I'm a Widow of Ustadz

chapter 154 Truth of Side Attitudes

Plakk

Mita hit Arsala who is currently there mercilessly Mita hit Arsala who is now battered there.

Arsala can't fight what else he is now tied up very fast.

"Maybe my decision to hold you is right because you're so annoying" Mita said.

Arsala only smiled faintly when he saw Mita who was currently upset with him, There is no fear of Arsala at this time what else Mita is just a very bo-doh and vengeful parent.

"I'm going to starve you to death" Mita said.

"Whatever" said Arsala.

Mita stuck the duct tape to the mouth of Arsala who is currently there, Mita is very upset now she does not know what else to face Arsala.

While on the other hand Yadna is currently seeing a photo of Arsala that Mita has just sent right, Yadna feels very sad because Arsala is on Mita who is very ja hat it.

Without thinking long at this time Yadna immediately took the jacket that was in her bedroom closet.

"Let's find Arsala" Yadna told her husband.

"But where are we going to look for him" asked Kathir who immediately looked at his now very worried wife.

"to your parents' house" said Yadna.

But when Yadna was already in the doorway she remembered something.

"Sir please don't tell this to my parents, I don't want them to know that Arsala is currently in the middle of a brush" Pinta Yadna said.

"Yes good come on" said Kathir.

They came down from his room and there was Yadna's parents there.

"Where are you going" asked Rena.

"Umi I will come to granny's meal" said Yadna.

"Oh good heart on the road" said Rena.

"Yes Umi I might come home late sorry if I don't come" said Yadna.

"It's okay" said Rena.

"Heart on the road" said Waffi.

"Yes sure" said Yadna.

Yadna and Kathir headed straight towards Kathir's papal residence which was quite far from there.

"Is Arsala going to be okay" asked Yadna.

"I'm sure he'll be fine and you don't think like that" Kathir said.

"But sir how I don't think like you know that in the photo Arsala is battered and even helpless" said Yadna.

"Yes I know and you are calm" Kathir said.

"Yes sir" said Yadna pura calm but in his heart he was very worried and afraid that Arsala would why.

Yadna was so fond of her sister that she never imagined her sister would be a victim because of her problems, though Arsala's intention only wants to help but why he was thought to be the perpetrator and now a victim.

"Bismillahi, tawakkaltu 'alallahi, laa haula wa laa quwwata ilaa billaah" Yadna's inner prayer begged for protection for Arsala. 

we as Muslims are encouraged to always ask for protection and help to Allah Almighty. One way is to pray for protection from all forms of evil and evil. 

It is God's only place to ask for help. He is the best protector and helper for his servant who needs help. This is as stated in QS Al-Hajj verse 78: 

which means: "He is your Protector; He is the best protector and the best helper,” (Quran surat al-Hajj verse 78).

There is also a prayer asking for protection from the bad environment.

Allaium inni a dzu bika min shahibi ghaflatin wa min jari si’in wa min zawjin yu’dzi.

Prayer to ask for protection from the unjust and defamatory.

Rabbanan lal lil fitnatal lil qaumidh dhlimin wa najjin' birahmatika minal qaumil kafirn.

They arrive at Kathir's papal residence at this time they will find out where his mother held Arsala.

"Are we going to look for Arsala" asked Yadna.

"It is possible that we will act like guests and seek the truth of Mamah" Kathir said.

"Oh well" said Yadna.

They get off the car owned by Abinya Yadna, he will go inside but unfortunately the security guard there stopped Kathir's steps.

"Young master" said Satpam.

"What papah there is" asked Kathir.

"No master said there was a meeting" the security guard said.

"Oh if you have any" asked Kathir.

"The lady has been in the villa for a few days" the security guard said.

"Alright sir thank you" said Kathir who went straight into his parents' house.

Kathir and Yadna go inside them immediately looking for the whereabouts of Arsala who is now out of nowhere.

They saw the whole house looking for Arsala.

Yadna hoped that Arsala would be there and that Yadna would be saved.

