I'm a Widow of Ustadz
chapter 4 of that night
Luthfi recalled that night, the night Rena offered herself to Luthfi.
flash back on
that night Rena walked towards the Luthfi room, currently Luthfi is praying she asked Rena for her when it was quite impossible for Luthfi because Rena will get married tomorrow.
Luthfi looked up at his hand.
"Yes, please" muttered Luthfi who was cut off by the loud noise.
Brakkk
The door of Luthfi's room opened, with Luthfi surprised to see a woman with a cloth covering her entire body.
Rena immediately removed the cloth.
"Ning Rena" asked Luthfi.
Rena approached Luthfi who is now folding her prayer mat.
"Congratulations on your victory Gus" said Rena who immediately closed the door.
"What do you mean" asked Luthfi in surprise.
Rena is closing in on Luthfi.
"I've lost, I've given up, whatever happens later I will accept with sincerity, and this is all because of your fault" said Rena smiling to see Luthfi.
"Ning forgive me" said Luthfi afraid of whether Rena went into the santri son's room with hiding.
"I'm sorry you changed my life" asked Rena.
Luthfi was shocked to hear that.
"Ning let's go out and talk about this outside, I don't want other people to think that it's not" said Luthfi.
"Why? Are you afraid, I've stamped a pela cur Gus then why don't I spend the night with you instead of her you want to be with me" said Rena.
Luthfi was surprised to hear that.
"Ning realized Ning you're getting married" Luthfi said.
"Yes I'm getting married that's why I came here" Rena said.
"Ning I don't mean to make your life so, Abimana's coming there is not because of my will, I don't even know that Abhimana is there" said Luthfi.
"Oh yeah then Abah, you didn't know that you came to the boarding school late because you were with your boyfriend in town, and then you came with Abah and framed me, congratulations Gus you won" said Rena.
"Ning didn't even think I was going there" Luthfi said.
"Oh still not ngaku too" said Rena.
"Ning I swear I'm late because I have a job, and now I'm coming I'm bringing this for you" Luthfi said, revealing a gold necklace.
"The reason, my life is now ruined Gus and it's all because of you, I hate you Gus" Rena said as she shed her tears.
"It's not your will Ning, you want your love story like Layla Majnun and you get it" said Luthfi.
"I just like the story, not wanting to live my life like her" Rena said angrily.
"You get married maybe this is the only way, you take it easy I will be Qais who is only loyal to Layla and even tergil a gil a to him" said Luthfi.
"Well that means I win and you lose" Rena said.
Rena got closer to Luthfi, she grabbed Luthfi's hand.
"Because you lost then you have to be punished and the punishment is Touch me, smear me Gus" said Rena while closing her eyes.
"Huhyou said what Ning" said Luthfi surprised to hear that.
"I want to spend the night with you" Rena said.
"CK you muna fik Gus, you used to touch me even you held me when I fainted, you held my shoulder even you also had a relationship with me" rena was angry but with tears falling.
"Ning please don't come closer, I'm also a man I also have na fsu" said Luthfi because now Rena is right in front of her.
"Touch me the stain I'm easy right" said Rena.
"Sadar Ning" said Luthfi.
Rena immediately embraced Luthfi very tightly, she cried in Luthfi's arms as if Rena felt Luthfi was her place to complain.
"Touch me Gus I want to spend the night with you" Rena said between tears.
Luthfi wanted to return Rena's embrace but that was not so, Luthfi only pairing a necklace with initials L and R on Rena's neck was outside Rena's veil.
the necklace with gold color he ordered from his gold maker directly because Luthfi did not want gold carelessly even though he had to spend big enough for the necklace.
"touch me gus" said Rena.
Luthfi could not help but cry, her tears falling as well, but she quickly wiped them away.
Luthfi let go of Rena's tight embrace.
Luthfi took the cloth on the floor she put it on Rena who was now crying as she pleased.
"come home, I'm sorry, I can't hurt you anything else until I touch you I pray that you're happy together with Abimana" Luthfi said.
Rena didn't answer that she just stayed there,
while Luthfi at this time he could not see Rena crying even his tears had also dripped down his cheeks.
Luthfi left right away from there died Rena alone.
Luthfi couldn't get her into the bathroom she locked herself in the bathroom and cried over all her grief.
a handsome, dashing, and very cold man, even famously quite flat now weeps over a woman who will marry someone else tomorrow.
"may I live without you" muttered Luthfi.
while Rena he took the Luthfi turban that Luthfi always wear, black turban with a distinctive fragrance from Luthfi.
Rena took the turban and brought it home.
"if your heart cannot be mine then let this turban accompany me" Rena murmured.
flash back off
Luthfi looked at her gaze at Rena who was already away from it.
"i'm sorry for rejecting it, I can't be so astagfirullah it's a sin without unconsciously I regret not having done Zi na, but really yes Alloh I regret not doing it" luthfi smiled as she imagined that night.
he came home despite their great distance.
Lutfi remembers the last time Rena smiled when Luthfi took her to the back of the pesantren.
since then, Rena's smile feels very forced even like nothing can make Rena smile sincerely again.
"yeah, back is a sweet smile for my Layla" muttered Luthfi.
arriving at the boarding school Rena directly entered into he saw there was an Ustadz who was chatting with Abah feeling he was not good now.
and Abah called him.
"Ning Rena came" Abah said.
"does Abah think I'm a subtle-creature that's called that" Rena murmured as she walked there.
seriated
who is that guy??
