find the right word, “aku kok that forbid Agla to not post our intimacy.” Hopefully this cliche reason can make sense.

“And Agla is not an outlaw type.” The reply.

Relax, don't be emotional. Breathe in, throw out.

“Man can change right?”

“He said it was principled, how the hell,” his hiss.

“Yes that is not my principle Agla principle, Agla who wants to change the principle.”

“Party really seneng like to take care of your Agla life, again I say this yes. Don't disturb Agla's relationship.

Agla loves me so much, you can what if she loves me.”

Checkmate

Beep

Dizziness really ngurusin living for the sake of others it turns out. The drowsiness that had been present now either evaporated where. Now how should it be? Pretend nothing happened, or call Agla.

It seems like the second best option now, let alone looking at the status of Agla online, just dial the number immediately. The first call did not answer. The second call was like that too. Just be careful if this third call is not picked up, I will not help him anymore.

“Halo?”

“Agla?”

“Iya ta?”

I gathered energy for a moment. “Tuh girl why the hell likes to really take care of people's lives! I told you, uh don't believe it. His intentions reached the stalker-stalker instagram people! Bored of life time yes tuh people!” my spray on Agla.

“If you still want to laugh, tell him we have nothing to do!” My threat.

Agla's laughter stopped. He cleared his throat to emnetralize his voice, Agla's numbness from the serious one.

“Terious how to dong?”

Agla this why the hell, if dketa I hit him, “if you know also will not call time.” I rolled my eyes lazily.

He was speechless, “oke was serious, he said what was it?”

“Ya said so.” I was suddenly at a loss for words. “Ngungkit-ngungkit kebucinan Agla with his ex first at SMA.”

“Apaan anyway kok discuss it,” grunya.

I giggled, even though that was not the point but it was true that he was talking to me earlier, “indeed he said so?”

“What's the connection?”

“She said, why there are no photos of us together on instagram both of us. If we are both dating, yes at least show togetherness it on instagram.”

The sound of Agla's breath over there, “continue to wash you first, is proof that it is the same ex who used to show off intimacy in social media,” continued me.

We are both speechless, “hmm so yes. Alright I'll post a photo lo?”

My eyes bulged, “heh! Lo crazy!”

“Apaan anyway, he said earlier let us look serious. Do not half-dong if helpin it.”

“Ya, but-“

“From him suspicious continue.”

I was silent, and it was true what Agla said. “It will work indeed?”

“Can be.”

“Kok is?”

I'm thinking back. “Wait a minute, not now.”

“Why?”

“If the post is now the same we are caught lying.”

“Try post words that mean that we are falling for each other,”.

“Good.”

“Crazy ta idea is brilliant is not wrong soin partner nih.” Praised like that my cheeks feel hot huh.

“What words yes that match.”

“Think a minute.”

“Aha,” my screams that made the other side become rowdy, sounding like something is falling.

“Shocked nih. Tell me first if you want to shout it!”

“Sorry.”

“Say first if you want to shout again.” Could that be?

“Iya yes, dengerin yes. I will post these words, you are the captain who runs my ship and.”

“Dann.”

“You post like this, you will be the ship that became my cruise ship to sail the ocean. Being the only shining gem in my life.” Silent moment.

Prok

“Really touched by this handsome Agla. Unexpected to have a friend as smart as the Blue Gem.”

“Where all this time until unconscious.”

“OK well later will be in the post of smart Blue Gem mother. Already yes, just returned home sleepy and tired,” lamented like a child who complained to his mother. Basic Agla.

“What am I not tired of?! It's good to say you're tired of yourself.”

“I also just came home to study this science arrived aja aja women who call night-night make sultry!”

“Have rested when tired, bye.”

Bye

Looking at the phone screen that does not display paggilan, I immediately turned off the phone data. Taking the charger cable, not only humans who need to charge the battery, mobile phones as well.

“Huaa.” I feel sleepy again now.

Sleep time. Welcome dream, ah I miss the bed and her friends very much. I hugged the roll tightly.

“Happy beautiful dream. Pretty bad reality, don't dream.” I said before closing my eyes.

***

“Why is my message not in reply?” I was surprised, the scissors that were in use until they fell down.

This guide yes, just came instead of saying hello even directly nangkring in front of me. This lack of work.

Staring at me who did not care about his presence made Pandu annoyed. “Why is my message not in reply?” ask again.

I scrunched my forehead. He sent me a message, when? “What message?”

“Pake ask what message, yes order lah chat.”

He meant what message he sent to the point that he had to sit in front of me and ask me that just because I didn't return the message.

Ripping into his jacket pocket, Pandu fiddled with the phone he took from the jacket pocket. Show me his phone, “nih loi.”

I saw the phone was confused, well this is the brain why I can't think yes. Must be the effects of being upset with that woman like that.

“Try open mobile,” her word.

I took the phone in the bag. Open the chat application and research whether there was a message from him yesterday.

There's a new number sending me a message, what's this number? instead of wondering, I just opened it. Just say hello, don't say that it's Pandu.

“This,” I showed the message to Pandu afraid of wrong people.

He nodded, “active why not in bales?” Why is he so cynical?

I looked back at the message, saw the clock that was there when the guide sent the message. Pantes wasn't in bales I just got home at that time. A few minutes before I got Agla's message. After that busy debate session with the defendant in the plenary trial. How about ngaco?

I don't care about Pandu and his upset look. His body leaned towards me who was engrossed in his own activities. “Why not in bales?”

“There's business.” I answered without looking at him.

He got up, “masa bales order just can't!”

Silence momentarily eased the already steaming emotions from last night.

I'm fiddling with the phone, “tuh already in bales.” Showing my reply to him.

“It's gone stale,”.

So he's the one who's angry. No one wants to return the message, right? It is important to answer that message. “Important already in reply,” indifferentku.

“What are you doing anyway? Reply to message can not!”

Now I look at him, “there's business and it's important!”

“Sepentient what the hell until reply message can not even though it is online.”

How is he weird. I was busy yesterday. I don't know if he's here when I just got home yesterday. Why should he know what I am doing? My friend also doesn't know.

“Sorry yes I'm busy.”

“Busy what?”

“Busy taking care of people.”

“People ready-“

“Udah yes I want to continue sewing first.” Cut me off before he protests and ask me again. I staggered leaving her who was like she was holding back emotions.

Before leaving I had heard his screams, “you have not answered, what important business until online long not in reply.”

Whoareyou? Interrupting my life?