But all the rooms they had seen and there was no Arsala there only a maid who was astonished to see Kathir and Yadna open the door of the room.

"Nothing" said Yadna.

"Nothing" said Kathir.

Yadna sat on the couch and cried because she knew Arsala was not there.

"What if your mother did to Arsala" asked Yadna.

"It's impossible and I won't let you do that" Kathir said.

"I'm very worried about Arsala where he is now I really want to meet him, because I am he became like this just because he wanted to help me he became like this, Arsala forgive me hiks hiks" Yadna cried as she closed her face.

Kathir who felt very sad immediately sat and hugged his wife, Kathir can not do anything now mamahnya it is very outrageous now.

"Well, I promise I'll bring Arsala home" Kathir said.

"But where Arsala is now sir I'm very worried that I haven't seen him now" Yadna said.

"Calm down, I promise" Kathir said.

"Hiks... hiks... hikss Arsala forgive me" muttered Yadna in tears.

"Why don't you do this to me why should Adna you make suffer why not me mah" Kathir's mind could not bear to see his wife who was increasingly sad because it remembered Arsala.

Kathir's heart is so overcrowded she doesn't know who to defend now her Mom is wrong and so very wrong but on the other hand whatever she is Mita is Kathir's mother who has been caring for Kathir.

Whereas Yadna now she is his wife and it is Kathir's duty to keep Yadna in his distress.

But Kathir cannot fight his mother.

"Do I have to be a ja hat" muttered Kathir.

Tonight they went home before they were going to the villa but unfortunately no one knows where the villa is because no one came there before even the papa did not know.

Mita is still not home what else is she currently with Sisi in the villa.

Kathir was very sorry for his condition at that time what else Yadna just kept crying.

"Let's go home and hide your sadness" Kathir said.

"Yes I will try" said Yadna.

"Please look for Arsala tomorrow" Kathir said.

"Yes" said Yadna.

Tonight they all fell asleep, only Kathir had not slept because he thought about it, it seems that Yadna is asleep now.

"Adna forgive my family" muttered Kathir.

But now Yadna is dreaming.

In his dream he saw there was Fathir and the incident was like repeated again.

When Yadna woke up she saw that Fathir was there and was drunk, but when Yadna saw now he was not using a subordinate.

Yadna's body was covered only by a blanket, without Yadna knowing what Fathir had done to her.

"Astaghfirullah" muttered Yadna.

Yadna picked up her pants that were beside the bed she immediately put on those pants.

"Pak Fathir" Yadna said, waking up from the bed.

"Wake up" said Fathir in a hoarse voice.

Fathir's eyes were now very red even as he had just cried.

But Fathir can't remember anything because he's drunk so badly right now.

Yadna could not believe that now Fathir had touched her.

"Sit down I will take responsibility" said Fathir, filled with grief.

"Why do you have the heart to do this sir, what is my fault in you sir" growled Yadna holding the collar of Fathir's shirt.

Yadna's tears can't be held anymore when Yadna is very destroyed, without him knowing now Yadna is no longer genuine because his body has been plastered by Fathir.

Brugh

Fathir pushed Yadna to the point where Yadna fell to the floor.

"You jaha t mister, hiks hiks hiks "Yadna wept because she felt so scared.

Yadna feels like she failed to become a woman because she was just plastered by someone else who is certainly not Yadna's mahram.

"Astagfirullah, what was my fault until I got a fate like this" said Yadna.

But Fathir stood up and approached Yadna, who was now sitting on the floor crying.

Fathir strangled Yadna's neck, which is still wrapped in a headscarf.

"It's your fault" said Fathir, strangling Yadna's neck.

It made Yadna feel pain because the giggles were so rough.

"Arghh" ringis Yadna.

Brugh

Fathir throws Yadna on the floor and it hurts Yadna a lot.

"I'll take you away" said Fathir.

"Also sir" said Yadna in great fear.

