I'm a Widow of Ustadz

chapter 38 ngabuburit

Rena came to the place where her husband was she would ask for an explanation of the message she read.

"Gus I read your message, he said there was a fire where fire" asked Rena.

"Rena" said Luthfi surprised because Rena will read the message.

"I read everything I wish you could explain" Rena said.

"Sit down I will tell you" said Luthfi resigned because he could do nothing but explain everything.

Rena sits next to Luthfi because now they are going in the pesantren yard.

"Tell me" said Rena.

"Honey next time don't look at my phone without telling me first" said Luthfi.

"Why are you trying to hide this from me" asked Rena.

"I tried to hide this" Luthfi said.

"What's wrong" asked Rena.

"The fire company was lucky only the company kitchen was burned I don't know what was going on but I'm sure that someone would want to destroy me" said Luthfi.

"Who" asked Rena.

"Either I do not want to mention it before I know the truth I am afraid of the fall of slander" said Luthfi.

"Oh well, so what's the reason you didn't tell me about this" Rena asked.

"I'm afraid you're asking me to go home" Luthfi said.

"You should go home Gus your company is your responsibility so you have to be there" said Rena.

"I don't want to go home" said Luthfi.

"This is your responsibility" said Rena.

"This is what I want to hide from you, the plan is I will go home in a few days I still want to be here" said Luthfi.

"But Gus what about the company" asked Rena.

"I'm going to ask Dimas to lay off the employees for a few days, I'm going to come over there and clean up everything, just don't tell me to go home" Lutfi said.

"Well Gus I'll follow what you say, but I hope next time you don't lie anymore" Rena said.

"Yes promise" said Luthfi.

"All right, let's go to Abah's house" said Rena.

"Come" said Luthfi.

Rena can not force again he does not want Luthfi more thought because of the problem, he knows very well how Luthfi he will be very quick to get angry if never supported.

"Gus said today there will be cows and goats for sacrifice, both people want to donate cows and goats for this pesantren" said Rena.

"Yes there are still many good people Rena" said Luthfi.

"Yes Gus you're right" Rena said.

"Gus Farid and Gus Fauzi encourage me to go outside you want to come" asked Luthfi.

"Sir Ainun didn't" asked Rena.

"Follow" said Luthfi.

"Oh well I'm coming" said Rena.

"Yes come" said Luthfi.

"I came because I didn't want my husband to be seduced by another woman" Rena said.

"I can't possibly be interested in that person" Luthfi said.

"Stay, I will keep you out of the eyes of those who are always watching you" said Rena.

Luthfi chuckled that she did not expect that his wife would be so possessive as that but Luthfi was happy because she cared about him.

"Don't get angry when you get old" said Luthfi.

"No papa if I get old, you get old" said Rena.

"Yes, when you're old, you're young and I'm wrinkled" Luthfi said.

"You are" said Rena.

Adrift of a different age of twelve years makes Luthfi afraid because automatically when he was old Rena would still be very young.

She was afraid that Rena would be taken by someone else so she didn't want to grow old.

What's more, his age with Adam is quite different from one year, but the old Luthfi did not have a son.

While Adam who is none other than his brother Rena will now have a child who is in the womb by his wife.

Lutfi looked at Rena's flat stomach despite only doing it once but she really wanted to immediately have a baby who could make their relationship closer and more loving.

"What's wrong" asked Rena.

"It doesn't feel like I want to have children" Luthfi said.

"Have a child" asked Rena.

"Already let's talk to Abah" said Luthfi who immediately discussed other things he did not want to force Rena what else he knew if Rena was still very small to conceive.

Rena just smiled, she did not understand what Luthfi just said to her, she felt that Luthfi did not play on her speech.

"Not to but I'm still too small to have a baby" Rena murmured.

Rena saw her sister-in-law eating in the living room, after seeing Rena and Luthfi who came Zia immediately brought the food into her room.

"No papa if you want to eat, just eat here" said Rena.

"I'm not ashamed" Zia said from inside the room.

Lutfi just smiled as he pulled his wife to sit there with him.

"I love you so much" Luthfi said.

"Me too" said Rena.

"If later when I'm old and I die will you find another replacement for me" asked Luthfi.

"Will not" said Rena.

"Thank you" said Luthfi.

"If you are" asked Rena.

"Depending if there is someone like you, I will get married again" Lutfi said.

"Ish look out" said Rena.

"If there is still a mate as strong as we refuse if Alloh asks you to marry again then just marry again" said Luthfi.

"Yes I know but I want to be loyal to one person, I want our deaths together with I can not be without you Gus" said Rena.

"It's a shame that maybe our destiny is very different because I also don't know what destiny I will get later" said Luthfi.

"You are, well I will help Umi cook to break the fast later" said Rena.

"Yes well, honey, I can't ask" said Luthfi.

"What" asked Rena looking at her Husband who was still sitting there.

"I want coffee that last time I drank while I was fasting" Luthfi said.

"Well I'll buy it later" said Rena.

"Thank you" said Luthfi.

Rena just smiled she actually did not want her husband to drink coffee because Luthfi has a stomach disease but how else he could not forbid what else Luthfi asked for himself.

In the afternoon they were all about to go to the night market there, usually the night market is only on Sundays but now it is fasting so many who ngabuburit there so there is every day until the completion of fasting.

There Ainun is also there so Rena is not too awkward because there are women there too, Rena had invited Zia but unfortunately Zia could not go far because she was pregnant.

he said his legs often hurt when he did nothing.

