I'm a Widow of Ustadz

chapter 145 The Plan of Yadna

Alhamdulillah finally Sofi's body has been buried properly, even the family also only just to take care of the will expert.

Unfortunately Abah and Umi from the pesantren did not come only Zia and Adam who came there, not what Abah was old he could not go through a long journey.

"I'm sorry Ning" said Zia who immediately hugged her sister-in-law.

During Rena is still in the pesantren only Zia who cares for Rena.

Even Zia also died defending Rena once, the house is now a funeral home what more are pity and join in mourning Rena and Luthfi.

"Sister I just hope they can calm down there" said Rena.

"Surely" said Zia.

Zia could not linger long Zia had to go straight home because now Zia had business in the pesantren, what else after Abah handed over the pesantren now Zia and Adam who managed the Al Zakaria pesantren.

"Sorry Ning I don't want to linger here for long, but for the sake of Allah I was so eager to accompany you when you were both like this, but Ning trust me very big in the boarding school forgive me yes" said Zia.

"Yes, it's okay" said Rena.

"Gus Luthfi please take care of Ning Rena for me" Zia said.

"Yes Zia" said Luthfi.

"I'll excuse you, Assalamualaikum" said Zia and Adam who went straight from there.

"Waalaikum greetings" said the person who was there.

Zia came out of her sister-in-law's house.

"Let's see there's Yadna" Zia said.

"You go there first" asked Adam.

"Yes" said Zia.

Yadna was happy to see that uwa, she immediately hugged Zia who was currently going to say goodbye.

"Where are you going" asked Yadna.

"You go home son" said Zia.

"Why go home Uwa" asked Yadna.

"We can't stay for long because we have a lot to do in the boarding school, Oh yeah where Faiz is" Zia asked.

"He's out of the country" Yadna replied.

"Why" asked Zia.

"Either he said he wanted to start a new life, but yes we can not ban him" said Yadna.

"Please take care of Umi you yes dear she is very fragile at this time" said Zia.

"Ya Uwa" said Yadna.

Zia and Adam came home from there because there was business in his pesantren.

That night the house was very quiet what else their Grandmother had just returned to Rahmatullah, They were just daydreaming.

The television that featured the happy family film was as if it felt very sad, the dark night with the wind blowing hard made them miss the Grandma even more.

"Umi than like this let's send prayers to mamah" said Luthfi.

"Ya Abi" said Rena who was just daydreaming, Rena even just remained silent without smiling in the slightest.

Arsala looked at his parents who were heading to the mosque, in fact Arsala would ask him the thing that Kathir had spoken to him earlier this afternoon.

"sister" said Arsala to Yadna who was now going to his room.

"What" asked Yadna.

"There's something I want to talk about" asked Arsala.

"Alright come on" said Yadna.

"Where are you going" asked Adiba who was very lonely because he was alone there.

"I'll talk to Adna's sister, you sleep" Arsala said.

"I will sleep in Adna's room" Adiba said.

"All right, it means our brother is talking in my room" Arsala said.

"Why don't you want to talk if there's me" asked Adiba.

"Adiba sometimes there is a reality that you do not have to know, sleep I will come later" said Yadna.

"Yes well" said Adiba.

They went straight to Arsala's room while Adiba went into Yadna's room which was also upstairs.

Arsala and Adiba's rooms are downstairs along with two other rooms.

"Why do they talk without me" murmured Adiba.

Yadna looked at her sister.

"What's wrong" asked Yadna.

"I said I was involved" asked Arsala.

"Yes and you take it easy I will finish this" Yadna said.

"I'll help" Arsala said.

"Now I have to marry Mr. Kathir, yes I know I've been gi la because I want to hold a wedding when it is now the middle of mourning I know that, but if not now how else" Yadna.

"I'll help" Arsala said.

"Please do not let Adiba, Umi and Abi know about this" said Yadna.

"Yes I promise, but brother would you be safe if one day you came to your boss' house" asked Arsala.

"I really want to go in there, Arsa I understand now that it is too good and not good it will not make us forget anything" said Yadna.

"Yes that's how I felt before, now you have to be able to brother I'm sure you can do this" Arsala said.

"But would I not sin if I avenge others" asked Yadna.

Actually Revenge is an act that is not justified in the religion of Islam, it has been called.