"I love you Adna but they asked me to do this, I'm so sorry I'm sorry" said Fathir who immediately sat on the floor and kowtowed to Yadna.

"My mother was wrong Yadna forgive him" said Fathir.

"I'm sorry" said Fathir.

"No please don't come near me" raced Yadna as she was dreaming.

"No help" yelled Yadna who was now sweating on her face.

"Adna hey Adna wake up" said Kathir trying to build Yadna.

"Aaaaa" cried Yadna who immediately woke up she immediately looked at Kathir who was now there.

Yadna hugs Kathir as Yadna seeks refuge in Kathir's body.

It's just that he can't because now Yadna is really scared.

"What's wrong" asked Kathir.

"Sir I'm afraid" said Yadna.

"Why" asked Kathir who felt that Yadna was really very scared without a long time, Kathir immediately hugged Yadna again to win it.

"Sir then Mr. Fathir spoke" Yadna said.

"I love you Adna but they asked me to do this, I'm so sorry I'm sorry" Fathir said

"My mother was wrong Yadna forgive him" said Fathir.

"I'm sorry" said Fathir.

"What do you mean" asked Yadna.

"Maybe Fathir was threatened" Kathir asked.

"Sir I was so afraid, Astagfirullah why every night I dream this" said Yadna.

"You're just afraid of Yadna" Kathir said.

"Sir I was really very scared" said Yadna.

"Be aware that Adna is your fear that makes the dream always come, strengthen yourself I am sure you can pray yes" said Kathir.

"Sir I was only afraid when I saw Mr. Fathir's face when he locked me up" Yadna said.

"What's wrong" asked Kathir.

"His face looks very terrible sir, his face is filled with hatred, sadness, destruction, heartbreak decisions, even I can feel as sad as what he was at that time" said Yadna.

"I'm sure that Fathir must have received a threat of what might be from mama" asked Kathir.

"It could be" said Yadna.

"Well let's go to bed again it's night forget the dream is there me beside you" said Kathir.

"Thank you sir, thank you for being here" Yadna said.

"Yes the same" Kathir said.

Kathir could not do much he just lay down with Yadna not dare for Kathir to embrace Yadna even though this afternoon Yadna had become his wife.

Kathir still feels very awkward what else their marriage is just a place for revenge, Kathir will not dare to touch Yadna without permission from Yadna.

"Well, why should I dream this again is it possible that from this dream there is a message from Mr. Fathir for me, but is it true that I am very afraid if the dream comes again" Yadna Mummings.

Kathir looked at Yadna who had now closed her eyes as she was about to fall asleep.

"Is it possible that Adna was traumatized yes, because she was up to dreaming and said Adiba also Adna often dreamed about this what might be in true true trauma" muttered Kathir in disbelief yet he witnessed it himself.

While now in the middle of the countryside at this time Mita is with Sisi who was going to see Arsala.

Mita accidentally didn't come home because she had friends chatting there.

Mita also had permission on her husband because they would not come home tonight they stayed at the Villa and no one knew where the place was because it was a place for Mita to take a break from problems in the city.

And no one knows when and how Mita built the Villa because she made it really very personal.

But now his villa was occupied by Arsala and there is a side as well.

Only they know the place now, before that no one knew that Mita had a villa there.

Drtts

{I just got word that Kathir is married to his secretary, you want to lie to me Mita} message from Rita mamahnya Risa woman who likes Kathir.

Mita is confused that she is really confused about what to reply because the fact is that Kathir is married to Yadna.

{You want me to divulge your secret} message from Rita again.

"Arghh how is this" furious Mita.

"What's wrong" asked the side who saw his mother-in-law was worried.

"There are gi la people who threaten mamah" said Mita.

"why can" asked Sisi.

"Entah mamah also do not know" said Mita.

Sisi felt very strange to her in-laws, though, Mita considers that side is bo doh people but actually Sisi is not as good oh that he knows all about Mita only if about Rita he does not know.

"He still thinks I'm bo doh" muttered Sisi who now looks very hateful to Mita.