Rena looked at Zia who was there.

Rena is closing in on Zia.

"What do you want baby" asked Rena on Zia's stomach.

"Buy me the good one" Zia said.

"Well baby, I'm surprised you you're still in the womb but you already know the food is good" said Rena.

"Ning look out for it" growled Zia smiling at her sister-in-law.

"I'm leaving, sister" said Rena.

"Yes take care of yourself" said Zia.

"Yes my sister" said Rena.

They set out towards the night market that is not too far from the pesantren even Farid often come there because while monitoring the students who come there.

Abah was afraid of something happening to the santri so he always assigned senior teachers to follow his special santri princesses.

"Yes he does not know a man" said Luthfi.

"We are the same" Farid said.

"Yes, maybe we're the children but not the children" said Luthfi.

"It's not that, we're her son but she's not our mother" Farid said.

"Yes you're right" said Luthfi.

"Have not debated at least you have abundant wealth" said Fauzi.

"Part is not enough Gus" Farid said.

"The truth that a child wants is real affection" Luthfi said.

Rena felt very sad but she hid it with a smile.

Rena doesn't even get her parents' affection.

Even Rena's mom is also now as if she doesn't care about him.

Rena wiped her tears as they talked about her parents' affection.

"Don't appeal, you have a picture of one family I've lost" said Luthfi.

"Yes you're right" Farid said.

"Oh yes we sit there come on" said Fauzi.

In the market there is a place to sit that is quite spacious so they can enjoy the sunset from there.

"Ning Rena why is dumb" asked Farid.

Lutfi looked at Rena who was now just doing it.

"What a pity" asked Luthfi.

"CK is like this nih does not want to join a married person, you can uwu uwuan while I'm alone" said Farid.

"Marry" said Fauzi.

"Yes married Gus" said Luthfi.

"Yes later now I still pdkt" said Farid.

"Who's the same" asked Fauzi.

"The widow in the village next to Fau who has one son Mr Abidin" said Ainun told them all.

"Ck was going to be in secret, but already you know also not papa" said Fauzi.

"Who" asked Luthfi.

"I don't know" Fauzi said.

"The widow" said Farid.

"It can be known" said Luthfi who immediately got a pinch from Rena who realized it.

"Sick" said Luthfi.

"Don't be flirtatious" said Rena.

"Not flirtatious" said Luthfi.

"Awas" said Rena.

They enjoyed the beauty of the sky that afternoon but on the other side there were two women who were monitoring Rena and Luthfi who were there.

"Are we going to crash" asked Nagita who was there together with Mayang.

"Take a Poto if you need to take a video that Luthfi is smiling and laughing" Mayang said.

Nagita who saw immediately did what Mayang ordered right.

"Aunty" said Nagita.

"Send on this number" Mayang said showing a number like the company number listed there.

Nagita sent her to that number because she was told by Mayang who was none other than her Luthfi mother.

"Let's go home" said Mayang smiling happily.

"But Auntie why don't we hit him" Nagita said.

"Do not have to play beautiful" said Mayang.

"Ck Aunty then we got in the car with a long trip for what" asked Nagita annoyed.

"Come you will also know later" said Mayang.

"Yes aunty" said Nagita.

While Luthfi at this time he was staring at his wife who was very happy.

"You don't feel like Gus Farid is handsome" Fauzi asked.

"What's wrong" asked Luthfi.

"That's it but I think the women are looking at Gus Farid" Fauzi said, coding at some of the women who were looking at him.

"Ah, I am famous" said Farid.

Rena looked at the women.

"Not ah they look towards Gus Fauzi" said Rena who saw with detail the person's eyes.

"What's? how dare those people see my husband, I will definitely bear the consequences" said Ainun who was angry and about to get close to that person.

"Don't" said Fauzi to stop his wife.

"It wasn't Ning they saw Gus Luthfi" Farid said.

Rena looked at the person again after she saw it turned out to be true they were looking at her husband who was just looking at her.

"They're looking at you" Rena said annoyed.

"let it go" said Luthfi.

"They don't know if you have a wife" said Rena who is still upset.

Lutfhi drew closer to Rena he immediately embraced her wife's body.

"You are my wife" said Luthfi.

It was seen by Rena that the person went straight from there because it was disappointed that Lutfhi already had a wife.

"Why not just me" murmured Farid.

"Maybe your charm is less Gus" said Fauzi.

"Yes let's go home already want after Six too" said Luthfi.

"Yes come on" said Farid.

They came home after buying food, but now Luthfi is the one who buys food.

"You want to eat this much" asked Rena staring at the small but many crackles.

And it's the same food.

"No" said Luthfi.

But Luthfi took out some money She gave Kang a wet cake of many kinds.

"After breaking the fast please go between the pesantren" said Luthfi.

"Oh good Ustadz" said the cake kang.

"Thank you" said Luthfi.

They immediately went there, Luthfi took some bags of crackle that contained food from Rena's hand.

"I'm sorry you're in trouble, take these four" said Luthfi.

"What for" asked Rena.

"Be quiet" said Luthfi.

Luthfi gave Farid a crackle bag.

"Take this to Gus Fauzi and you're one" Luthfi said.

"Thank you" said Farid.

"I'll be home late" said Luthfi.

"Oh well" said Farid.

Rena wondered at her husband she did not understand the Luthfi way of thinking.

"Let's go somewhere" said Lutfi who looks troubled with some pockets of crackle.

"Where are we going" asked Rena.