I'm a Widow of Ustadz

chapter 1 tragedy

"i'm a Widow of Ustadz" said Rena, who has just been a single parent for months.

"what a widow" asked Ustadz Arya who intended to propose to Rena.

"yes, I am a widow if you don't like it, then I will have no meaning" Rena said.

arya's eyes felt very disappointed, of course she fantasized about wanting to marry a child owner of the boarding school but it turns out that her child is a widow.

not only Arya who was disappointed Rena was also very disappointed, almost twelve applications came but the man came home again because he was disappointed to hear Rena who turned out to be a widow.

"various where" asked Rena.

"forgive me Ning Rena I think you are single, a lot of news circulating if you are still alone but it turns out, forgive me, I beg you to forgive me" said Arya felt sorry.

"widow status is wrong" asked Rena

"excuse me, I excuse Assalamualaikum" said Arya who immediately went from there.

Rena only accepted it with a smile, she did not expect that everyone would see her from her status.

"where are the guests" asked Abah Zakaria who had just come there.

"home" said Rena.

"failed again" asked Abah.

"yes Abah, they look at me one eye" Rena said.

"it wasn't anyone else who looked at you one eye, but you who didn't open your heart Ning, the twelve proposals that came but all of them rejected you you you know why? because you didn't open your heart to them" Abah said.

"they don't want me" Rena said.

Rena immediately went from there died, Abah who could only shake his head to see the behavior of his daughter.

Rena walked towards the classroom.

"baby like this I have to what everyone goes for not wanting to marry me while your grandfather always wronged me for that mistake, he said I didn't open my heart that I didn't, that's not me" Rena said.

"you're talking to her mom or to her baby" asked Zia's sister-in-law Rena.

only she can make Rena laugh happily what else with the baby in the womb of her sister-in-law.

"nobody wants to marry me" Rena said.

"if you don't want to get married then just marry Gus Luthfi" Zia said.

Luthfi is a man who very much Rena hate anything else since the incident made Rena very wise to see it.

"i'd rather not get married if I had to marry her" Rena said.

"don't let him be your soul mate" asked Zia.

"i don't want to" said Rena.

"basically, you're right Ning emang is basically a good woman to lie her mouth said no but her heart said yes" said Zia.

"i've been lazy to debate, baby help me" said Rena to the baby in Zia's stomach.

"if the baby is born he will help you" Zia said.

"CK baby when you were born I as your aunt can't wait to see my niece who is very funny" said Rena stroked Zia's stomach.

"It's true that Ning is married to Gus Luthfi I know he loves you very much" Zia said seriously to Rena.

"i don't want to" said Rena.

"stubborn" said Zia.

Rena went into her room.

since becoming a Widow, Rena lived independently she was made home by Abah but the place is quite far from the room of the students but at least Rena can still sleep soundly.

Rena began to build her own life, she planted plants in front of her house even Rena also who fixed clothesline alone.

"assalamualaikum" said Lutfi, who always comes there every day to meet Rena.

"walaikum salam" said Rena but only in the heart because he hated Luthfi.

"Ning I just wanted to say that I..".

"if I'm sorry" cut Rena who immediately looked at Luthfi with a sharp tone.

"go away" Rena said in a heavy voice.

ever since that incident Rena has never spoken spoiled or softly to a man only to her sister-in-law Rena was spoiled and like a child.

"i beg you to listen to me first" said Luthfi who until now still feels guilty in the life of Rena.

"what else will I hear, my life has been ruined no man wants me even me to be looked at one eye by them" rena said by taking a deep breath because she held back her crying.

"pardon me" said Luthfi who did not get any response from Rena.

"marry me, I promise to make you happy" Luthfi said.

"you're just like them, the beginning of wanting to marry me forces me to be a bride but you leave me worthy of her trash" Rena smiled bitterly.

"for the sake of Alloh Ning I will love you" said Luthfi.

"hahaha I feel that if I talk to people who are good at acting, I have come home alone I can live alone" said Rena ketus.

"i'm sorry to you" said Luthfi.

without waiting for long Rena directly entered his house because he did not want to talk anymore with Luthfi who had hurt his heart even Luthfi was the person who caused Rena's life to be destroyed.

Rena closed the door to her room even she locked it.

Rena was sitting on the floor, her tears falling down her white cheeks.

he was reminded of his past which caused him to be like that.

"Gus Luthfi I won't forgive you" said Rena.

The flash back on

That afternoon Rena was invited to meet by Luthfi, currently her second status is a pair of lovers who are undergoing ta'aruf, even though they are adrift age far enough but their likes are very big with each other.

at that time Luthfi invited Rena to meet behind the pesantren, with great enthusiasm Rena went directly to the direction called by her ta'aruf.

behind the pesantren, there is no Luthfi, there is only Abhimana, his cousin Zia, who is none other than his sister-in-law Rena.

Rena tried to find Luthfi but she could not find him.

Rena intends to come back again but without Rena realize Abimana is already near her.

"good afternoon" Abimana said.

"day" said Rena.

"what is it" asked Abimana.

"looking for my friend but the wealth is not there" said Rena who at that time will return to boarding school.

Without guessing Abimana even pulled his sleeves so that it made him torn because of the pull of Abimana.

"astaghfirullah you are not very polite" said Rena angry.

"forgive me I don't think it's going to tear" Abimana said.

Rena covered her torn shirt with her veil, Untung tore it right on Rena's shoulder.

Rena wants to go from there because she does not want to serve the already outrageous Abimana.

"Rena I'm sorry" Abimana said.

"don't come any closer" said Rena.

"forgive me" said Abimana.

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