Sisi actually intentionally did that because he was desperate for revenge on the mita, Sisi could only stay silent until Mita herself who would unlock the authenticity of her own, Sisi, until someday Sisi will make Mita bend her knees to him.

Sisi could not believe that Mita who looks old was very ja hat even he is very not dear to his son.

Mita was willing to sacrifice her son's life just for revenge kon yol which was as if the incident happened to Mita herself.

Though Mita is an Antagonist who is disguised as a protagonist and revolves around the temple as the most hurt person.

"This world you can't control is old Grandma until you use me to torture the man" Sisi murmured.

Sisi stared at the currently weakly helpless Arsala.

"Surely one day I will help you from a human like him, I will not let your life pass you by, I need you as proof later" inner Sisi stared at the battered Arsala.

Sisi enjoys a drink made by Mita.

"Well he's really the one who needs noah mas Fathir if indeed he might be a sister-in-law also involved because he is also there" said Sisi.

"Let her I don't care about her because all this time she was just a very troublesome child" Mita growled.

"Why so mah" asked Sisi.

"Yes I was very angry at him what was once Kathir's rival Fathir I really do not like because Kathir is greedy" said Mita.

"Not Kathir, the son of the most mamah and papah dear" asked Sisi.

"I hate greedy people" Mita said.

"Wouldn't you be so greedy, old grandma, I know your real attitude now, I know you're like this to me, it's not because you're sincere but because you want to use me" inner Sisi smiled cynically.

"You can be patient, I know how to mamah good people" said Sisi.

"Yes I just want them not to fight" Mita said.

"You can be patient" said Sisi.

"Yes I will also be patient and calm now but your task is not finished now let's exterminate the person who has destroyed Fathir's life" said Mita.

"Yes, come on" said Sisi.

"Aren't you the germ mah" Sisi laughed out loud in his heart because he did not want it to be heard by Mita who is currently in pain due to too much theatricality.

Drtts

Drtts

"Just pick up the phone first" said Mita.

"Yes" said Sisi.

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"What's wrong" asked Mita.

"Why did you let Kathir get married to someone else" asked Rita.

"I didn't know she was married" Mita said.

"I can't believe it" said Rita.

"It's up to me because I don't know right now and I just know don't blame me" Mita said.

"You promised you'd keep your promise" Rita growled.

"Yes but Kathir chose someone else how? am I wrong, huh? it's your son's fault that it didn't sell because of me" Mita said.

"Dare you say my son didn't do it" growled Rita.

"I'm busy" said Mita who hung up.

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While on the other hand, Rena is currently performing night prayers she will pray for blessings in her family, she also prayed for her parents who now do not exist in this world.

"Umi together" said Luthfi staring at his wives.

"Yes come" said Rena who just realized that her husband was there too.

Rena sat down and saw that her husband had just gone to the bathroom to get some ablution water.

"I've been with Abi so far, sometimes I think what if I was in Abi's house if I could live without him" Rena murmured.

Rena stared at the black prayer beads Luthfi gave her when they were just getting married, Rena stared at the prayer beads that were still very intact and very nice.

Never once the rope is broken or the color is faded even though every Rena prayer must wear the prayer beads.

"I've been wearing you for a long time and you're still going to thank you" Rena murmured.

"What is Umi" asked Luthfi.

"No Abi I just saw this, the prayer beads you gave when we got married are still very durable" said Rena.

"Yes because my love is also durable with you from the beginning until now my love is also durable" said Luthfi.

"Yes I believe" said Rena who now looks at her husband.

They pray together very solemnly, rightly said people if we have to choose men who understand religion.

Because as a woman we need a companion who can guide us to get ridho from Allah SWT.

If one chooses fear it will make a woman very vulnerable to heartache.

Woman is a bent bone if it is straight forcibly then fear of breaking if it is not in a straight it will be more crooked.

Therefore do not choose the wrong partner fear stray on the road.

Hehe joked yes....

Luthfi and Rena pray because they want to ask for blessings in their households and families.