I'm a Widow of Ustadz

chapter 98

Tonight Rena woke up to dream that Luthfi was having an affair with another woman, Rena had dreamed about it several times.

And after waking up Rena must have cried as much as she could.

"Dream again" asked Luthfi who woke up to hear his wife crying from dreaming.

Rena nods her head in tears, Luthfi hugs his wife while rubbing Rena's head that is not currently wearing a veil.

"Calm down" said Luthfi.

Lutfi heard from others that wives have nightmares when pregnant is often the case and the usual thing, because the hormones of a pregnant woman are not the same as women who are not pregnant.

One of the changes that occur during pregnancy is an increase in the hormone cortisol, especially when entering the third trimester.

Excess hormone cortisol in the body will make the mother more easily stressed so invite nightmares.

Until it makes pregnant women become very sensitive and change their mood, it is natural because most pregnant women feel excessive anxiety.

What's more uncomfortable sleep, in fact pregnant women will feel the change in body shape, pregnancy hormones, and the presence of pressure on the abdominal area often causes sleep disorders in pregnant women.

What else with the words of others that make pregnant women feel afraid, panicked and anxious,

sometimes others often talk that they are not.

Therefore, a pregnant woman can feel excessive anxiety.

Then how do we overcome that?.

Should pregnant women do not think too much negative what else a pregnant woman will easily feel thought.

Avoid people who often insult..

Examples of people who often ask?

"His stomach is small, it must be a little boy"

"Don't eat a lot of sweet later on her son's heavy".

"Should walk do not be lazy lazy"

And many more sometimes not all pregnant women can accept the word, so do not make their mood destroyed yes.

Pregnant women need a lot of affection, what else she more wants to understand, she wants whatever she wants to do.

No wonder if pregnant women crave to blame their children, because he wants something but embarrassed to say it.

Until no wonder if a pregnant woman calls the baby who asked for her.

This is just according to the author..

Because the author also used to be pregnant as well...

"Istighfar Umi" said Luthfi.

"I often dream now" said Rena who had begun to calm down.

"Well, let's go back to sleep" asked Luthfi.

"Yes" said Rena.

But unfortunately when Rena will fall asleep Faiz who is in the trolley near her bed is crying.

"Let me calm down" said Luthfi, holding Faiz and giving Faiz formula.

"Sleep again dear" said Luthfi to Rena who is still awake.

"You sure can" asked Rena.

"Yes I can" said Luthfi.

"Alright" said Rena who immediately slept again.

Luthfi only smiled at Faiz who often woke up at night.

Luthfi put Faiz to sleep in the middle bed between herself and Rena.

Oekkk

"Faiz you know that Abi is very sleepy" said Luthfi.

Luthfi held Faiz again, he sat on the bed with his back against the wall, Faiz often slept in Luthfi's arms and when Luthfi was heavily sleepy he often slept in a sitting position.

Luthfi's struggle with Faiz was like Papah's with his son, they already regarded Faiz as their own son.

Unlike Gladys who might have forgotten Faiz who is actually his biological child.

Gladys doesn't care about her baby, but she's not confident now because she's not a girl anymore.

The morning of his awakening Rena was already very early, Rena saw Faiz who was beside her.

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Rena looked at the person who had just opened the door to her room.

"Have woken up" asked Luthfi who was like he just finished dawn prayers.

"What time" asked Rena.

"Five over thirty-six minutes" said Luthfi.

"Oh yeah I'm late" said Rena.

"What's wrong let's pray immediately" said Luthfi.

"Yes well" said Rena.

Rena performs her prayers there, now Rena is very lazy to get out of bed, it feels like she wants to continue to fall.

After finishing the prayer Rena just got the news that Zia's sister-in-law gave birth yesterday,

Her first child was a girl and very beautiful.

"Alhamdulillah yes Alloh" said Rena.

"What's up" asked Luthfi.

"Sir Zia has given birth" said Rena.

"Oh yes" asked Luthfi.

"Yes the girl" said Rena.

"You go to the pesantren" asked Luthfi.

"Now" asked Rena.

"Yes" said Luthfi.

They leave for the boarding school from seven in the morning, Luthfi prepares all her now she's gonna bring her car.

"We will be there for one Sunday because after one Sunday Mamah Mayang, Mama Sofi and Dad will hear in the trial will be decided until when they will be punished" said Luthfi.

"Let's just stop this, pity them" Rena said.

"Why" asked Luthfi.

"Yes, I know that two billion is a lot of money, but Abi, we don't look like we're doing this" asked Rena.

"Sometimes the law can make a person aware, I will not stop this punishment but I will try to make his punishment in light right" said Luthfi.

"Yes well" said Rena.

"Now, let's get ready, I have to bring a lot of Faiz's clothes, I have also prepared the food in the refrigerator for me to take to the boarding school for your supplies" said Luthfi.

"You are too much" said Rena.

"What's wrong" said Luthfi.

"Oh yes Abi what formula Faiz milk has been input" asked Rena.

"It is" said Luthfi.

After they had finished packing they set off on that distant journey.