I'm a Widow of Ustadz

chapter 135 The Sadness of Yadna

They arrived at the Mayang residence.

"So I know you're not okay but tonight please forget for a moment this problem and sleep" Arsala said.

"Yes, but what if the man died, Arsa I would feel very afraid if the man died what else after he was with me" said Yadna.

"I won't let them blame you, I hope that slow man can take responsibility for you, but brother if your boss wants to marry you I hope you accept it yes" said Arsala.

"But I don't like him, where maybe I married him what else I am and he doesn't have any feelings" Yadna said.

"But brother now it is better this way, if brother married to him then you split then your future husband will not be suspicious of you because you are a widow, then your future husband will not be suspicious of you because you are a widow, but if this is how I don't want Abi to be the same Umi know, brother plis don't make them hurt again it's enough they're burdened by Faiz's brother and his wife, we don't ya" arsala.

"I also don't plan to tell Umi and Abi, but Arsa's problem is what if I'm pregnant" asked Yadna.

"It's impossible" said Arsala trying to strengthen his brother but now he feels very devastated.

How not, his brother who is very dear to Arsala in le ceh right by others, the heart of a sister who will not be angry when she knows it.

If Arsala does not see his brother's condition now maybe he will come again there and finish Fathir until he can not look at the world anymore.

Arsala wiped away her brother's tears that kept dripping.

"Have gone in and slept" said Arsala.

"Alright" said Yanda who now went directly into the house of his grandmother.

Arsala feels grateful that now Yadna is at home Grandma can not imagine that Yadna is in her parents' house maybe this fact will be a lot of what others know.

Arsala got into his car, he immediately cried as if he did not want to stop because crying over the fate of the brother who is now very sad.

Arsala did not want his parents to know that because his parents had enough bitter suffering.

And now Arsala can not imagine if his parents know the news, what else Abinya also had a heart attack then he was also afraid if it happened again.

"Yes Alloh why should Brother Yadna" murmured Arsala in tears.

**

Yadna lay on the soft, soft bed, and Fathir drank all the liquor in the bottle.

When Yadna woke up she saw that Fathir was there and was drunk, but when Yadna saw now he was not using a subordinate.

Yadna's body was covered only by a blanket, without Yadna knowing what Fathir had done to her.

"Astaghfirullah" muttered Yadna.

Yadna picked up her pants that were beside the bed she immediately put on those pants.

"Pak Fathir" Yadna said, waking up from the bed.

"Wake up" said Fathir in a hoarse voice.

Fathir's eyes were now very red even as he had just cried.

But Fathir can't remember anything because he's drunk so badly right now.

Yadna could not believe that now Fathir had touched her.

"Sit down I will take responsibility" said Fathir, filled with grief.

"Why do you have the heart to do this sir, what is my fault in you sir" growled Yadna holding the collar of Fathir's shirt.

Yadna's tears can't be held anymore when Yadna is very destroyed, without him knowing now Yadna is no longer genuine because his body has been plastered by Fathir.

Brugh

Fathir pushed Yadna to the point where Yadna fell to the floor.

"You jaha t mister, hiks hiks hiks "Yadna wept because she felt so scared.

Yadna feels like she failed to become a woman because she was just plastered by someone else who is certainly not Yadna's mahram.

"Astagfirullah, what was my fault until I got a fate like this" said Yadna.

But Fathir stood up and approached Yadna, who was now sitting on the floor crying.

Fathir strangled Yadna's neck, which is still wrapped in a headscarf.

"It's your fault" said Fathir, strangling Yadna's neck.

It made Yadna feel pain because the giggles were so rough.

"Arghh" ringis Yadna.

Brugh

Fathir throws Yadna on the floor and it hurts Yadna a lot.

"I'll take you away" said Fathir.

"Also sir" said Yadna in great fear.

**

"Astaghfirullah, Astaghfirullah, Astagfirullah, Yes All this incident until the dream" Yadna murmured in fear now.

Even as her hands trembled with great fear, Yadna stared at the wall clock that now showed at seven in the morning.

However, Yadna would bathe and perform the morning prayers, although it was seven in the morning Yadna continued to perform the morning prayers, because it was accustomed to Yadna despite the misfortune he still did it.

Because in reality Fardhu prayer cannot be in kodho unlike Ramadan fasting that can be in kodho if we leave it.

Yadna continued to pray fervently at dawn, she was very frightened at the incident somehow the fate of Yadna if others knew it.

Adiba came to his brother's room, he was going to take Yadna to the office but Adiba saw that Yadna was crying over her body.

Adiba does not know if he just smiled to see his brother who might cry because he remembered the sin of rape ever committed.

Because Adiba was like that he used to cry a lot because he remembered the sin he had just committed.

But Adiba remembered on the phone from uminya who asked him and Yadna.

"I told you that brother overtime last night, did Umi not contact brother ya" muttered Adiba.

Adiba believes that his Umi must have called Yadna because uminya it is very dear to Yadna.

Adiba went inside and sat on his brother's bed.

Until the long wait finally Yadna finished too, Adiba is not afraid of being late because at this time his Grandmother's driver will deliver her.

"Sister" said Adiba.

"Adiba" asked Yadna.

"Yes I was going to take you to work" said Adiba.

"But the power I won't get in I'm not feeling well" Yadna said.

"Oh I think brother will go to the office well then I first yes brother" said Adiba.

"Ya Adiba" said Yadna, but Yadna remembered the incident last night that greatly frightened Yadna.

"Adiba take good care of yourself" said Yadna.

"Yes ready" said Adiba.

Yadna just stared worriedly at Adiba she didn't want her sister to fate like her, Yadna felt so useless she could even cause her parents to feel hurt.

Yadna had promised not to hurt her parents but if it was like this, Yadna would not be able to hold her back.

Sometimes Yadna's thoughts for Noah's mother came to pass and disappeared from her parents' lives.

Yet Yadna was still very sane to do just that because she did not want her parents to be sad.

"I'll deal with all this" muttered Yadna doubtfully.

In his mind Yadna was thinking about how he could get through this, what else he was alone without the support of anyone, other people would not understand Yadna.

Even Yadna thought that even her family would not be able to exist beside her.

Like swallowing a bitter pill Yadna could do nothing more, even now if she died even the fact it would still exist and would remain real.

While now that Adiba had just come out of his grandmother's house, he felt a deep sadness from his sister.

But Adiba could not do anything to his brother, especially he did not know what his brother's problem was.

Adiba got into his grandmother's car.

"Save me to the company" said Adiba.

"Both non" said the driver whose voice was familiar to Adiba's ears.

At this time Adiba looked at the driver, it turns out that the driver was Arsala disguised as a driver.

"Kak Arsa" said Adiba happy to see his brother.

"Good morning Miss" said Arsala.

"What's going on here" asked Adiba.

"I want to take you there" said Arsala.

"But for what" asked Adiba.

"I don't want my beloved sister to be bullied by another man" Arsala said.

"Ihh" Adiba is upset at his brother.

But now that Adiba is trying to hold back he does not want to save feelings for his brother, Adiba currently intends to swallow the feeling alone.

But there is a temptation that can not make Adiba move on from his brother.

"Why should this concern I'm trying to forget you sister" inner Abida.

They left from there to the company where Adiba worked.