I'm a Widow of Ustadz

chapter 20 why not marry me

After the prayer Rena directly tadarus Qur'an she continued her Qur'an memorandum which is still a few more letters to khatam.

until the end he came out because Rena there is a schedule to teach santri son lessons that have been given.

Rena read a book that contains lessons that Abah has given.

"what is this why discussing this" muttered Rena confused at the lesson she gave.

Rena read everything carefully but it seems that this is not in the lesson what else this lesson looks like the book of Fathul Izhar.

Rena embarrassed herself reading it she just laughed wryly at having to discuss it.

"it's true that Abah gave this lesson" Rena murmured.

Rena was curious she went straight to the house brother she wanted to ask the lesson.

"assalamualaikum Abah this how why the lesson is like this" asked Rena.

"waalaikum what greetings Ning" asked Abah.

"this is the same as the book of Fathul Izhar Abah" said Rena.

"where Abah saw" said Abah who immediately took the book in Rena's hands.

"astaghfirullah abah forgot not this one but the other one" said Abah smiling regretting his mistake.

"Take it I'll wait here" said Rena.

"yes for a moment" said Abah who went straight into his room to pick up a book.

"This will teach the lesson to the students even I have never done it" muttered Rena smiling.

day by day Rena went through but she felt jealous what else the arrival of Misbah to meet with Luthfi made Rena jealous.

honestly, the hatred of Rena's heart for Luthfi has been reduced even now replaced with jealousy if Luthfi is with another woman.

Rena intends to accept Luthfi's application even though the proposal is a long time ago and maybe Luthfi has also forgotten her, thought Rena.

Rena faces Abah but there is something very surprising for Rena.

there was a man who came there and now he is talking to Abah.

"Ning there's Ustadz Ilyas he wants to talk there you" Abah said.

Rena smiled with a forced look at that person.

"assalamualaikum Ustadz" said Rena who immediately sat there.

"walaikum salam" said Ilyas.

"what needs yes" asked Rena.

"Ning" Abah said with great emphasis because Rena seemed very impolite.

"i came here because I wanted to propose to you" said Ilyas.

"oh" said Rena who immediately smiled thinly because she knew men would leave when Rena issued her words of pearl.

"but I am a widow of Ustadz" Rena said.

Ilyas stared at Rena and Abah in turn.

"i will accept whatever is on you" Ilyas said.

Rena was surprised that Ilyas apparently accepted her status as a widow.

"but I don't want to get married we don't know each other what else I'm afraid you're disappointed because I'm not like a beautiful woman out there" said Rena.

"about not knowing each other we can know each other first and for your past, insha Alloh I can accept it" said Ilyas.

"but I'm not ready to get married" Rena subtly refused.

Ilyas was also aware of what Rena said.

"walaikum salam" said Abah and Rena.

but Abah was embarrassed at every proposal that came and Rena instead refused her.

"Ning why he refused" said Abah.

"That's why I don't want to get married" Rena said.

"Ning, Abah it just wants you to have a husband yes Abah know you are still small but Ning, Abah think you have time to have a husband" said Abah.

"what's the reason" asked Rena.

"first Abah can't pay you what else Abah doesn't work, second you need a companion to live, second you need a companion, third Abah already dizzy Ning in ustadz ustadz who came here but you refuse Ning Abah shame on them not to mention the neighbors always say that is not about you" said Abah.

Rena understood the meaning of Abah's words, Rena sighed her rough.

"yes Abah I know the talk of people is very painful, what else are so many rumors that say I am that I am, yes son I understand" said Rena.

"It just wants you to survive the slander of people" said Abah.

"all right, I go with whatever you want" said Rena.

"is it true that Abah will soon marry you by Abah's choice" Abah said.

"yes, I'm going along, as long as it's the best for me" said Rena.

Rena came out of Abah's house, she saw there was a garbage crack in the pesantren park.

Rena approached and removed the garbage scrap.

"Ning" said someone familiar to Rena's ears.

Rena looked back and found that there was a Luthfi who was calling her.

"yes, what's wrong" asked Rena.

"let me throw it away, oh yes there was Ustadz Ilyas coming if he wanted to propose to you" asked Luthfi.

"if so, why" asked Rena.

"why Ning rejects I know Ustadz Ilyas is good and he also really appreciates women why they are rejected" asked Luthfi.

"ish it's up to me it's none of your business either" Rena said furiously.

"yes I mean why you refuse" asked Luthfi who is curious because Rena is very bo doh if you refuse Ilyas a man who is very much desired by many women.

"basis insensitive, I will marry the man Abah chose right, satisfied" said Rena angry angry.

Lutfi was surprised he shook his head while smiling at the annoyed Rena.

"astaghfirullah Ning you are so adorable" Luthfi muttered.

Rena threw the garbage into her place, she was upset at Luthfi who asked a lot of it what else she also asked why Rena rejected her.

"it is very sad that he was insensitive when he also knew that I rejected all the men who came, and Abah also did he told me to get married quickly, I want to enjoy the beauty of my single" muttered Rena.

honestly, in the heart of Rena does not want to get married quickly because she does not want to be hurt again like before.

but if you hear from abah's reasons, Rena understands that Abah is ashamed of the neighbor's speech that often speaks which is not to Rena.

Luthfi drew closer to Rena.

"it's okay why not marry me" Luthfi said.

Rena was surprised her heart said it would but her prestige seemed to reject her.

"i will marry Abah's choice" Rena said.

"oh well" said Luthfi smiling.

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