There are only two choices we can make: forgiveness and revenge.

So choose the first option, which is forgiveness.

Allah SWT said: "Indeed, those who defend themselves after being persecuted have not sinned against them, verily, sin is upon the one who wrongs man and transgresses before him without right. They have a painful punishment. But people are patient and forgiving, in fact that includes the very main thing,” (Quran Surat. Asy Syuro verses 39-43).

But unfortunately Yadna chose to take revenge when she knew what the consequences were.

"I promise I will never do anything that will harm me, it's just that I'm going to erase that evidence until there's no evidence to suggest that I did it and you beat up Fathir" Yadna said.

"Thank you" said Arsala.

"Yes the same" said Yadna.

"If you sin, brother, let your sin be my sin" said Arsala.

"It is not necessary that only God can determine who is wrong and who is right" Yadna said.

"Yes" said Arsala.

Yadna headed straight towards his room which was on the top floor there was Adiba who was lying down while reading the book Novel in Yadna's room.

"Not spoken" asked Adiba.

"Yes" said Yadna.

"Oh yes brother I think the boss likes you" said Adiba.

"Yes I know" said Yadna.

"Then why do you refuse, you know what my coworkers say, Mr. Kathir is a very handsome established brother, so you are very lucky to be proposed by him, but the problem is why you refuse" asked Adiba.

"Sister did not refuse just that brother yesterday was not ready and now Alhamdulillah brother is ready" said Yadna.

"Honey, Grandma can't see Sister getting married" said Adiba.

"Not discussed anymore" pinta Yadna.

"But sister before she died Grandma once said that if she said, she wanted to see brother get married, and sister know Grandma betrothed me with brother Arsala" said Adiba who still remember the words of his grandmother.

And maybe it is also a very Adiba prayer amen right.

Remember Adiba really likes his own brother.

It's just that Adiba does not dare to talk because he is afraid of laughing because he likes his own brother.

"It is impossible that you are a sister" said Yadna.

"Yes I know but Grandma said nothing is impossible even Umi and Abi are sister" said Adiba.

"The Umi and Abi stories are different" Yadna said.

"Yes I know, let's go to bed tomorrow will be a lot that we have to prepare" said Adiba.

"Yes come on" said Yadna.

"Good night Grandma" muttered Adiba who was like feeling the presence of his grandmother.

"Night" said Yadna.

**

Nanda was terrified he was in terror with a black shadow that always appeared before him.

Nanda was only hallucinating because he was afraid of the truth that he was doing.

"Arghh" cried Nanda as she saw a shadow before her.

Though the shadow is only a shadow of the curtain blown by the wind.

"Arghh come home I'm not wrong" shouted Nanda alone.

He was very scared when there was nothing there, it can be said that Nanda is now depressed because of it.

Without Nanda realizing it she was staring at one face she was very familiar with.

"Sofi" muttered Nanda who immediately sat on the floor and gradually retreated in fear.

"You did this to me" said Sofi, who was just Nanda's imagination.

"I didn't do anything" growled Nanda.

Nanda was angry he immediately threw the goods that were there for fear of Sofi, unfortunately the goods did not hit who because there was no Sofi there.

"Argh go, Mass" cried Nanda calling Faiz.

**

This morning at the Luthfi family residence is currently crowded because they will cook and hold a tahlilan event later.

Without Yadna knowing at this time Mita who is none other than Lady Amta came there, Yadna just stared at the woman.

"No shame" muttered Yadna.

"Adna" Sahut pak Amta and his wife who just came.

"We are sorry yes, it must be very hard for you to accept this" said Mita.

"Yes Madam I still can't believe it" Yadna said.

"Said something na kal to your Grandma" asked Mita.

"Yes, but we hope that a person like him will receive his afterlife later" Yadna said.

"It's okay that karma is fair" Mita said.

"That's how it is and I also hope that the person who is ja hat on me now gets his karma as well I really hate on your people lust like him" said Yadna.

"Yes I understand" said Mita when she realized that Yadna's words were for her.

"Oh yes Madam let's go in so many conversations" said Yadna.

"No need to be unkind to you" said Mita.

"No need to" said Yadna who immediately looked cynically at Mita.

"Based by the accursed child" Mita's inner self while smiling at Yadna.